December, 9, 1900

After, Beomgyu left Minju alone after that little fight. They both just had, Minju was drowned in her own thoughts.

Beomgyu left me already, just for somebody else. He changed so much, and yet he's still the same. As I thought, all of the things that we did back then, and I suddenly smiled at the thought of it.

'What if I just surrendered?'

'Then maybe, I can just be friends with him?'

'Maybe start over my relationship with everybody.'

'But, then again my reputation is already gone.'

'There's no point anymore.'

'I guess nothing would even change...'

'Maybe, I should be thankful that I didn't die just yet.

'But, then all my efforts will be in vain.'

'I guess, I should just do the only thing left. That's reasonable.'

'I don't care whatever I have to do. I don't care what I get after this.' I thought, as I stood up.

'I will get Beomgyu one way or another.' I thought, and looked at their direction.

Then, an idea came into my mind. 'What if, just what if, I do plan B? I mean there's literally nothing wrong with trying. So, it's fine. Even, if it actually fails I can still say that I tried.' I thought, as I mutter something underneath my breath.