I was asking myself over and over why and how would MinWoo like me. I mean, we were best friends in Junior High and never saw each other since then, even if he used to like me it's been years.

Well, now I'm in front of Hoseok's house. Don't ask me why or how I ended up here but I just did.

I saw a park bench not far from where I was and decided to sit on there.

I was thinking about Wonho. Did he watch that scene? If he did, did he at least care? My head is full of questions with no answer!! That girl and Wonho get allong very well and she's a really pretty girl.

(Bora - Sistar ; Monsta X sunbaenim)

Well, maybe they like each other..She's pretty and seems nice and hyung is the person I like so there's nothing much to say to it.

One thing is true, they look good together.

I was talking with Bora, my childood friend and it was kinda fun and all but she's a little too clingy.

"I'm sorry, you can stay here and talk while I go for another round of clothes shopping. I'll come here once I end."

What? HyungWon is going without me?

"Are you sure HyungWon-ah?"

"Yes, have fun you two."

Nothing's fun anymore without HyungWon.

"Hoseokie, is he your boyfriend?"

"Hum..no, he's just an acquaintance."

Stupid stupid stupid!! Dumb dumb dumb dumb!! Why did I say that?

Bora was still talking when everyone in the shop became silent and looking at the door. HyungWon and other guy had bumped into each other and the guy was now supporting HyungWon so that he wouldn't fall.

I guess they felt the stares because HyungWon quickly grabed the guy's whrists and guided him out of the cafe.

I was worried so I excused myself to Bora and went outside. What I saw was something I wish I wouldn't.

The guy who I don't know his name was lifting HyungWon's chin and they were looking into each other eyes. Then they hugged and HyungWon saw me. I realised it but I couldn't change my expression.

Then I felt really heartbroken. Maybe it was because he was my best friend but seeing the other guy kissing HyungWon made my heart ache and tears came rolling down my eyes.

I couldn't stand watching it. I turned around and walked away.

...

"Ya! Hoseokie!"

It was Bora. She was following me and I just wanted to be alone! I still couldn't control my tears and I didn't want anybody watching me like that.

"YAAAAA! MY PACIENCE IS GOING AWAY!!! STOP WHILE I'M ASKING NICELY!!"

It didn't seem nice to me but whatever, I ignored her again.

"YAAAA!"

Then Bora appeared in front of me almost like a ninja.

"H-how did you do that?"

"Doesn't matter. Talk to me. What's up? Wait no. First look at me."

I lifted my head to look at her and her eyes opened whide.

"Hoseokie..Wh-Why are you crying?"

"Nothing."

I whiped my tears.

"I never saw you crying before so for you to be crying right now something's going on!"

"You're wrong I'm a crybaby I cry a lot. It's nothing. Please, leave."

"No. You're going to tell me."

"Bora, I'm serious. See? I'm not crying anymore."

"So am I. Spit it out."

She's too stubborn. Well, I used to tell her her everything and she never told my secrets to anyone so I might aswell tell her this.

"I'm gonna be sincere. I don't know why I am crying. I just started crying out of nowhere."

"Huh? There has to be a reason. Did something ache?"

"My heart."

"Wae?"

"Hum..this is really embarassing to say but remember the guy that was with me? He is my best friend-"

"The one you said was just an acquaintance? Wae is that even embarassing?"

"You didn't let me finish!"

"Oh sorry."

"Well, you realised that when he was getting out of the shop he bumped into someone right?"

"Yeah, a really handsome guy. I noticed that the guy grabed him by the waist. They looked like a newly married couple, so cute."

I don't know why but I was so jealous. What Bora said was true, they looked like a couple and one that looked good together.

"Hoseokie?"

"Huh? Neh?"

"You stopped listening to me when I talked about how they looked like a couple."

"Hum..sorry."

"Continue your story."

"Ok.. So, you noticed it. HyungWon - my friend - grabed the guy's whrist and draged him out of the cafe. I went outside to check on him and then I saw them hugging and kissing. Then, my heart started aching and tears started rolling down. Isn't it weird? Wae is this happening?"

"Hoseokie..Are talking serious? You don't know?"

"Huh? About what?"

"You like that HyungWon guy."

"Wh-what? Bora! It's not like that!!!"

I don't like Him!! Right? Right????

"Then let's do a quiz to see if you like him or not."

"What? A quiz?"

"Yes, a quiz. It's just a couple of questions."

"Hum..okay."

"So, do you like being with him?"

"Yes."

"Are you jealous when he talks to other people?"

"Hum..yes."

"Would you miss him if he went abroad?"

"Of course!"

"Have you looked at him in a way you don't look at anyone else?"

"I-I don't know."

"Does your heart beat faster when you two touch like, hugging, touching hands, hum..things like that."

"I guess..."

"Hoseokie, it's so obvious..You like him."

"I-I do?"

"

Yeah, you do. And that explains your reaction because of his kiss with that guy."

I like HyungWon? That explains a lot...How was I so oblivious that I hadn't noticed?

"So, Hoseokie, I'll leave you here now that I was of some help. Here's my contact if you feel like talking or introducing me to some cute guy."

"Bye Bora, thanks."

I turned around and noticed I was next to my house. I walked while I was talking with Bora? I didn't realise.

I decided to enter my house and make some warm tea. When I looked to my right I saw a guy sitting on a park bench. He had a hoodie on and I couldn't see his face nor recognize him. He seemed like he was crying and I went to him, prepared to comfort whoever it was.

Why does it have to be like this?

Hoseok and Bora look so good together that I would be their third weel. I have to find someone for me. MinWoo likes me but I don't know if I can like him back. I mean, I have to forget Hoseok and It won't be easy.

"Hum..sorry but I saw that you were crying and.."

Wait what? I lifted my head to check if it was the person I thought.

"H-HyungWon?? Is it you?? What happened?? Are you alright?" He asked.

"Hoseok..."

"Hey why were you crying?"

"Hum..nothing.. How was the meeting with Bora? Was it fun?"

"No, she's not like how she was. I mean, she still is a pretty good listener and advice giver but she's too clingy and looks like her head is in the clouds."

"Oh."

"HyungWon-ah are you alright? Please be sincere and do-"

I cutted him off.

"To be sincere I'm not."

"What happened?"

"I'll start with the little things. HyungWon and not Wonnie? Since Bora arrived at the cafe you pretended like I didn't exist, then called me HyungWon instead of Wonnie and after you said I was just an acquaintance."

"Oh! I can explain! I haven't realised that I stopped calling you Wonnie..sorry..I didn't pretend like you didn't exist! I just..Well, maybe I did..Wonnie, I'm sorry."

"No, I'm overreacting. Obviously you didn't pretended like I didn't exist, you were just focused on your conversation with Bora. And of course you told her I'm just an acquaintance so that she would get that you're single. If you had told her that I was your best friend maybe she wouldn't be as interested."

"Just what non-sense are you talking about?"

"It's not non-sense! I was so surprised that you told her I was nothing more than some random person you knew that I bumped into someone and it was such an humilliating scene at the shop. I dragged him outside to apologize and he happened to be my Junior High Best friend with who I don't speak since first year of Highschool and who happens to like me! And you know what? He even stole my first kiss against my will. And in the middle of all that I like you! So can you now understand why was I crying?"

Omg! I just told him that I like him. HyungWon you're so dumb!!