I'm not sorry for what I did. And I don't feel bad for beating her ass. It was a long time coming.

" so are you going to explain"

Theo folded his arms staring at me

" you know you look so hot when your mad " I said sweetly

" oh no don't think for a second that acting cute will get you out of this, now tell me what happened "

"Well if you must know I went to Jessie's for his little apology thing and then things happened and I was threatened so I defended my self and the outcome was that I beat that little good for nothing low down dirty piece off-"

" ok I get it you beat her" Theo said chuckling.

" so your not mad at me"

For some reason I really didn't want him to

" no I'm not, I'm upset that I had to bail you out of jail, and I can't say you should have known better but I understand, you have been wanting to this for a while now so I can understand stand" he smiled at me

" aww your sweet for understanding" I said pinching his cheek

" yeah yeah, so do you feel any better"

" honestly yeah I do, I mean I've been angry for so long and every time I saw her she made me never forget what she did. So I just feel like a weight has been lifted of my shoulder" I said truthfully

" so what happens now"

Theo said sipping his coffee

" what do you mean"

" Well you got that off your chest and now what's left, she was just one problem you still have two more and one is your son and the other is Jessie, you need to sort that out"

"Yeah I know" I got up kissed him and went to bed. It was time to let this end.

I took a deep breath and knocked on the door. I need to do this, the door opened.

" hey Jessie"

" hey ah come in" he limped into the living room. There were a lot of boxes pact. I guess he was serious about all the stuff he said.

" you want something to drink" he asked

" no I'm not staying long I just need to talk to you" I sat down and he came next to me.

" ok so listen and I mean just listen ok" he nodded and I continued.

" Jessie you hurt me and I don't mean you did something bad and I was upset, you really destroyed me. And for a long time every one was like oh you should forgive him and you need to move on and this and that but I should be honest now"

I took a deep breath

" I don't forgive you and I don't want to be with you ever again. And I don't care if the world thinks that's selfish.

You cheated on me and it wasn't a one time thing where you did it and you felt sorry and you told me. It happened numerous times and I honestly can't call it cheating, you basically had and affair.

You in your heart of hearts know that there is no way in hell I'm getting back with you. I mean what you thought I'd just forget and we become one big happy family, no and you can't ask me to do that."

I grabbed his hand and looked in his eyes

" I hate to admit this but I still maybe feel something for you but it's definitely not strong enough to make me try again or leave theo for that matter and I hope you understand that"

He slowly released my hand and looked away

" ok I get it , you don't want to be with me, I guess I can respect that, but where does that leave us" he said looking at me

" it leaves you spending time with your son and being in his life for every mile stone. "

" you really mean that "

" Yeah I do, I won't take my son's chance of being with father away"

" thank you so much" he hugged me and I felt This was the end of our relationship, it was time to let go "

I don't know why but it was really emotional for me. I started tearing up.

" woo ok enough of that what gonna happen with you and Trish"

" Well after the beating you gave her i went to the hospital and after a very long and loud conversation with her wishing death on me. We ended and that's it. There wasn't any maybes.well she didn't take that lightly and after more threats she told me to get out and I did"

Well I mean I can't say I'm not at least happy about that. Hey I'm human

" I should go I'm glad we talked this out, it's been a long time coming" I said getting up and walking to the door

Theo limped after me

I got out and he called me and I turned around.

" I hope he treats you better than I did, but he's never gonna love you more".

He smiled and for some reason so did I

" well he can try"

I got in my car and drove away

Tyler come down here and you better be ready.

" I'm coming mom"

" I swear he does every thing the last minute, just like his dad"

I said sitting next to Jessie. He wrapped his arms around my shoulder.

" hey I do not" he said pinching my arm

" yeah whatever, Tyler get your butt down here" I screamed

" alright I'm here, ready to go dad"

"Yeah come on, see you later beautiful" he walked to the door

" you better stop before I tell Sasha and make her beat your ass" I said

" oh I'm so scared of my little 130 pound wife" he laughed

" I'll make sure to tell her that also, now go, bye sweetly have fun and no candy Jessie I'm serious"

He muttered yeah as they walked to his car.

I waddled back to the couch and sat down. Tyler was never a bad pregnancy but this baby really has me fucked up.

My phone started ringing and I looked down and smiled

" well hello greatest husband in the world to what do I owe this call" I said in a terrible British accent.

" cute, I wanted to check on my lovely wife and baby"

I smiled as I told him about my day. I never thought that I would get to this point in my life.

A point where I could be friends with my ex husband. And have the best husband now. A son who sees both Jessie and Theo as dad's and respects that while Jessie is his blood father. Theo is here to stay.

My life's good and I tell Tyler every day that he is my best mistake

Good thing he doesn't understand what that means yet.