*Silvis Pov*

Gus has went into his office 15 minutes ago. I cant help but wonder if hes alright. What the news is. If hes not doing anything else.... but I also dont want to ever be too pushy he deserves someone who understands.

I threw myself into the bed and began to watch my show on tv waiting for gus to come cuddle me. I know there's a possibility I'll have to stay here for his tour. I'm okay with that as long as he keeps in contact and I travel to a few shows to see him. I'm just worries he'll get reckless.

I know he would never cheat just it's those drugs and people hes around on your it makes me uneasy.

20 minutes after

"Babygirl? Are you awake"

I open my eyes to gus pulling off his shirt and laying beside me. I kiss him and he smiles with that sweet smile I love.

"So how was your call?"

"Well babe...." he smiled and grabbed my face and kissed me again.

"Everythings good. You dont have to worry..... I love you"

I kissed gus and laid back down gus knew I was tired so. . .

"Babyyyyy I want cuddles" I giggled and ran my fingers through his soft golden hair. He climbed behind me and pushed himself against me.

I could hear his breathing in my ear and the way his fingers ran across my body felt so good.

"Gus i wish i could be next to you forever"

"Then my love,, we'll have to go out together, because I could never leave"

"I know baby I've been so sad thinking about you going on tour. I dont like feeling like you're far away..or what if I need to help you with somet-..."

"Bae don't worry I told you everythings good with that. But It seems to me, you could use some reassurance?"

I bit my lip as gus climbed on top of me. The curtains closed letting faint light from the sun in. Our tv blaring in the background. And the best part was I had gus to enjoy it all with. His kisses on my neck made me feel 1 thousand pounds lighter. And his thrust made me want to leap out of my body and run. But his love and kindness and purity, made me want to plan for the future, ge was the man I'd always needed.

*Gus' pov*

I just remember sneaking off from the house. Me and Silvi had spent time together for a few hours then I got a call from gazzy. Now I'm driving home...with a lot of bags in my car.

I hid everything, and took inside what I had just remembered 10 minutes before I had reached home. Tour is supposed to start in 6 hours. I'm supposed to be packing for the bus. But I couldn't do it....

Inside the house

"GUS WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON WITH YOU. You have to pack, you got tour, I wanna go to breakfast, why'd you leave in the middle of the night?"

The way Silvia cheeks reddened when she cried made me want to fall to my knees. And so I did. I fell to my knees and pulled out the ring.

"Baby will you marry me? Please please please say yes. Yes... yesss."

Silvia screamed yes like her lungs had become superman. and I'll never forget her face when her eyes lit up. Then I said it.

"I cancelled the tour..."