It was so dark and empty...I couldn't feel anything, hear anybody or see anybody, not even the other versions of myself. After a while, I saw blue. I smiled and stood up 'blue' I went to say but no sound came from my lips. He walked to me and hugged me. Just like that I fell to my knees and the scene where I had gone screaming and pounding on kacchan's chest hit me. My eyes leaked out tears as I cried. For the first time I felt something real, not just what I imagined what feelings would be like.

Green pov-

I had spent the last few weeks wandering around a dark empty place only able to see things at some points in time... but suddenly everything had stopped for me with no sound... once again I was that little useless deku... I couldn't feel anything when I reached for an emotion. I got a colored door. I had given up until my eyes started to water from nowhere and I screamed out. I felt... sad... I fell to my knees as wet tears streamed like waterfalls down my pale cheeks... I felt something on my own... it felt weird... unexpected... I wanted to be in a ball and cry and so I did. I felt alone now... I felt everything again... I felt the sadness I had lost... the tears that I shed because of kacchan's cruel words.

Red pov-

I wanted to stop it... but I liked it. I smiled and there spread yellow. I smiled and rushed to him but when I went for a hug I fell to my knees in a fit of laughter my eyes watered but from joy. Memories were pulled up to my mind. I saw myself no green sitting at a table laughing with everybody. A warmth I had never felt spread though my body then the league. I saw toga running around running from dabi who had a shoe. I laughed and smiled. Then it came to me this was happiness. I smiled sitting up. It felt weird.... The warmth in my chest.

Green pov-

Suddenly my crying turned to laughing. Memories were pulled up and I felt something I had never felt around my friends before. I smiled and it was real, not that smile I would put on. I felt the joy of meeting all might not the simulated joy I had tightened myself. It felt so much lighter. I wanted to run around giggling. I felt so happy. I felt the sense of joy at a memory that ran to my mind the first time I saved somebody that accomplished a feeling. I felt the joy I had when Kacchan and I shook hands accepting each other as equals again.

Red pov

I saw purple and stayed away before he grabbed my hand and I started shaking. Memories of facing villains as a first-year. I was terrified. I screamed but no sound came out. I was frozen. I felt fear for my friends as I watched the first u.s.j again... something I hadn't been able to feel before. Then I felt the fear of toga when she had been captured.

Green pov-

Fear was next I felt it swarm inside of me. My body shook, afraid of what was happening. My chest was racing and my body was sweating. It felt amazing.

Red pov-

Just like that they all came one by one. Black was the last... lovesick... he touched me and instantly I wanted shoto... I wanted his touch. My mind was flooded with memories that sparked happiness in me as well as this need to reach out and kiss him. This weird... need for him and him alone... but then I felt a different kind of love... love for friends and for family... something I had never been able to grasp. It was what sparked the other emotions. Soon like a bracelet with all its pieces the two connected strings hung. I felt like I was missing a part of me... it was then I realized... I was missing green, I was missing that sense of heroism... that bravery and confidence... as I thought this... a door appeared and I set my hand on the handle

Green pov-

All the other emotions came to me as did love. I liked this feeling the most... it made me feel welcomed and alive. It tired all the other emotions together but something was missing from my mind... I thought for a moment and noticed... no matter what I did I couldn't feel hate... I was missing red. As I thought this a door appeared I set my hand on the handle and it turned to the door disappeared and on the other side, I saw him. His eyes leaked tears and mine fell with droplets of tears.

"Green... I guess I was just your hate... a mirrored version of you... your crimson eyes" I smiled and he smiled too.

Red pov-

As the door opened I saw green and I watched his eyes water. Mine did the same. "Green... I guess I was just your hate... a mirrored version of you... your crimson eyes." I whispered and he smiled, wiping his tears. I did the same. Our movements lined up. I felt so nervous but... happy? It was like I was finally going to be at peace and rest for all of my life... I had lived long enough inside his head... we were one person... I was mad because he pushed me away and didn't want to feel or face the quirk. Now we stand here today... as he slowly accepts who he is and then quirks he has. His hand moved up and so did mine, our fingers intertwined; we raised our other hand doing the same. We learned our foreheads together before... I felt the strings tie together.

Green pov-

We connected our hands strung together tying the two strings together. A jolt of energy and sudden hate. They want the need to kill only to feel something I had never felt... I felt sorry for people.

Izuku's pov

The room got so bright and I slowly felt sheets and a hand holding mine. I opened my eyes slowly quickly and the touch disappeared as I came through... I was in a large room decorated like my bedroom. My head hurt like hell though.

"I-izuku?" I looked over and saw shoto run to me, his arms hugging me tightly. I hugged him back tightly not wanting to ever let go.

"I... I missed you" I mumbled and he broke the hug. He kissed my forehead.

"... what should I call you? Do you prefer green?" I smiled and shook my head to his question.

"Shoto... they... They're gone... I think I finally accepted myself... I feel things like joy now. I really do and it's all so weird and different" he nodded as a nurse came in.

Over the next week I was monitored but I got to do everyday things. I was exploring my new feeling with movies. I used to be able to sit through any horror movie but now I get terrified. I'd usually end up curling into shoto. I also learned I could dream now. Though occasionally I would miss them the other version of myself then I'd remember I could feel and I would forget about it.

Today though, Kacchan is here. He came through the door. It was weird where I felt nothing before my mind was slapped with emotions. I felt bad, angry, hateful, jealous, even sad. I was mostly mad. I felt like I wanted to hit him. "Tch, go n nerd hit me" I was shocked he knew what I was thinking.

"What?" I asked and he rolled his eyes.

"You suck with emotions' ' he muttered and I crossed my arms walking up to him. I gave him a slap before breaking into tears. "That's Unexpected" he mumbled and I hissed.

"Shut up kacchan! I feel shit again you know I used to be a huge cry-baby so shut up ok" he laughed shoving me off him.

"There's the fucking nerd I knew." he huffed and I smiled wiping my tears he handed me... a gift? I gave him a confused look and he turned his head."You were out for a whole month deku" he muttered and I nodded.

He left eventually after we talked a bit. I was given dinner before laying down and falling asleep.