Riding on the last of my sanity, as each crashing storm just creates another leak. I fear that I'm on a collision course, one that strays so far away, much further from life than ever before. Soon the biggest storm finally sets in around me, and the clouds only look down upon me with all their seething judgment. I brace myself for the impact of all their hurtful remarks, little did I know that this time they'd be able to break my mind.

I scream and shout, I let all my emotions free. For once I finally do, they'll forever leave me be. That's why I hide away here now, in this decrepit house. Writing all the remaining pain away on an old notebook page. I cry and plead, I let my sadness flee from me. Because once I finally finish my sentence, their grip will weaken around me. That's why all I can do now, is hide away in this broken home. Writing all my inner demons away, on this old notebook page.

Trying to remain afloat in the rough seas of this storm, when suddenly the largest hit comes without any warning. It lifts me above and knocks me off the single clinging hope of my clasp on reality. Panic sets in as I frantically look for any sign of humanity. Begging, for anyone, someone please just help me. For if I stay in my mind for even a second longer, I fear I'll finally fall into the valley.

I don't mean to cry or seem that I'm weak. But all I can really do, is try not to let go of me. I pry my way through the pits of despair, hoping I'll finally see the light. My desperation comes from the desire to find a sliver of my sanity, wondering and wishing, if it could be the key.

I scream and shout, I let all my emotions free. When I manage to do this, they can finally leave me be. That's why I'm hidden here now, in this decrepit house. Writing all the pain away on an old notebook page. I cry and plead, pushing my sorrow away from me. Because once I finally complete my writing, they'll have no control of me. That's why I do what I do now, hiding away in a shattered home. Writing all my scars down, on this old notebook page.