Do you hear my screaming mind

When my lips will be stitched?

Will you feel the poison in my veins

Beneath my clear and pure skin?

Do you see my tears rolling down

Even though they silently drop?

Do you see me for who I am

Because I am caged inside...

No my mind says I don't need you

While it pulls me towards its prison

No you don't understand it

Because maybe it's an alone experience of mine

Can you heal my wounds?

Burning beneath the scars

Can you keep my mind from

Poisoning my soul and heart?

Can you please be quiet and

Listen to the turmoil inside of my head?

Can you please keep your hand on my chest and

Feel my heart beat die away

Can you come closer to me and

Tell me it's okay to be not okay

Can you come back to me and

Tell me I should walk away from you..?

It's about someone you wanna leave but you loved them so much, it's twisted and complicated...

And the conflict between your mind which can't let go of the attachment and the heart which wanna be set free.

Your grateful author,

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