I don't know if this is wise. I don't know anything right. I'm in my worst state. I want to believe Tzuyu, but no way my Unnie is capable of such a thing. I think Tzuyu blower the situation out of proportion.

But there was a part of me that was almost believing her. Why would she lie?

But things don't add up. If Sana really liked Jungkook, and so much happened, why would Tzuyu want to protect Jungkook? Or maybe she always had a crush on him.

But here I am waiting for Jimin Sunbae. He seems to know more than required and I ought to know.

"Hey" I heard a voice from behind me.

I got up to bow and my eyes followed him to the chair opposite to me.

"Does Rose know you're here?" I asked

He shook his head saying no.

"Sunbae I know about Rose, Tzuyu and Sana" and the shock was evident in his face.

"What do you know?" He asked nervously.

I didn't think twice before narrating the whole story to him.

He looked confused. "You have to tell me Sunbae. I might still be able to help you with Rose. I know you like her" I said.

"It's complicated Lisa."

"Tell me everything" I pleaded.

"I'm sorry I really can't. But know this, your Unnie has done things she regrets. But nothing with respect to Jungkook. What you heard was bullshit. The funny part is, Rose doesn't talk to Sana only because Sana kept her relationship with Jungkook a secret."

"Rose started following BTS and probably a crush on Jungkook. But she didn't hide it from Sana. When she learnt that Sana was dating Jungkook the whole time, she was heartbroken. But she didn't do anything."

"How do you know this Sunbae?" I asked.

"Your Unnie told me. And she was happy when they broke up but she never intended to date her best friend's ex. She said it just happened" he looked sad.

"Honestly, I don't think she likes him that way. But there's not much she can do about it"

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"Can't tell you I'm sorry"

"Hmm okay I understand. "

I should have met Jimin Sunbae before meeting Tzuyu.

"And Lisa don't mention this or me meeting you to anyone. Especially Tzuyu."

I nodded and left.

Who should I believe??

5 hours later....

Why does my life have to be so complicated!?

To think my life was so boring just 3 months ago. Before I got curious about Jungkook.

But do I regret it? Noway.

I've never been this passionate for anything other than my career and it amazes me. The extent I'm willing to go for Jungkook is what shocked me. But I have come to a conclusion that I indeed love him. I've known that for a while now, but I was scared.

Maybe I shouldn't. The circumstances are just not with me on this. But I really love him. Why would I be so bothered about everything that is going on? It's nothing Jungkook can't handle but I can't help it. I really want to, scratch that, need to help him. For him. For me. For us.

I don't know where we stand at the moment, but what we have is wonderful. For me at least.

Here I am, scrolling through my feed looking at the Lizkook fanpages. All the pictures are fake but we look good together. I'm on my fake account of course, can't risk liking these pictures.

You have (1) message from LizKook4ever

What harm can it do?

I opened it.

Hey! Follow for a follow?

I see that you're new!!

Sure :)

Are you a Lizkook shipper??

Yes! And you??

Lizkook and Tzukook 💜

Haha cool.

Which one do you like more?

Lizkook of course!!!!

They're real I know it!!

Hope so!

I closed the chat. Well it's nice to see people shipping us after all. Never thought I'd be saying this.

I knew I was trying to stall thinking about the situation. But it won't be of any help. I need to figure this out as soon as possible.

❤️

I yelled into the phone.

. Was all he said?

-.

The bitch asked me not to tell him anything so she could tell him? But she doesn't know I talk to Jungkook. What's going on?

.

. He said with a soft tone.

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I looked at myself before answering.

I'm blushing. Blushing is an understatement. My mind went to the elevator where we did it but none of us spoke about it.

Shit. Shit. Too soon?

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Awkward silence.

He was chuckling. But he loves me too!

He was chuckling Again.

Guess what? I have double the determination now. I'm going to get to the bottom of this.

Bitches brace yourselves.

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A/n

I have final exams going on! I'll try to update as frequent as possible!!

We're at 4k by the way!! Thanks guys so much!!

All the best to you guys too!! If you have any exams or assignments or anything!

Happy birthday Jinn!! 💜💜💜💜

I watched the whole MMA broadcast hoping for some interaction between bp and bts. But Blackpink didn't attend :( I mean I thought they wouldn't but the intro was misleading and I got my hopes up. :(

Doesn't seem like any interactions between them is going to happen anytime soon?

Let me know if you guys find any!!