This love so organically coalesced

Yet my feelings now must be repressed

You know them all or those I've expressed

This friendship only leaves me depressed

Those few months of honesty I was so blessed

The touch of your hands and soft caress

These games I lose as though they were chess

Search your heart, admit I've passed the test

The pressure builds and buckles my chest

I want to tell you more but fear being a pest

My mind never stops, I fear it will never rest

I only seek solace as these feelings I confess

Leave it to me, to make love such a mess

I wish I was wiser, and could find a redress

You've chosen distance, it may be for the best