The next morning I woke up in cooked breakfast and this time it was actually breakfast food in the house guess he took note of what I said as I flipped the eggs I heard someone coming downstairs I turned around slightly to see who it was it was jania Lil brother lou

He just walked in the kitchen not saying nun grabbing a orange juice then walked over to the bar stool that was in front of the counter that was in the middle of sincere kitchen

I thought he wasn't gonna say anything but I was sadly mistaken "Do you kill people and be honest" he asked straight up I wasn't as caught off guard as I should've been cause what he said yesterday but I was not him expecting to ask me that

I turned around in faced him now placing everything on the counter that I cook I stared right in his eyes trying to scare him a lil "And if I do what about" I said leaning close to him he didn't even flinch he just looked at dryly not breaking eye contact

Before he could speak sincere entered the kitchen he stared at us but shook his head "ion even wanna ask" he said and walked over to me and gave me a forehand kiss I smiled then he moved back to grab a plate

I looked at the boy one more time before I grabbed my plate and his and put the food I cooked on it while asking what he wanted and of course he wanted everything that including waffles,pancakes,bacon,eggs,corn beef hash,and hash browns that was it

I sat his plate in front giving him a sly smile he just took the plate sincere sat beside him I decided to just stand "I wonder why nene ain't come down yet" lou said "I'm go check on her" he said ready to stand up to go get her but she entered the kitchen

Her neck looked a lil bruised but I could tell she had makeup over it she walked over to the cabinet to grab a plate still not saying nun

"How did y'all sleep last night" sincere said as he stuffed his face with the food I cook I laughed cause it was a cute sight to see

"Good" they both answerd in sync sincere laughed I smiled "that's good" he said and continued eating his food

"I would love to finish breakfast with you guys but I gotta head out in a minute and I need to start getting ready" I said putting my plate in the sink "What you gotta do today" he asked picking his head up from his plate

"I need to check on my business being that I'm thinking about expanding and run a few more errands" I said put a Lil more pitch in the last word

Sincere turned to jania " oh I forgot to mention dior has a hair shop called and ever heard of it" he finished he sentence of course she heard of my salon it was one of the best out here in New York and my restaurant was top named out the state

She looked at me before she turned her attention to him "I have I've been trying to book an appointment for months but y'all be booked like crazy but I have bought bundles off your website they were really good and I heard the restaurant it a Lil pricey and I haven't got there yet" she said with a laugh no slick remarks today I thought or she genuinely only had good stuff to say about my business

"If you want I could schedule you appointment just tell sin when a good day is for and I got you and about the restaurant prices I didn't know anyone felt that way i would definitely have a talk with someone about that" I said in a genuine I didn't have a problem with the girl at all I just didn't take disrespect lightly

"That would be great I'll just let sin know what's good for me and thanks for considering what I said I know we didn't start off on good terms and im sorry" she said I believed her but a part of me still didn't

"No problem but I gotta go get ready or I'm be late hope to see you guys" I said sin got up to hug me

And whispered "thank you" I shook my head and smiled and kissed his ear "your a part of me I got us forever" he smiled "date tonight" he asked "mhhm" I hummed

I had left sincere house not to lone I had a photoshoot today to promote my hair and me in general So that's where I was now and promise was supposed to be coming but at the moment I was getting my makeup done

I decided to post on my Instastort giving the a little sneak peak saying as soon as I posted it I heard a loud ass girl I knew Voice so well "PeriodT bitch you look goodt" promise said

"Thanks hoe you look cute and causal I said looking at her appearance must of been a long night" I winked

I knew her and lucky was talking but I didn't know that were that far into but I'm all for her if she's happy I have no right to speak anyway cause wait till I hop on that dic-

"And was and thanks so what's all this for" she asked I told her but more details from what I said earlier and we just talked while I got my makeup done

I was now finished with them doing my makeup and it was time for me to get dress promise had made some customize pieces for me and the rest I worked with,with her and them to create or buy the outfits and asked Mel for her input on some things to

I was now dressed and promise couldn't stop saying "periodt" or a "pussy hoe could Neva" and more from where that came from and I was now ready to take my pictures

I was now heading out the house along with jania and lou the streets were talking fast about who shot the apartment building and I needed to know cause that was taking money out my pocket and my people out there homes

So I was now about to drop lou off to school jania did have her own car but out of all days it was in the shop I asked her to just let me buy her a new one but she wouldn't let me so I just stop pressing the issues

We walked out the house and walked over my lambo truck I decided to drive today we now was in the car and I wanted to know how they felt about Dior being that she was gonna now be around "So how do you guys feel about Dior" I asked looking in the rear mirror to see lou

Lou looked up from his phone to answer sincere question but jania got to it first "I don't think you should be with her shes dangerous the story's I den heard about her is crucial and I wouldn't want you to get stuck in the cross fire" she ended her sentence with that and looked back out the window

Then why was she being so nice to her this morning she said she wasn't scared off her so where did this animosity come from I didn't even reply " lou" I said indicating my question

