It was perfect at the time

Sun-filled days

Music blasting with our voices in the background

Looking back

I should have seen how fake it all was

They're only memories now

Good at first but now they're tainted

Just like everything else

The countless songs I can never listen to again

Because they were our songs

And every time I hear them

I'm reminded of our friendship

And how you ruined it

Songs I loved

Quickly turn into tainted words

Some books will only ever

Bring me back to our discussions

The many laughs we shared

Inside jokes in everything

Can't look at it the same

The careless things we did

Thinking we were on top of the world

That our friendship would last forever

Things changed and I guess you did too

I started getting more hurt

You wanted a second chance

I gave it to you

It was the biggest mistake I ever made

You destroyed my family

Me

My hope of a good friend

You apologized the other day

I accepted it

But we will never be close again

I won't let you in my life because if I do

I'll be forced to clean up the mess you make

I felt so used

Now I feel stupid for being so clueless

You hurt me

And because of you I'll never be the same

My life is tainted with the memories you ruined