Okay let me go over this again.

It says _Do not trust the one closest to, it will be your downfall._ that means someone that I trust the most will be my downfall. But the only one i trusted the most was Rin and Gin, but those two are dead. How odd since they know most of my secrets. The next part is something more odd, than anything.

_Let your realist side Converse with your happiness and anger._It does not really make sense and it is quite odd thing to say, or even write really. My realist side is more on my point of the world, that or being a pessimist. Converse with my anger and happiness. Well my happiness comes from what i have now. I am also happy to have a big family and to babysit, that and being free. Though i am anger with myself and those horrid people. That I fell not only anger but also sadness from my past and what has happened to my family, and why i can not go back. But what does it mean in Converse. Well lets see Converse means engage in conversation or a situation, object, or statement that is the reverse of another, or that corresponds to it but with certain terms transposed. It could also mean having characteristics that are the reverse of something else already mentioned. Hm. I wonder what other people would think of this. Its it trying to say on bring pros and cons on my life and see how it has turned out, or maybe a strategic plan of action to keep everyone safe. I really don't know.

_Check on tape 72, as fast as you can. You will be surprised with the results._This one seems straightforward, but i will check tape 72 later. I wonder about the surprise or shocking info it may hold. Maybe i should make a prediction. What predictions would others make if I had help. Interesting , intresting indeed.

_Revenge is never the answer, like life is cruel and unfair, but yet beautiful._Why in the world would i ever get revenge? Is there something in tape 72 that has something I do not know. I already know that life is cruel and unfair so why would i need to know that. Beautiful is the wrong word I would use, eccentric is more like it. Hmm. This makes me wonder, how others would interpret this.

_Do not let the spider crawl down your throat, it will use your body as a puppet._ Spider that means someone, maybe Fera (Fear - ia) or Oliver is what this means. They both specialize in spiders, but Oliver specializes with their poison and Fera breeds and takes care of them. Or it means someone else, i hope not those two besides Vivian are the only ones. Crawl down my throat, probably means getting something out of me. That or getting to close to me or even get under my skin. Use my body as a puppet, that most likely means to have some control over me.

*TEXT*

“Shine down and about, but don't show the light, if you do the ones you love will plunder in darkness.

Wings clipped long ago, but still fights to fly, lost its way during the path, yet still moves along.

Hidden wound you won’t allow to show, yet it still bleeds, only through the eyes people will know.

Even if your heart trust them your brain does not.

You do know me, yet you do not, I know you, but I am masked in the shadows helping, but never showing.”

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M.X.

Okay this disposable phone is really annoys me. Though I do wonder who this M.X. person is. Though I guess I could try to understand the next verse.

_Shine down and about, but don't show the light, if you do the ones you love will plunder in darkness._ Shine that means in this case to look up to. Show the light probably means information or something. Plunder is not a good word since it usually means steal goods from (a place or person), typically using force and in a time of war or civil disorder or the violent and dishonest acquisition of property. This does not seem good.

_Wings clipped long ago, but still fights to fly, lost its way during the path, yet still moves along._ Wings clipped long ago, that probably means freedom or happiness. But still fights to fly, could mean that they never gave up in a way. Lost its way, what I have not lost my way. If anything this Coward lost its way. Well this probably means lost something that they had in the past, or lost sight of a goal. This is so frustrating, I really need a break.

_Hidden wound you won’t allow to show, yet it still bleeds, only through the eyes people will know._ Ah it means the physical, but mostly mental wounds that people hide from others. So the person is basically emotionally hurt, like when someone gives you the sad eyes and it is true.

_Even if your heart trust them your brain does not._ So your emotional side trust them, but your logical side does not?! That does not make sense at all if anything the heart and brain part should be switched around. Ah whatever this one is probably not important.

_You do know me, yet you do not, I know you, but I am masked in the shadows helping, but never showing._ Okay I have a headache with just reading this one I will figure this out later, I really need some sleep.