Hum bhi khamosh hokar

Aapka sabr aazmayenge

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ekhte hain abh aapko hum

kabh yaad aayenge....

Ehan drove in the parking lot. Alveera was sleeping but ainam had fears in eyes.

Panic attack.

Her breath was coming in short breaths, sweat on her forehead and hands were shivering and ehan could say that her mouth was dry. She would lick her lips rubbing her hands.

Her face turned pale and shivering hands reached to open the door. Ehan picked alveera and they both entered the elevator.

"Relax you are save mano jaan...." Ainam snapped her head to him but nodded with a nervous smile. Ehan observed her keenly and felt guilty seeing her in this condition because of him.

He grasped her hand and intertwined them walking to the door of house. Ainam gasped at his actions but tried to calm her mind.

"When we will walk in think that you are walking in the place you drramed every night of.Hmm...." Ainam couldn't get ehan's words as her mind was blocked with the memories of day.

Ehan tighten his hold on ainam hand and gave her the keys to open the door.

Ainam took few breathe and unlock the door to froze on her spot. She stared the place where she was picked and-

She yelped and turned to ehan who held her by waist now. She glanced him and gulped to see the amount of guilt his orbs held.

"We are together in this mano jaan help me with your love and I will love you more." Ehan spoke sincerely which melted ainam and his words calmed her in some way.

Ainam blinked few times and glanced the place which held nightmare to her while some screams blocked her mind.

"This place is our mano jaan, look there, we sat there talking and that place is where we shared our moment. Remember this place where you teased us by playing that stupid song and how yummy you cooked the food for us. Remember us" Ainam looked the couch where they shared thier talks and that kiss which was the step for them to trust each other and that kitchen where she cooked for her family.

"They......." Ainam inhaled a breath

"Us. Just us.... Alveera, you and me that's it." Ehan didn't let ainam complete and hugged her from back, holding her in his arms.

"Ainam this is only us calm down and only remember that all these was only a dream." Ehan sighed and ainam tried to stop the tears

"How can I..... How?when it killed me whil I am breathing. Ainam pulled herself back from his hold

"Ainam you-"ehan tried to hold her but she pushed him

"I might smiled there with my parents but even I can't think myself..... What am I saying!" Ehan couldn't think a way to help her.

"You know.... Oh wait how would you know? How will you when it's me..... It's me who- I asked you few minutes but all you said was...." Ainam stared him with tears

"Mano-" Ehan tried to calm her but she pushed him away.

"No! You know what I am to you? Nothing less than a whore. All you did was used me.... My body my feelings shukar Allah that we-"

"Ainam!!"Ainam blinked breathing heavily. Ehan held her close to him, he could never feel what she had gone through but he can feel his pain. For he had seen another woman suffered same way.

"Ainam I guess-"ainam pushed him away

"Please don't guess we are at the same spot where it all started.... I don't know you and you know everything about me." Ainam yelled at him

"I told you every corner of my life there is nothing I didn't shared with you but......." Ainam breath staring him who looked so guilty and ainam wanted to hug him say him and complain him about everything but she can't for he was reason behind this all problem she in now.

Ehan stared her with fear while she challenged him to stop her. Ainam's tears Pierced through ehan's heart like it did six years ago.

"All I know about you is.... You are my husband and a doctor but also a father to alveera. That's it! Bas itna hi pata hain mujhe...... Did you even relised how you behaved with me?!" Ainam accused him while he heard her silently.

"You didn't even glanced me but your daughter was enough to help me save this marriage while all you did was eat and do your job." Ainam harshly wiped her face.

"Ainam it's-"ehan came closer to her but she pushed him away.

"No!!! You can't leave someone suddenly and I was stupid to trust you with my heart. I should have never entered your dorm......." She looked lost as if she was talking to herself.

"Entering your dorm doomed my life.... I thought you relised your mistake but I think you never loved me....." Ainam wasn't looking sane it was like she was somewhere else.

"You think I didn't love you? Have you heard yourself ainam?" Ehan asked her who looked back at him with anger.

"Aur nahi toh kiya! Huh? Woh log bhi bolre the...... Aapne humse kabhi mohabbat hi nahi ki ishq toh dur ki baath." Ehan heard her so that she doesn't loose her mind again

"Phir kya hain yeh?" He asked in fake anger.

"Taras, pity all you did was pity me and my love for you so you suddenly started being a husband." Ainam yelled back throwing her duppata on a chair.

"What's-"

"When you will get your loved one.... Jabh aapko aapki mohabbat mil jayegi aap mujhpe taras kha na bhi chodh doge." She slumped down crying.

"Who told all these?" Ehan sat in front of her while she cried like a child.

"Does that even matter..... All matter is my love for you is empty like a shell. Why you did all these huh?" Ainam stared in his eyes to see them filled with water

"Ainam....." He held her by shoulder but she pulled him to her closed letting their breath mix.

"Don't ainam me..... Just answer am I right you never loved me na....." She asked with fresh tears falling.

"Why will I not love you meri jaan..... My whole life is from you for you and to you only my jaan....." Ehan stared back in her eyes which was miserable

"Than why you started our love on a lie kyu jhoot ki buniyaad par humara ishq hain?" He shook him while he stayed silent.

"Because I want you by my side...." His words stabbed her heart.

"Didn't we promised each other to stay in bad times?" Ehan wiped her tears while she stared his face.

"It's not easy to say ainam try to understand." This angered her.

"Understand?! Are you serious? Abhi kitna understand karo. Kal aur chaar log aaker utha lenge phir bhi understand karti rahi hoon mein!" Ainam pushed him and stood yelling at him.

"It was my mistake to-"

"Galati sirf ek baar nahi hoti sau baar hoti hain bas maaf pehli waali hoti hain...... Apki pehli galati ko maaf kardon par dubara ka chance hi kyu lena....." Ehan couldn't think straight while ainam had a only one thing in mind

"I think we should just give ourselves some space.... I really need time and distance from YOU to think straight." Ainam pushed him and walked away in kitchen

"What are you trying to say?" Ehan walked behind her and pulled her than walled her she glared him wriggling in his arms.

"I mean take you all time I will wait but taras ke liye nahi par aapki mohabbat ke liye. Take your time." Ehan sighed while ainam stared the wall

"You won't step out of this place get that." Ainam frown while ehan stared her.

"Why can't I? When you can roam the whole city wh-"

"Remember who am I ainam...." Ehan felt bad but this was only a way to stop her

"What? A fake doctor or a mafia leader?" Ainam snapped at him

"Pick any of your choice but stay here."

"You can't force me?!" Ainam tried to push him but he tighten his hold on her.

"Can't? I will force you." Ehan chuckle which angered her further

"You are threatening me?" Ehan sighed taking a step back and held her hand softly

"What ever you take it?" Ehan rubbed his fingers over her bruises

"I never knew you.... I never saw you."

"You have all time to do that."

Ainam glared him walking in alveera'e room to see it all empty.

"Where are the-" Ehan chuckle and informed

"You will stay with me in my dorm like you said."

"You are-"

"Ainam. Trust me when I say this that I don't play around." A shiver run down her spine hearing him.

"You are not even a kid to paly around!" She spat accusing him

"Exactly. So do as I say....."

"I won't I will stay here it's self." Ainam said pointing at the couch.

"You asked for it." In a blink of eye ainam was in air. Ehan smirked scooping her in his arms.

To be continue.......