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{Mistake}

You were always there,

By myside staying

You were just an inch away

Never leaving myside

But just because of a 'mistake'

We were rip apart

How can we fix the mess?

When it's already beyond repair

You leave me crying

I beg for you to stay

Can you please stay?

Yet you didn't listen

You leave me broken

Just watching you from afar

You never approached me

Because your a coward

Your too scared to face me

Because of the 'mistake' we made

You didn't explain

You just left me hanging

How can i do this?

I don't know what to do

I'm still not ready

I know you are too

You promise you'll stay with me

I was a fool to believe you

Promises were made to be broken

I was a fool to think your different

Now, what will i do?

Everything was slowly drifting away

The people i cared for

Their becoming distant

I thought silently

In the dark side of my room

'What's the use of staying?

When everyone's already leaving'

I pulled open my drawer

I picked the knife and rope,

The silence was deafening

The darkness was suffocating

I smiled and laughed

I can now finally breath

But i know in this moment

I will no longer lived.

I positioned my head,

I hung the rope in my head,

I prayed silently,

I can be finally free

I closed my eyes

And hunged my self

Embracing the darkness

Consuming me.

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A/n:

I don' tknow what to say. Ginawa ko ito nung nasa school pa ko haha. Also most poems here are in english, konti lang yung mga tagalog dahil hindi ako masyadong matalinghaga. Nawala yung notebook kong may mga ginawa akong tagalog poems, pero ang iba dun ay walang tugmaan, pero may story behind it. This is for the people who were pregnant early, or it still depends on how you understand it.

Goodday!!

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This is for the people who got pregnant early and their partners didn't support them, i believe that this people are strong because even though they already have a child they were able to love them and fight for them, they were able to do this in such a young age. But i also want people to know that they shouldn't do intimate things to someone in such a young age, they should control their lust, they shouldn't give in, even if you love that person, because sometimes this type of things will have a greater effect in the people around you, some will judge you, some will accept, and some just don't care.

You should study first before you do these things, you should enjoy youth, you should love yourself . Be conservative and don't be too liberated, it's okay to just be simple, it's okay to not always be someone that is not you, have confident and express the true you. Don't mind the judgemental people because you yourselves know that you are true, that you are not hiding behind a mask, that someday they will receive karma.

I also wish that you don't give up because god is always there, his the person who will never leave you, who will never judge you for who you are because god is good, god loves us. Even if were full of flaws because there is a saying that nobody is perfect.