*lubb*

*dubb*

*lubb*

*dubb*

My heart can't stop beating faster as I'm watching the most enchanting musical I've ever seen.

The actors have such majestic voices. And the main actor? He's... He's just perfect!

My heart keeps on beating faster as he moves swiftly on the stage. Hearing his voice makes me feel like I'm in heaven.

He's like an angel sent from above!

I think I'm in lo--

No! This can't be. My chance on being with him would be 0%...

I'm ugly. I have messy short hair, braces,acnes and glasses. He will never notice me.

So I must be happy just by having this opportunity to watch him! Yes!

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*2 years have passed~*

First day, first day. What's so exciting about it? It's another year of suffering. I do like studying but I hate people that are in school. So I tend to skip my classes and study on the library instead. Hehe I'm still passing. In fact, my average is high last semester. Yippee!

But I need to face a first world problem.

Finding my room.. Even tho I've been in this university for years, I still can't get how the rooms are placed.. All I know is the place where the library is.

sigh~

I'll be late. I still need to register my name to my professor. If only I can magicaly fly and escape this world..

"Hey!" I heard someone called but I ignored it. Who would call me?

"Hey!" It called again. But to my surprise, he grabbed my shoulders.

I looked at him and... A very handsome face was so close to mine--

That I panicked and pushed him. We were too close!!

"What was that for?" He asked while arranging himself

"You've surprised me!" I explained. Wait... He looks familiar...

😱

H-He's ZEN!! The majestic musical actor with an enchanted voice!

Okay, okay. If this happened years ago, I might faint here.

But I've changed. Calm down, (Y/N), calm down.

"I-I'm sorry for pushing you. But what do you need?" I asked when I finally calmed myself down. He's grown more handsome. He's more handsome in close! His skin and face are so flawless! And he has silky silver hair! Is he even real?!

"I think we have the same first subject so I thought we can go there together. And.. I'm lost" he asked while scratching the back of his neck. GAH! My weakness >/////

"Ugh, hello?" He said that surprised me because he was so close again!!

"WAAAH!!"

Did I just spaced out? TT

"You're kind of weird... I didn't know. But I had to make sure. What room are you?"

"739" phew. At least now, I can answer him normally. For now, I guess.

He nodded and started to walk so I followed him.

Didn't he said he was lost?

Meh.

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We came into the classroom before the professor comes in. Goody!

And Zen sat beside me. Am I dreaming? I might always go to this class if he's my classmate.

He wore his glasses. Why does he look h-hot in glasses?! Gah! This guy, he's too good to be true!

"You know, it's nice that you're looking at me.. But it's making me anxious" WAAAAAAH HE CAUGHT ME STARING AT HIM! So embarrassing >///////

"I-I'm sorry" I apologized and I heard him chuckle

"So you were looking at me. I'm glad" wha-wha-wha.

If my heart can get out of my chest, it already did.

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I don't have any subjects to attend to but I decided to stay.. Specifically, on the performance hall.

A cousin of mine is a music teacher and she's having an audition to a musical she's planning to do for kids. It was supported by the university since it would be for a good cause.

They have started but I decided to stay at the dress room.

I looked at the dresses they have in here. Of course, I'll just look. I won't fit them. I don't like dresses.

I can't help but sing while I was doing it so.. This is my hobby. I always sing when I'm alone haha!

But I was surprised when someone sang with me

"W-who's there?!" I was astounded that I can't look at him

"I'm sad, you can't even recognize my voice.."

Z-zen?!

I looked to his direction and a pouting Zen surprised me.

GAH! So cute!

"I-I-I--!!" I haven't finish my sentence since he held my hand and grabbed me to the stage!! Why?!

He apologized to every girl that we have walked through in the line. They accepted it without a hitch tho. But they looked mad at me. T^T

He eagerly waited 'til the girl that's on the stage finished singing and pushed me at the center

"(Y/N)? I thought you were not interested?" Oh yeah. She asked me so many times to join the audition but I refused every time. I really don't like to.. I would just waste my time.

"I am--"

"She is now--"

Zen and I said at the same time.

"Well, go on. We don't want to waste time" my cousin said with a playful smile. Ugh. They're not listening to me!

I looked at Zen and he just nodded. H-he looks hot. He was leaning at the entrance of the stage while crossing his arms.

I-I'm getting nervous. He's looking right at me! I just bowed and looked at my feet. I don't know what to do!

"I--!"

I was interrupted by an angelic voice.

He was singing a song from his first musical that I've watch. I memorized it! And it's a duet! Does that mean--?!

When it's near for my turn, he looked at me. An angelic smile formed in his face that captivated me. I can't help but sing with him..

I didn't realized that I was dancing along with him that we ended the duet with our hands intertwined.

"GAH!" I screamed and accidentally pushed him

I feel like my face is about to burn

"You look like a tomato. So cute~" he whispered and chuckled

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH

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"Zen why did you--"

"You're welcome~"

"But I didn't wanted to. Look at me--"

He stopped walking and really looked at me.

"D-don't look at me!"

"You're so confusing, but cute"

"T-that's not the point here. I do not deserve that role" yes. I was accepted as the leading role. Sigh~

"But you're talented enough. What would be the problem?" He cluelessly asked. The clue is all over my face!

"My face"

He looked at me as if I offended him. Huh? What did I do wrong?

"Don't say that! You're beautiful, (Y/N). You're so, freaking, gorgeous"

Is you blind? T^T or he's just being nice?

"Being a musical actress is in your family's blood. Your grandparents, your mother, your aunts, your cousins. You can't escape destiny." He proudly stated.

"How did you know that?" I asked. He looked surprised. As if he have said something he must not said

"I-I talked about it with Ms. Kim. Your family background is amazing. Haha" he laughed.

"Can you even change my face? I'm different from them. I'm ugly--"

"You just need to care for yourself more. Ms. Kim will help you."

"Look, I really can't.. I'm sorry.." He really looked at me. As if he's observing a painting

"It's sad how a beautiful person like you degrade yourself. Believe me, you are deserving for it. And.. I really want to do that play with you.." He said while scratching the back of his neck. I can't help but notice the light blush that is appearing on his cheeks.

"Okay.. But--"

"Don't worry.. We won't fail.. I promise you.. I'll help you.." He assured and held my hand..

And my heart beat keeps on echoing inside me. ZEN would be the death of me!!

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A/N: So, I dedicated this chapter to camzholgado :)) Thank you for your support~~!!