{First published February 2015}

{Edited 6-17-2016}

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}Avery{

"Avery." Cam's whispered voice pulls me awake and out of Dean's relaxing emotions.

My body tense up once more with the huge black wolf laying on me. Ah. Why did I fall a sleep. What is wrong with me?

I look down at the massive head on my thigh and jerk. His hackles are up in a silent warning. Copper eyes fixated behind me. I slowly turn my head.

Cam has the sliding glass doors open barley an inch.

"Yeah?" My voice comes out soft and unsure.

Shit. Is he going to attack me?

"Stand up and move back a little bit. I'll come out."

I nod. Not understanding why I need to do either of those things. I think the safe thing to do is not move.

To know how to do it is the question. Do I just go to get up? Push his head off my thigh?

"Umm, Dean I need up?" I say softly.

Cam said he's intelligent. Asking should do the trick.

Dean shifts, looking back at me. A question in those copper eyes. I don't know what to do really. I'm going with my gut at the moment. Hopefully it leads me true.

Dean looks back up at Cam and low growl rumbles from his chest as he stands up. Well Cam's been warned. What about who knows.

I climb to my feet wincing at the needle feeling of blood flowing back into my legs. The fear still there, but not as bad.

I shuffle back about a foot from the patio.

"Alright now what?" I ask looking at a pale Cam.

He chuckles nervously, "I'm gonna come out and we'll work on the next steps."

OK. I shift from foot to foot- watching Dean watching Cam. I can see all the tense muscles running through Dean's wide back. His head goes down as Cam moves to the edge of the patio, stiff as can be.

"Nervous Cam?" My lips twist in a mocking smile. Serves him right after what I just went through. Leaving me out here by my self. Locking the damn door.

"Yeah, just a little."

Dean sits down slightly in front of me. It's like he's guarding me from Cam which is silly. The only threat here is Dean. He's the one with sharp teeth and claws.

"Alright. Have you felt the bond connecting you and Dean?"

"I think." I really don't know. This is all so strange.

"Good enough. This isn't going to be pleasant for you or him when he starts to transition back. Hell it might not even work right away?"

My hand goes up to a loose piece of hair with the not pleasant part. Twisting the hair around my fingers is a nervous habit of mine back before I lost everything.

"I need you to push out emotions. Your human ones through the bond. You need to imagine being human. Human face, body. Things like that."

"Um. What kind of emotions?"

I thought all and any emotion would be considered human but I guess not. Who knew.

"Like sadness. Love. Shy. Loss. Even jealousy. Things like that."

Alright whatever. Still doesn't make all that sense. Animals feel things too probably more than people.

I close my eyes and picture a human body. Arms, legs, hands, feet, body. I lock onto the sadness and the hole left in my chest from my fathers death. I let everything build and build up till tears course down my face and my breathing becomes gasps. I reach out to that dark spot I've associated with Dean. I hope that's our link anyways. I start to push those things down through the spot. The lines that spider webs away from me and out towards him. There's a snarl followed by a horrific howl has my concentration snapping and me stumbling backwards.

Crap that scared me. My eyes snap open locking onto the massive black wolf laying on its side panting for breath. My hand comes up all on its own as I step forward. Towards Dean. Is he okay?

"Avery don't. Just keep going."

Cam's serious tone stops me in my tracks. I look at the patio and see that Aden and Nick has joined them.

"But.." It hangs there in the air.

"He told you it wouldn't be pleasant. Whatever you hear do not stop. You have to keep going no matter what." Aden says softly. The sadness in his voice even has me hurting for him.

I nod and move back.

Eyes close. I find the dark link and start pushing as much as I can. Love. Loss. Sadness. It comes in waves after waves that has my knees knocking together. I picture the body next. A human head, feet, legs, arms, hands, torso. I pull more from inside my core that I didn't even realized was there.

Hurt. Gelt. Love. Fear. Shame.

It blasts through me and into the dark link bringing me to my knees on the hard grassy ground.

A painful howl rents the air sending the tiny hairs on my body up. I gasp and shake as the sound of breaking bones reach my ears. Dean.

He's hurting and its my fault. I almost stop but remember the sadness in Aden's voice. I can't stop. It's not right for a wolf to be stuck in the rage and I'm the only thing to bring him out of it.

Tears leak out of my eyes. I push harder, my body shaking as I catch myself with my hands as I fall forwards.

The howls turn into growls mixed with whines. More bones break and move. It sounds that a baseball ball bat hitting concrete at full force. The sound rings out over the devastating whines. The pain he must be going through. I couldn't imagine what that would be like. And the confusion. How does he even know whats going on. I should of talked to him. Told him what I was going to try and do.

I'm panting. On the verge of passing out when a very human scream fills the air. That has my body jerking from the sorrow fueled sound.

"Avery stop. It's done."

Done. I'm done. I did it. I feel a small smile form on my lips as my arms give out and I hit the ground with a hard thud.

My pants mix with more pain filled whines and grunts as I lose the last of my consciousness.

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