"In the end we only regret, the chances we didn't take"

in the waiting room for thirty minutes now, after Hazel passed out at school somone called 911 and she was rushed to the hospital.

I dont know what's wrong, she was fine yesterday. Nothing seemed suspicious, eating every meal, she wasn't stressing over anything ethier, I think.

I stood up and started pacing not being able to sit still while the love of my life is a room somewhere being diagnosed with who know what!

I felt a hand on my shoulder, it connected to Ryders face,

"Hazel is going to just fine, sit down its okay.",

Hes right he has to be, this is just one huge accident, after we get everything sorted out I'll take her home. We'll cuddle on the couch with her small little body in my lap, her head in the crook of my neck. I'll put on Lilo and Stitch, I can hear her beautiful laugh in my head.

I sit down and smile at that thought. Everything will be okay.

"Hazel Marriot?", I blot up form my seat along with our friends.

The look on her face, its filled with remorse. No.

"What? What is it? How is she? What's wrong?" I say staring to hyperventilate.

"Are her parents here?" She asks. I'm about to answer when I see them running down the hall.

"Where here! Where's Hazel?", Amanda says with worry in her voice.

The doctor signs, "let sit down first.", everyone takes a seat expected me. I can't.

"We found tumor on her left breast. It's cancer. But its only at stage 2, so there's a good chance of getting her help since we caught so early. Shes in room 216 if you would like to see her.", the doctor says softly.

Just like that my world came crashing down. I speed walk to room 216, my heart breaks even more when I see her.

I sit beside her bed and hold her hand. Gently kissing it, I hold it a little tighter when the news sets in. What if she doesn't make it?

I cant think like that. I just cant. Never.

I look down and see her beautiful eyes open.

"Hey button how do you feel?", she looks up at me through teary eyes.

"I have breast cancer dont I?", I sigh and look away.

"God, how could I be so dumb. I should've have gotten tested!" I pull her close to me as she sobs in my chest.

"Shh its okay, you'll get thought it. We'll do it together. I'll never leave your side okay. Never. I love Hazel and that will never, ever change.", I coo at her.

I slowly rock us back and fourth pulling her into a dream like state know she needs all the sleep she can get.

I don't know when or where the future is taking us. But I know will we get thought this we have to.

My button will make it.

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-Gabi♡