~Some people don't like to tell you how much they love you. They like to show you. After all, Action speaks louder than Words~

Ananya's POV

The moment he finished telling me everything that happened, I don't know what to tell. I was speechless. The fact that he chose me over the design he worked so hard on, made me happy and guilty at the same time.

"I don't even know he went to same the college as me Siddharth. I've never seen him before. Two days ago was the first time I met him," I said and he nodded.

"I don't know Ananya. But, after he told me about knowing you since his college days, I had a background check on him. He went to the same college as you but not your year. He was a year ahead of you. So, it's possible you've never seen him," he explained.

"I am sorry," I said, even though I don't know why I am apologizing. It is not like I stole it, but the fact that if I didn't come into his life, his dream wouldn't have been snatched away from him, made me want to curl up into a ball and cry.

"Heyy, it is not your fault. Ananya, the time it happened, I wasn't even in love with you. But, that time I knew that I couldn't lose you no matter what. I knew he wouldn't use my design because it is not his intention. After that happened, I started working on it all over again. In a year or something, I can complete my design again. The project is something I could work on as many times as I want, but you. I cannot lose you. And, I've never regretted the decision I made Ananya. Now, I feel more than happy that I made that decision," he said and I smiled.

Each and every word he said was genuine and that brought a smile on my face.

"I have something I want to tell you," he said, scratching his neck. He looked like he was nervous about how I am going to react to what he was going to tell. I nodded for him to continue.

"Actually, I paid some guards to protect you all the time. All this while, they've been following you to work and back without you even knowing. I asked them to do it secretly. I know it is like a invasion in your privacy. But, I just wanted to make sure you are safe. Since I couldn't be with you all the time, I had them follow you. I am really sorry," he said and I was shocked.

"I've had people following me without even me knowing? Siddharth, that was creepy," I shuddered at the thought.

"Yeah, I had no choice Ananya. I didn't want to worry you or scare you, so I thought this would be the best for you," he explained.

"Yeah... whatever," I mumbled. He just wanted me to be safe, so there was nothing wrong with that right? Why would I be angry with him for that. After a while I looked up to him and smiled.

"I am not angry. I think just shocked. That was really creepy, but its okay," I smiled again and he smiled back.

"So now, all your doubts is cleared right? Can I continue driving again?" he asked. I nodded in approve. At some point of him telling the story, he stopped driving and parked the car in the side of the road. I know that was really intense for him to relive that, especially the anger he felt towards Sanjeev. I could see the way he clenched his jaw even talking about him.

"Siddharth, I want to tell something. But, I want you to listen without any interruptions okay?" I said. I think we have an hour and half something to reach home.

"Okayyyyy," he dragged it and that made me laugh. He looked like I was going to tell something bad.

"Don't worry, it's not bad. Okay let me start," I said and took a deep breath. "First, I want to say sorry. I almost killed our baby and I shouted at you for pulling me away from him. I was not in my right mind. Now thinking about everything, I can understand how difficult it must've been for you to see me talking to the man who wanted me in exchange of your design. Second, I am feeling guilty. I know you will tell not to feel guilty but I can't help it okay? Knowing that you lost your two years of hardworks because of me, I feel really guilty. You remember, everytime I talk about Vikram bhai and Riddhant, you will feel guilty. That time all I didn't feel guilty because I didn't think I ruined your life. But, now!!! If I didn't enter your life, everything would've been fine with you," I said and tears rolled down my eyes. Siddharth wanted to speak, but I stopped him.

"You know what hurts me more? Even after knowing your life would've been better without me, I still don't want it to change. I still want to be with you because you made my life much more better. I just want to change the way we met. I feel really selfish thinking like that. I will be a better partner for you Siddharth. I promise you I will try," I sobbed and Siddharth get hold of my hand. He brought my hand to his lips and placed a kiss in my knuckles.

"Can I talk now?" he asked and I chuckled in between tears.

"I feel the same like you Ananya. If not having you in my life makes my life a lot better, then I don't want a better life. I will just have you, as cheesy as it may sound. You think my life was better before you? I was lonely Ananya. Yes, I had friends but I can't help feeling lonely. I always felt something is missing in my life. I have never told anyone about this. Everyday I returned to empty home, I felt like my life had no purpose. You know the reason I started working on this project? It's because I wanted something to do in my free time. But, after I started the project, I found my interest, that's another story. But the point is I don't like the job I am doing. I felt pressured all the time and coming home, I had no one to share my pressure with. The project was like a stress buster for me because it made me happy. But, now I feel like I can live without the project but not without you. The time having the project as my distraction has changed Ananya. Now, the only stress buster I need is you. Having a companion can never be equal to having some project," he said.

