"(Y/N), wait!" He tried to stop me but I kept on running. All this time I looked like a fool, all this time I thought he was just working for me, for our future!

I wiped away my tears as I was crying but it was unnecessary. It's already raining..

I thought I was getting away from him but I've slipped because of a stone..

Great. I look so pathetic!

I even bawled more because I feel horrible. This feels so terrible. I've loved him with all of my heart, I've accepted all of him. How could he do this to me?!

He tried to help me stand but I refused it and stood by myself.

"(Y/N), I'm... Sorry..." I love it when he calls my name, but this time, it's painful. Every word that he has said pierced into my heart

"Tell me. How can you do this?! I've trusted you, I've accepted you, and now I'll see you, holding hands and being all cheesy with another girl?! And it's Rika. Haha! I thought you were angry at her?! Wow! So you're supposed to be sweet with someone you hate?!" I sarcastically laughed yet cried as the same time.

"How long has this been? It hurts.. It freaking hurts right here" I said as I was crying. My tears won't stop from falling. I was holding my chest the whole time because it's terribly aching. "What have I done wrong?! Why?! Is it something I said? Something I never did? What?!" I asked and punched him at his chest but he's not moving at all.

"I'm sorry... Let's end this up" he finally let out word.

I just felt like my world fell apart. I didn't cared about anything, I just cried my heart out. I can't feel anything but pain.

My vision is a blur and I feel so dizzy.. I can see him walking away to me.. But someone I can't recognize grabbed him..

I can't even react to it..

Without a strength and a weak voice I muttered "Goodbye, Saeyoung"

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"No!" I heard myself screaming.. I... I had a nightmare.. Where Saeyoung was leaving me.

I was panting like I've been chased down by a hundred horses.

All that has happened yesterday has came back to me.. I'm living in my own nightmare..

My tears started to fall again.

"Why...? Why...?" I mumbled to myself and hysterically pulled my hair

"If you want me to help you pull your hair, say so" someone suddenly spoke. I looked at where it came from and saw I white haired person leaning on the door with crossed arms.

I wiped away my tears and finally noticed that I'm not in my apartment. Or Ri-- I-I can't even say her name.

"Saeran.." I muttered and bowed. How did I end up here?

"You know, you could try and thank me." He stated

"Thank you.." I speak up without a hint of enthusiasm. I feel so empty. I felt like dying..

"You know, I hate it when you're acting tough, but I hate it more when you're all like that"

"Have you seen what happened?"

"Yeah. All of it. You looked pathetic"

Hearing him say it made me shed tears again..

"Don't cry. It won't get my stupid twin back to you. You'll just waste your energy" he stated. But I kept on weeping.

I felt him sat beside me. He held my arms and tried to remove it from my face.

"No! I look hideous!" I exclaimed while trying my best to cover my face

"Yeah.. No doubt." He stated without changing his emotions. He's just on his poker face "If you know it, why don't you try cheering up?" He said while trying to wipe away my tears with a handkerchief.

"Why are you doing this to me? I thought you hated me?" I asked him. He was taken aback and paused for a moment but he eventually stood up

"Do you need to know?"

"Well, basically, I'm involved so I think I have the rights to"

He was scratching the back of his neck and I can feel that he's hesitant

"Is it because of everything you've done to me? I've already forgiven you. Don't worry. And besides if it weren't for you, I wouldn't know RFA and its beautiful members" I stated

"Y-yeah.."

I calmed down a bit but I can still feel the pain. I need to move on.. It'll be hard, but I will.

I finally decided to go home to my family since I don't have any place to stay.

I tried to walk outside the room but I fell because of dizziness luckily, Saeran caught me.

He then carried me back to the bed.

"You idiot. You still have a cold" he hissed

"Oh.." I noticed that my clothes has been changed.. Wait...! "S-saeran, who changed my clothes?!"

He surprisingly looked at me and his face became red all of a sudden

"W-w-what?!" I hysterically covered myself with the blanket

"I-I didn't have any choice!" He defended "Your cold would have been more severe if I haven't done it" he tried to compose himself

I looked under my clothes and thank God.. It's still the same.

"You should take a rest." He suggested and got out of the room

I suddenly feel tired... I need to move on

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A few hours later, I woke up feeling better, physically. But I'm emotionally drained.

I've observed the room and noticed a towel in a basin.. He took care of me.. I should really thank him.

I've arranged the bed and finally got out of the room. I saw Saeran sleeping on the sofa. Poor him.. Instead of sleeping on his room, he slept there. I decided to get a blanket and covered him.

I was about to go without saying goodbye but he managed to grab my arms

"Are you really going to leave without me knowing?" Then he glared at me. Oops

I gulped at his gesture. He looks scary

He facepalmed with his other arm "Y-You can stay here" he muttered, still looking down

"I can't.."

"You don't need to worry about the rent! And your work, will you just leave it like that? You've got a good position at a company. And... I'm willing to help you get over Saeyoung" He finally looked up to me and I can see that he's sincere. But I can't.. I really can't.

"Please! I still haven't payed for what I've done to you... Please..." He pleaded.

