Ali and I are laying in bed after a quite interesting day. We went shopping and the morning was emotional. We are cuddled in each other.

"So we are official moms, babe."

"Now we are called mom, that's the difference."

"I love our kids so much."

"Do they get my place in your top 5?", I joke.

"They get a solid second place, I'm sure nobody can replace you. Not even our kids."

I give her a kiss, she is the woman of my dreams and she will always be.

---

"Did you sleep well?" I'm sitting outside with some coffee, Ali is sleeping, she was very tired. Jax comes outside with his cup of coffee.

"Yeah mama, how did you sleep?" I laugh.

"Let's just say your mother kept me awake this night."

He laughs too and answers that we were quiet this time. I laugh even harder.

"I can be quiet son, just your mother is very bad at it."

"That's what I heard then", my daughter is standing behind me with a little smile on her lips. "Talking the dirty here?"

"Mama began!", Jax says.

"That can I believe", she laughs.

"Kids, can you come sit next to me? I have something to ask you two."

I see them looking at me confused, but they come sit next to me. I'm kind of nervous, they are the last ones I ask for permission.

"Uhm..." I begin. 'You know I love your mother with whole my fucking heart?' They reply that they know that very, very well. "Well, I was planning on asking her something. I thought it would be nice to have all as last name Harris. Soooo, yeah." I chuckle, nervously.

They hug me without saying something, I guess that's alright.

"When do you plan on proposing to mom?"

"When we are in France. Do you want to help me?"

"Sure, we would love to", they reply at exactly the same time. I explain my different kinds of plans for the proposing because I don't know if we will win or are going home earlier then we hoped.

---

"Ash? Jax? Alex?"

"'Yeah mom? We are outside."

We were talking about everything, literally everything. I notice we are sitting here around two hours.

"Hey babe, how long are you awake?"

"A few minutes now", she answers, still tired.

"You were tired after tonight's activities?" I wink and laugh.

"ASHLYN MICHELLE HARRIS!"

Fuck, she used my middle name. Abort mission, abort.

"You are cute when you are angry or so." I decide to answer, hoping she isn't going to be mad at me.

"Ash, our kids are here", Ali says, to say annoyed at least.

"I know, let's just say they heard something." She blushes.

"Sorry, not sorry." We laugh.

"Mom and dad texted me, they want to come over before we go to France in two days"'

"Oops. they don't know about our little family, do they?" I answer, slightly panicking.

"Nope."

"Mama, maybe we can hide upstairs and you make a comment about us being upstairs or so."

"Genius plan. You're my son anyway.

"What time will they be coming over?"

"In half an hour."

"Fuck, that's fast. Let's eat.'

"Ash, no cursing." We laugh again.

Ali is looking at me with a kind of angry look in her eyes. I give her a kiss and walk to the kitchen to make some sandwiches.

"Does she have her period or so?" I hear Jax say. Alex, Jax and I are laughing hard, Ali is just looking like we have five hands and 4 feet.