"You think I am your stress buster? I never did anything to make you feel less stressed. If anything, I just tortured you asking for more food and give trouble," I said but chuckled to show I am kidding.

"Nahh, actually having you at my house made it feel like home. Just the thought of returning home to you, made me happy. Isn't that life is all about? That was why I was selfish and wanted to have you to myself. The moment I saw you talking to Sanjeev, I felt the fear of losing you. I was scared you will choose him over me," he said, not taking his eyes from the road.

"I will never choose anyone before you!!! Never. I love you," I said. And, the next thing I did was unexpected even for me. I kissed him on the cheek. I actually wanted to kiss him on the lips and claim him there and then, but he was driving and it is dangerous. He froze for a while before breaking into a grin.

"I love you too," he said and grinned like an idiot.

"Alright, I think you had enough already. Try getting to sleep. I will wake you when we reach," he said, his hand still holding mine, not that I mind. I nodded and leaned onto my seat.

For the first time, I didn't think about anything. Always I had many thoughts, many what-ifs going through my mind, but now I felt in peace. I was happy, too happy that it scared me. But, I let myself be happy and closed my eyes. The music going on the radio was the only sound and it soothe me. Slowly I dozed off.

I woke up feeling floating. Wait what?

I opened my eyes and found Siddharth carrying me bridal style into our home.

"I tried my best not to wake you up. I guess it's a fail," he said and I laughed.

"Do I weigh a lot?" I asked.

"Nahh, you are very light actually," he said, but his facial expression gave him away. Normally, I am not more than 60kg but after being pregnant, I think my weight has increased tremendously. After the baby is born, I have to hit the gym.

"You can put me down now. I will walk," I said, not really meaning it.

What? I was tired.

"I will manage baby," he said. He carried me until the bedroom and softly laid me down on the bed. Then, he pulled the covers until chest and gave me soft kiss on the forehead.

"You can continue your little. I am going to work on the restraining order on Sanjeev. Also, I am filing a complaint against him to the local police. Just for safety," he said and I nodded half-asleep.

"Come back fast," I mumbled and snuggled more into the blanket.

"I will," he said and turned off the light before going out of the room.

Siddharth's POV

I closed the softly, not to disturb her. The past few days have been hectic for both of us, especially for her. All the things going on with Sanjeev are new information for her and I know it will be difficult not worry about it. That is why I am getting a restraining order against Sanjeev. I don't want him anywhere near her.

I talked to my lawyer on my way back when Ananya was sleeping. He said, it is better to file a complaint to the local police as well and I think it is for the best also.

When I was about to close my front door, my phone started ringing. I saw it was Abhi calling me and I answered.

"Hey reach already?" he asked me.

"Yeah, we just reached and now I am going to meet my lawyer," I said, starting my car.

"Do you want me to come?" he asked.

"Nah, its okay. I know you are tired, just rest," I lied. I truly want him because only he can give me the emotional support that I need right now. Only he knows everything that's been happening in my life all too well.

"Oh shut up and pick me up on your way," he said and I smiled. He knows me too well.

"Fine," I smiled and got into my car. I drove to Abhi's apartment first before going to my lawyers office.

"Get me a copy of the police complaint. It will be easier to file the restraining order against him with that. Don't leave out any details in the complaint. The police won't take the case seriously because we have no evidence. But, the complaint copy is really important, okay?" my lawyer Mr.Gopal said.

"Sure, Mr.Gopal. Thank you," I said before getting out of his office. Abhi was waiting for me outside his office.

"What did he said?" Abhi asked.

"Just what we thought. We have to go to the police station now," I said and he nodded, following me to my car. Quickly after that, I went to the police station and filed a complaint against Sanjeev. I written about how he threatened me and how he gave abortion pill to Ananya in the name of food. I made sure, I didn't leave out any details as Mr.Gopal suggested. I left home after dropping off Abhi at his house, with a feeling of accomplishment.

I would do anything to make sure he cannot come near Ananya or my baby again.