I thought about my work and that would also mean that I'll leave the RFA members if I came back to my family, which is in Japan.

"Fine. But I will pay my rent. But you only have one room." I said

"I actually have another room. I just slept here so I'll be close if something happened to you" he stated

Oh.. He's surprisingly kind.. My blood boils when I think about what has happened to him. It is also the reason why I've instantly forgave him. It was not his fault. I've also forgave Rika.. She was not in her right mind..

But now... I don't know... Time will heal this.. Time will heal me.

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Few weeks have passed and I can say that Saeran and I are roommates.. We grew closer at each other.. It's fun staying here, little by little, I can feel myself moving on but I still can't face Saeyoung.

"Hey, (Y/N), who'll cook for dinner?" Saeran shouted across my room, he was at the sala, busy with his computer. He's actually a programmer now.

I went where he is and stood beside him

"Rock paper scissors shoot!"

Saeran- Rock

Me- Paper

"Again?!" I complained that made him laugh

"Well, at least We get to eat a decent food" he stated, still focusing on his computer

"Yeah.. You got a point.. Well then" I let out before going to the kitchen and cook

We actually went to the groceries last week and he said it was his first time. He found it fascinating. He said that when he was alone, he'll just go to the convenient store and buy noodles or any edible food. Which I ate for that few weeks..

Ugh. I wanted to hug him.. I know I shouldn't be but I felt pity.. But now that I'm here, I could help him see the wonders of this world.

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We were quietly eating when we heard the door opened

"Saeran! Here's your brother!" I felt that the time has stopped when I heard that voice. I looked at Saeran who's still at his usual composure

"Saeran! Where are you?" I heard a woman's voice and I definitely know whose it is

I saw Saeyoung and Rika went to where we are right now.. And they were obviously surprised

"(Y/N).." Saeyoung uttered

I tried to speak but there seem no voice coming out.

"What are you doing here?" Saeran asked. I just looked down because I don't know what to do

"Oh, we decided to visit you and give you groceries.. But it looks like you have a date" Rika stated

"yeah.. You've disturbed us, so could you leave already?" Saeran hissed

"Oh.. Sorry! We'll come back!"

"You don't need to. Someone's already taking care of me" he stated

"Oh, okay. Come on, Luciel" Rika said and pulled him

I felt my tears fall again. Stupid me.. Why am I still crying?! I nearly forgot that Saeran is his twin. Ugh..

"I'm sorry about that" he apologized

"No.. It's okay, it's okay.."

"Dating sounds good, huh?" He stated. I confusingly looked at him. He suddenly held my hand and let out a smile "I love you" he stated that made me flustered

I was about to talk but he shushed me with his index finger..

"I know.. You still haven't forgotten about Saeyoung and you're still falling apart.. But I'm ready to catch and fix you.. Please, give me a chance" he continued

I can feel his sincerity... So I nodded.. I'll give him his chance.

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Years have passed and I can say that.. I've completely moved on. The wound has been healed and I've been fixed... Thanks to Saeran. It was not easy but he waited for me and became patient.

Many things have happened, Saeran and I decided to be on a trip.. He looks so cute when he's fascinated by something. He looks like a child! We also go to the malls often to buy him clothes and some appliances. We also went swimming and hiking. His hair also came back to it natural color

But now, we've decided to go in a picnic.

After eating, we both lie on the grass.. It feels so relaxing

"You know, I've been reading romantic novels.." He said then laughed "How I've confessed was the worst"

"But I've felt your sincerity. It's the best" I said. He just said it one time, the night he confessed but I can feel it through the things he has done for me. How he tries to show it

"Honestly, I hated you at first. Really. Because I thought you've betrayed me too.. And I was wrong.. But you forgave me. Knowing you, I've felt something new yet it feels good. Seeing you makes me happy. I wanted you to be mine but... You're with Saeyoung. And then yeah.. That idiot slipped you through his hands and let you fall apart. I was so mad about it.. But I thought it would also be a chance for me to be with you.. It's not just because I wanted to pay for what I've done, I also wanted to let you know how much I love you.." He told that made me feel all giddy inside

Being with him is a bliss, little by little, I've noticed that even a small gesture that he does makes my heart pound. Even though he seems of rude at times, but I completely understand why. He's a tsundere haha Little by little, he have fixed me and made me better. Little by little, I became in love with him.

"I love you." I stated, without thinking twice. Just like how he did it. Haha

He suddenly got up and looked at me "can you say it again?"

"I said I love--" I was interrupted because he suddenly carried me like a princess and turned around and round while laughing. That smile, I rarely see him smile, and that smile is very precious.

He stopped and made me stood up but he hugged me..

He kissed my forehead and whispered

"I love you too, (Y/N). Thank you"

"No, thank you for everything." I said and gave him a quick kiss oh his cheeks

He blushed. He looks so cute! Haha

But... Oh no. He smirked.

"S-saeran--!" I'm too late.

He gave me a gentle kiss but it lasted for seconds.

And I admit that it felt surreal yet magical. That we both laughed after

I may be broken and fell apart, but this guy right here, picked me up and patiently fixed me.

"I love you"

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