Since I started writing directly in English and not translating it and making corrections, I continued using "It" for the clown. When I translated it I usually noticed that its pronoun would become he. And I was too lazy to change that, but since I came back to using "It" I'll change it on the other chapters too so it doesn't seem awkward

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The world was black for a second, when she opened her eyes, her bedroom was in view. It looked like she was there all the time, like the thing could teleport. She had to get a notion of how much power this being held. She could feel it behind her, holding her two arms as if she would run away, his claws digging slowly on her upper arms. The girl made a move forward, warning the thing that she wanted away from it. It hesitantly let her go, not wanting to lose the warmth she was providing. (Y/n) sat on her bed, a leg tucked under her. She looked eager, she was waiting for something to happen or something the clown would say.

Pennywise looked at the room strangely, looking around the shelves and desk. The girl waits for their eyes to cross again and when it happens she signals for it to sit on the bed with her. It furrowed it's non existent brows, finding it peculiar to have a 'normal conversation', as the humans called it. It walked awkwardly to the bed and sat on it with a loud 'bump' from his lower body on the mattress. It slowly turns his head to look at the girl, it's mouth hanging low, a little bit of saliva dripping down, making (Y/n) think about changing the sheets later.

"S-so, about the story you were gonna tell." she starts to say, clearly uncomfortable with the topic, but wanting to talk about it nonetheless.

"I came to this world to feed, I fell like a 'meteor', as you humans call it." it pauses a bit, finding amusing the expressions the girl was making.

"You're an alien?" she asks, her eyes widening and her mouth hanging open.

"I'm more than that." it continues, it lifts one of its hands, it changes to some claws and then to tentacles "We're more than that." it turns to the (h/c), making her furrow her brows, as if saying that she didn't understand "We're from a void, far beyond this universe."

"W-we?" she stutters, not comprehending the magnitude of her own being.

"Yes, we're from the same place. We were created along with the... Turtle" it growls a bit, showing its sharp teeth and yellowish eyes.

"Turtle?" the girl was becoming more confused as the conversation went on.

"He calls me brother, I call him enemy." it opens its mouth a little more, the growl growing louder "You seem to be the rest of me, the only thing that I miss."

"And what is that?" she asks, her face going red, her stupid thoughts taking it to a romantic setting.

"Satisfaction." it responds, its eyes blue again and a big smile on its lips, with teeth small as needles pressing against one another.

"S-so the light I have with me is a part of... You?" her face contorts again.

"I thought that I was the only one, but it seems that that were four Deadlights." it says, completely ignoring her question.

"If we're one, why was I here and you were... Well... Where were you?" she stops to think, looking at the ground, her mind working till exhaustion.

"Since you have only one light, you lack everything that I am. You must've stayed here from the very beginning, reincarnating multiple times." it continues, again ignoring her "The Deadlight inside you gave you some kind of amnesia, so it wouldn't remember the burden of being alone in a planet where there was no life yet."

She stopped to think again. So she was alone, from the beginning? She must've been so sad, lonely and heartbroken. Her other half was universes away and she couldn't even get to it. Tears came to her eyes, a feeling of sorrow overwhelming her. She covered her face with her hands, not wanting the clown to see it, but it didn't work. It could notice her feelings the moment her mind made up what was happening. It got up on the bed, making the girl look up for a moment, finding it strange that it would out of a sudden stand up on the mattress. She ignored it, turning her back to it, she was getting kind of tired of its mannerisms. The thing dropped down on the bed again, making her jump on her spot, but when she was about to scold it, warm arms wrapped around her middle, its legs on either side of her, spooning her sitting. She immediately stopped feeling down, she noticed that her tears too had stopped. So it was true her connection with it, she wished, just for a second, that her life would be normal again.

(Y/n) felt a little uncomfortable in the clown's embrace, but soon the awkward situation gave place to a pleasant one. Her heart was melting on the fact of how the thing actually cared for her. Her body became warm, like she was wrapped up inside a blanket on a cold night. She took a deep breath and leaned on it, her back pressed flush against its chest. She dried her tears, sniffing right after.

"Since we are together, we'll stop feeling hungry, feeling the need to do anything. Sleep, eat, normal necessities, right?" she asks, putting her arms on top of its on her belly.

"Yes." it briefly says, nuzzling her neck with his nose, his clothes jiggling as he moves his head.

"So you won't eat children anymore?" she says lowly, actually hoping that it wouldn't hear.

She was afraid it would feel like she was using this connection that they had to make it stop murdering innocent kids. She was afraid of its reaction and what it would do to her if it felt anger towards her. If it bit her when it was excited, she could only imagine what it would do when angry.

She was expecting a verbal answer, but it only hummed, the rumble from its chest could be felt by her. Its grip on her tightened and she turned her head just a little bit, being able to see its now yellow eyes, eyes of hunger, of wanting. She herself growled lowly, her mouth opening slowly, getting her mouth closer to its own mouth. She closed her eyes, her body turning with her face, her lips touching lightly the creature's.

It didn't know what to do, it looked at her, trying to understand what was happening. It put its tongue out its mouth, passing it fast against the girl's lips. She opens her eyes, kinda weirded out, but understanding that it might not know the concept of a kiss since it never even had a special someone. Her mouth moves on its own, a smile carved on her face, followed by a little laugh, that was turning rapidly into a full cackle. She pushed herself off it, holding her mouth to try to prevent her laughing to be too loud. (Y/n) looked at it, hoping it was thinking about the awkward situation the way she was, but it was pissed. Her laugh died right at the moment she saw its face, its eyes red in anger, his mouth dripping saliva and his buck teeth were replaced with the sharp ones.

"I-I'm sorry." she says, getting away from it slowly, her back pressed against the wall next to her window, trapped on the corner that her bed met the wall.

The thing only looked at her, she could sense its hate, making her more scared. Though that didn't last very long, it disappeared right under her nose, not even a single reminder that it was there. She got up from the bed, the feeling of being alone consuming her again. Her fear turned to sadness and loneliness. She could feel her stomach hurt from hunger and her brain trying to shut down, but she kept her composure, trying her maximum to not break down right there. But that was becoming a difficult task. They were meant for each other, why did it keep running away? She sat on the bed again, her elbows propped up against her knees and her hands holding her head. She was so hungry, so tired, but she didn't feel like eating, nor did she want to sleep. She could still feel his anger, and she could sense it would kill again because of her. She thought she could make it stop, but she had to be more subtle about it. She got the feeling that maybe if she could convince it, they would be extremely happy and fulfilled together.

"I had to fuck this up... We were going well so far." she said to nobody. She noticed that it stopped his wrong doings when they were occupied with each other, maybe she just had to grab his full attention, but she had no clue how to do that.