His hands suddenly gripping up into my hair, his mouth enriching mine. Never had I felt like this. Never had I wanted anything more. I felt fireworks going off inside, his lips so soft and so secure I felt like I could melt. The pressure of his body on mine took my breath away but in the best way possible. Everything was spinning around me I could feel myself losing control.

His hands made their way down to my neck and with every inch of movement my skin set on fire with electricity. I could feel his thumbs tracing the centre of my neck and so gently yet with so much passion he clamped down onto me taking my breath away. I whimpered underneath him which only seemed to make him more vigorous with his mouth. I couldn't explain the feeling in my chest even if I tried, no words could do justice to the intensity running through my body and then suddenly it was ripped away.

I opened my eyes, my breath fast feeling I was unable to catch the next one as he stood there taking one step back from me. He was the same full of passion and desire yet he was no longer on me. I watched his eyes trace my body up and down before biting onto his bottom lip and then slowly he backed completely away from me turning around and began heading down the corridor. I wanted to shout out to him, scream, anything but no words came out. Instead I felt the adrenaline seeping its way out my body onto the floor and with that I followed it, my knees buckled and there I was crouched on the floor, my head once again back on the cool bricks behind trying to figure out what had just happened. Oh Draco what have you done to me?

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Once I'd managed to pull myself together I realised there was no use in me trying to work, my head felt numb, I could still feel his touch on my lips. By the time I got back to my room I was trying to piece together what had happened? What did it mean? Did it mean anything? No, no it must of done I saw the way he looked at me I felt his craving of me on his lips.

"Hey, are you ok you look flustered?"

"Huh?" I spun around

"I said are you ok you look flustered?" Pansys furrowed eyebrows and concerned eyes looking back at me. Was now really the time she picked to show some sort of care? "Your cheeks are all red." I quickly put my hands to my cheeks and I could feel the burning underneath me.

"Oh yeah! I-I went for a run!" I wacked a smile on my face.

Her face only becoming more confused, she scanned me up and down. "In a dress?" Shit. I looked down trying to fumble an answer together.

"Err yes, it was sort of sporadic" my smile never leaving my mouth which made me resemble a psychopath.

"Mmm...ok" she raised her eyebrows and laughed. I tried to not let it escape but I giggled too. The panic no longer rushing over me, I just suddenly felt calm. "Are you coming to dinner or would you like a moment to gather yourself together?" A smirk filling her face.

I laughed once more "No I think I could use some food" She held the door open for me and we were on our way.

Maybe I had been wrong about Pansy, something about her felt almost nice! She was reserved and I could see that but she was trying which is more than I could say for most people. Even though this was our first good moment something told me inside it wasn't going to be our last.

Thankfully once we got to the Great Hall I was much more myself, my cheeks no longer crimson and my nerves back to normal. I looked to Draco's seat but he wasn't there, a small drop of sadness hit my core but before I let myself dwell too much I focused on my food and attempting a normal conversation with Pansy.

We got through the whole meal with no sign of Draco, If Pansy hadn't already put two and two together she most certainly had now with my constant checking of the door and Draco's seat but she never said anything, not a word which if she was trying to make a fool out of me in front of everyone that would of been a great start. Especially with my very very recent date with Harry, GOD Harry! Oh shit! What was I thinking! How terrible could one person be!

When we got back to the room I decided the best thing I could do was find Draco..I needed to know why he kissed and more importantly why he walked away without a word. I contimplated getting into comfier clothes whilst trailing round the castle but decided that when I do see him I definitely need to be looking my best. My first area was the common room, no luck. The library, nothing. The Owlery, nothing. I searched up and down all the hallways and nothing. I thought about asking someone if they'd seen him but I didn't want to cause any unnecessary talk going around. So my search was a failure, I complete disaster. Either he was definitely trying to avoid me or he had disappeared. The reality sunk in that he didn't want to be found and if that was the case the best thing I could do was not upset myself anymore and put myself to bed for an early night.

Pansy was doing some work in bed when I walked in and without even raising her head

"No luck?" How did she know? I swear this girl knew everything!

"Erm no" I plodded myself on my bed and let out a sigh.

"Well did you check his common room?"

"Yeah I wen-." Wait...his? Surely she would just say 'the common room' not his? It was ours? We shared it? "Wait what?"

"Did you check the Gryffindor common room?" Her head now in my direction. Why would I check the Gryffindor common room for Draco? Oh no...she thinks it's Harry!! Merlin's beard no! You've really put your foot in it this time Ivy! Suddenly our previous conversation of "we've all been there" started ringing round my mind, does this mean she likes Harry??? No surely no! She hates anyone that's not Slytherin and even with some of them she isn't keen, me being a prime example.

"Erm yeah! He must just be busy" I gave her my best smile and crawled my way into bed hoping to god she wouldn't ask anymore questions. Maybe if I pretend to fall asleep she won't bother me and then-

"So is he a good kisser?" Fuck my life. How the hell do I get round this one?