Men are supposed to be the pariah of “it’s okay shove those feelings down, have all this weight on your shoulder, it’ll make you strong” personally I’ve only cried a handful of times in front of others, screaming my lungs and throat dead alone and smoked many of my flashbacks and thoughts out. It’s crippling and when we show emotion to the wrong people that can be so much worse, many guys have had situations minor and major that just don’t let them feel any longer. Unbeknownst to us or widely known, we have been breed and raised to think that we should carry the weight of the world, our women, children and family on our shoulders. Hell most of the time I’m not feeling anything at all and the rest of my time is feeling so much I’m overwhelmed.