It's okay if you don't understand me

There are things I don't get about myself

There are times where

I would love to close my eyes

And never open them up again

For there is darkness

Like thick fog

That seems to follow

Wherever I go

I try to put on face

But here my world is shattered

Into a million pieces

And like a map laid out upon my heart

The scars run deeper

Deeper than the richest vein of gold

And instead of precious jewels

It's is the blackest of coal