"She's cool I like her she not one of the stupid girls that would just let me run over and I know cause I tested her not that I thought she would be but you never know,she got her own bag so clearly she's not with you for the money and jania don't judge someone based of what you hear Cause in my eyes she didn't say or do nun wrong to you and she could've all the slick remarks you kept throwing at her" lou said out the corner of my eyes I seen her roll her eyes

"Jania what's your problem with her like lou said she ain't do nun to you surprisingly" or so he thought "so dead that shit right here and know cause I'm not bout to be in no middle having to choose between you and my woman" he said angry at the fact she was doing all this

As he finished he sentence they arrived at the school lou just shook his head and opened the door to get out "thanks sin" he said then closed the door thanking him for last night but in reality he was thanking him for everything in that small sentence lou was his only type of father figure to him and he didn't want to lose him over jania stupid ass crush that she had for sincere that he been knew and when he found out he told her dead that shit basically but clearly that ain't stop nun

Once he got in the building he drove off it was slient for a moment before jania spoke "My problem is she just came outta the blue we didn't hear nun about this girl to yesterday and all of sudden she your girl fuck outta probably don't even know the bitch last name" jania said with an full blown attitude and I didn't like her tone

"She ain't here to defend herself so I am call her a bitch one more time jania you keep talking about her like she won't put a bullet right between that smart ass mouth of yours you den heard the story's about her so then I suggest you shut the fuck up cause I could only do so much for your ass" I flared my nose up now gripping the steer wheel harder than before

She smacked her teeth but shut the fuck up she couldn't say nun else she knew I was right and like she said earlier she was dangerous so was I but not like Dior and jania knows me so it's no judgment there but i feel like if it's no judgment there for me than why Judgement for Dior

The rest of the was quiet despite the music in the background I pulled up to where she work at and she got out the car "ima stay with a friend tonight I'm sure lou wants to stay with you if that ight if not-" I cut her off "you know he good with me" she nodded and walked away heading towards the building she works in

I love jania always will but as people get older they grow apart do I want that no but I won't ignore I pay all jania bills all the money she makes go towards things she wants to buy for herself and Lou i even give her cash sometimes not saying it's all about the money but that how it's been feeling lately kinda after the Jamaica trip but hopefully we work through it I had bigger problems starting out with the jorker

Just cause I haven't spoke about to Dior doesn't mean it hasn't worried me or been running through my mind dior is a person like she not scared of anything but even I could see a little fear in her hurt no one ever dared to try her and now someone is I would be scared to I try to push it aside as much I can but I know this isn't a small problem

I brushed it off and just prayed nothing bad would come out of this as I headed into where I grew up I parked my car niggas know not to fuck with my shit I'll have there head at there mom doorstep less than 24 hours

I walked to the door and knocked it took a minute for I heard the locks unlock I dapped my pops "boy why you ain't tell me was coming" he said laughing hugging "I was just in the neighborhood and decided to stop by before I go where I gotta go" sincere going into the kitchen grabbing a water than walking back to the living room and sitting on the couch

"So wussup" my dad asked I raised my eyebrows "I can't just come to my pops" I said with my heart on my chest acting fake hurt "nah you can but usually you call so what's the reason you here sincere" he said as he sat into the one seater couch he need a new one I thought but he won't giving it up like this house

"Jania and Dior"

"Who tf is dior" he said sitting up for a second

"My girlfriend well she not my girlfriend yet but you know what I mean" my dad jumped up so fast I thought some was wrong

"Bout mf time" he screamed doing a Lil dance I laughed cause he always preaching about me needing a girlfriend

"Dad listen fr" I said with a chuckle he nodded and sat back down

I then explained everything that transpired last night and this morning he chimes in saying "mhhm" and nodding basically saying he listening

After a few more minutes I was finished "so what should I do" i said clasping my hand together

"To be honest son jania likes you shit she's probably is in love with you-" I cut him off "there's no way" he put his finger on his lips "just listen don't interrup me when I'm speaking" he said I just shook my head

"Like I said before she likes and most likely is in love with you how can you expect her not to overtime one or the other was gonna catch feelings it's just so happened to be her shes doing that because she doesn't want you with anyone else which is understandable but at the same time is not cause obviously you don't know I don't know how but you always been like that not seeing little signs and shit" he didn't stop there

"Ima be honest with you son your gonna have to choose between her and Dior And by the looks I know your choice but I can't tell you what to do you may speak now" he said

"Well clearly you know I don't feel that way towards her and never will I see her like a little sister I thought everyone knew that including her but I mean that I think about it and read the signs it makes sense" I said putting my face in the palm of my hands

"The best thing you could do is just sit down and talk to her and AS SOON AS POSSIBLE" my dad said I put my head up "I am" I said

"Ite I know you gotta go now I wanna meet this dior you talking bout" he said as we both got up to walk to the door

"Ite but umm you know tha don" he nodded his head "that's her" my dad wasn't they type to control my life he felt like your grown and you'll just learn and he could only tell you so much

He shrug his shoulders " and your sincere" I smiled and dapped him up into a hug " I love you pops" I said

"I love you to son" he patted my back

I turned around and reached in my pockets and gave him some money even thought he kept declining he knew I wasn't gonna stop so he just took the money

After I gave him the money and walked out the house to get in my car and drove to my next destination thinking about me and Dior date tonight

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