a damn continuation lmao

3:47 am

my fatass just finished up that last draft and was like wait i actually wanted to mention this so im just going to list it off. but then i realized it was kinda weird to fit it at the end so ill just add another part?? idfk but here it goes ig

- me bullying in elem

- thinking im better than others but now im a lazy slacker kinda

- agressive attitude and yelling /i think i get panic or anger attacks or smth but also how idk i dont really want ti say much abt those to people bc i dont want to be seen as that girl w probably fake problems and is just being an attention/pity whore but wont admit it (ie bri mon)

- unrelated to he actual list but speaking of bri i actually think so has problems but she has to gi do something abt it omfg she knows her parents will understand but ik shes not really thinking normally bc very likely anxiety but wow its annoying

- i want and really need to lose weight

- im a failure (tennis, weight loss and working out, procrastination, i quit but say i try so hard bc i used to tried super hard and im tired of it)

- low self esteem growing up and how now i hide it by saying my problems jokingly and laughing at them

- im rude

- how i dont want ti end up like my eldest sister or my mom

- i cheated so much freshman year and now im practically incapable of doing my own work myself

lol for now that all i can really think of :/