The world plays out,

Am I in a dream?

I'm happy, I'm fine;

Then why do I wanna scream?

I thought it was over,

The pain long gone.

But seems like my past,

Won't leave me alone.

I tried to be perfect,

To be worthy and enough.

Following all the rules,

Yet I guess I still sucked.

Can I ever be loved

And held and cared for?

I'm tired of collecting,

My tears from the floor.

You told me to do this,

And you told me to do that.

I did all this and more,

Yet why I'm still only a that?

I molded myself,

Into a perfect mold for you.

But seems like you can

Never say I love you.

~☆~✧~✧~☆~

I've lost myself in the process

Of being good enough for you.

Anna