DATE: 10/7/17

I look up and see James. We just had out first kiss ever. It was my first kiss in general. It was amazing and there were sparks, but something seems off. Maybe because we had our "5 month" thing already. Let me explain, he asked me out April 30th, but I didn't say yes until May 7th because I needed time to sort things out. That's why we tell people what we tell people. Even our friends don't know the real reason behind why we say we started dating in April. I still feel bad to this day for making James wait. He had been nothing but amazing to me and I actually do like him and care about him so much

"We're here" I hear Dan say

"Thank you so much Dan" I respond as James opens the right side door. I get out on the left side

"What time will you guys be done" Dan asks and I pull out the flyer and look at it. 7:00 P.M. it's 8:34 A.M. now, we're 30 minutes early

"We should be done, according to this, around 7:00 at night" I answer

"Cool, I'll be here at 6:30 just Incase" he says

"You're a great friend" James says

"Have fun" Dan says and as he gets in the car he turns around "and I know I am, you guys are great friends also" he continued and then gets in the car to go back to the hotel

"You didn't have to do all of this for me" James says

"I wanted to do something special with you" I respond

"You're the best" James says

"No. You're the best" I answer and then look at the time again. 8:38 A.M. I wonder what we can do for 22 minutes

"Do you want to do something until it starts" James asks

"Just talk" I answer

"Sure" he says "what do you wanna talk about" he questions

"Anything you want" I respond

"It's up to you" James says

"Okay, thanks for kissing me" I say and look down. I know I'm blushing

"Anytime, i thought the time was right today to take things a little further. It was great and so are you" James says and I know I'm blushing even more now. James is no nice, sweet, caring, and above all, loving. He always makes sure everyone is okay or better then okay. He wants everyone to be happy in life no matter what happens to him

"You're cute" I say

"I know you are" he responds and now I laugh. I know I'm not cute or anything like that, but that's another thing I love about James, he always make sure I feel cute and beautiful even though I'm not. He cares, which is more then I can say about other boys (outside our friends group) "May" he says

"Yeah" I ask

"Can I ask you something" he asks

"You just did" I say laughing and he laughs a little too

"Okay, that was funny. But what I wanted to ask was" he says but then he's cut off by someone pulling up with a boat. He gets off and comes over to us as we are the only two on the dock

"Are you two May and James" the person asks

"Yes" we answer at the same time

"Get in. We're going now because you two are the only two on the tour today" the man says

"Okay" we both say. I can tell James in nervous because of me. He told me, just before we got here, that we didn't have to do this. I said I wanted to and that it was going to be fun. There is a surprise fishing part once we get out there, but i don't wanna tell him about that. I don't know if he likes fishing, I like fishing as long as I don't have to be in the water. Hopefully he likes it

"Let's go" the man says and we both follow him. I can already tell this is going to be a long day because of my issue with water. I guess a pool is better then an ocean with .... sharks and other creatures. Huh, I have to do this for James. Here goes nothing