She always felt like

She was too much

And everyone that she loves

Will leave her

Thousands of what ifs

In her mind

A feeling of worry

She always acts fine

But she knew

She was dying inside

She isn't alone

Yet she felt lonely

Millions of words

Coming through her mind

As she fall into depth of darkness

She felt stuck

She can't move into ones place

Her visions blurring

Her mind's blanking

Trying to fix everything

Saying sorry over and over

When she has nothing to say sorry for.

She felt numb

And yet

Tears build up in her eyes

While her chest

Felt heavy that not even words

Can procreate

Every second was just a repeat

Of the feeling

And it felt like a loop

A loop

Wishing it would break

Wishing one day

She could escape.

-Dennice