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Jimin's POV

I'm not in love with Jungkook right? I locked those feelings up a long time ago.....

How the actual fuck is one gangster like him making those feelings break free on their own?....

Is it so wrong that I want to be the reason that when he looks down at his phone, he smiles and then walks into a pole?

I snapped out of my day dream and started to giggle to myself, how can you not laugh after having the picture of Jeon Jungkook walking into a pole stuck inside your head?

I was lying in my bed staring at my grey ceiling. I wish I could just climb a tree and see the world. See all the positives in life.

I picked myself up and dragged myself to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror and grimaced.

What do people see in this face? I'm a nobody, I look ugly and I'm just......unwanted.

I tore my eyes away from my faults and cleaned myself up.

I didn't really wanna do much today, I just felt hollow. People worry about me when I'm like this.

I feel emotionless, like I'm empty......like there's something missing.....I've never figured out what this feelings was.

I decided to take Jungkook's sketch pads and look through them to see what he's drawn.

I was speechless, I didn't know he was this talented!!

When I saw the last drawing I wanted to cry.....it was a drawing of.....me.

I slowly sat down on my bed and smiled, I don't know why but....I didn't feel so empty anymore.

The hole inside of me felt warm, it felt calm......the drawing was an image from when I stumbled into the room at the Asylum one night.

I was trying to make my hair dry from the rain outside. My white shirt was luckily untouched from the rain but the way he drew me......

It's as if this image was implanted in his head......I actually look attractive here! I smiled and closed my eyes thinking of him.

I look like an angel.....is this his view of me in his eyes? If it is.....I'll be the happiest man in the world......

I was walking down the street towards the Asylum when I noticed a shadow behind me from the street lamp I passed.

I gritted my teeth and had an idea on who it could've been.

I took a sharp right turn into the Asylum parking lot. I jogged up the stairs and entered the building.

Whilst doing that I looked over my shoulder and saw someone who looked familiar but I couldn't put the name to his face.

He was smirking at me before he turned around and walked back the way we came.

I shook my head in frustration and continued towards the elevator. I looked up after smashing into a chest.

Chanyeol.....fuck me dead.....uuuggghhh why now of all times?!

I gave him a fake smile, "What are you doing here Jimin-ssi?" He asked, he was looking at me with a smile but I could tell in his eyes he had a look of annoyance.

That's strange.....he's never looked at me with annoyance before unless....FUCK! I HAVE TO GET TO JUNGKOOK!!

"Sorry Chanyeol-ssi, But I'm here on my night shift and I gotta go" I said a bit hasty.

"But you don't have night shifts these nights?...." he said with his eyebrows furrowed.

I glared at him before speaking, "Chanyeol, since when the fuck do you know my schedule?" I asked deadly serious.

He gulped and looked away like he'd been caught which is exactly what's happened.

He's part of EXO and I'm getting seriously suspicious about the fact that they possibly have a connection to Kris who has a connection to me.

Kris mentioned EXO one point on the phone. BTS has mentioned EXO to me directly.

What do they have in common with me?

Ugh! I shook my head and barged past Chanyeol not needing an explanation to why he was stalking me since I had a pretty good idea why.

All of a sudden a name came to my head.....Kim Minseok!!! That's the name of the guy following me!! Kris was a careless little shit and always left things lying around.

Apparently they call him Xiumin, nicknames are favoured in EXO I assume.

I was speed walking down the hall leading to Jungkook's room with a key I stole from one guard that unlocks his door.

I unlocked his door and walked in noticing he was sleeping.

"Jungkook?" I asked softly, his eyes snapped open and he turned head to me before sitting up.

"What's wrong? You never call me by my name unless somethings wrong" he said walking towards me.

"I've gotten close to your Hyungs" I said, he looked surprised before speaking. "How close?" He asked.

"Close enough for them to bring me to your mansion after finding me passed out cold on my living room floor" I said making him spring towards me and check me for injuries.

"I'm fine Jungkook! Now....do you know who the leader of EXO is?" I asked, he looked at me with wide eyes before turning cold and stepping away from me.

"What the fuck do you know about Exo?" He asked with calculating eyes.

"All I know is that RM hyung said you guys are sworn enemies and that he freaked out after I mention Wu Yifan" I said.

"Wu Yifan?! How do you know about him?!" He asked shocked.

"Who is the leader of Exo?" I asked again, completely ignoring his previous questions.

He sighed before sitting down. "Exo used to have 12 members, 2 are dead now and the leader left....he just disappeared after something happened.....no one knows why he left because of that one thing but no ones seen him for 4 years. Why?" He said, I started getting glassy eyes.

"What.Is.His.Name?" I asked with gritted teeth staring at the floor.

"Kris Wu, people know him as Wu Yifan" he said staring at me with concern.

I snapped my head up at the wall with horrified eyes.

I fell to my knees and started hysterically crying. He ran up to me and held me in his arms as I cried.

I took his jacket off just after coming in. It felt different to be held by him. I felt complete, and in that moment I knew I needed him......

I knew I fell in love with Jeon Jungkook.....BTS Maknae and a hot as fuck gangster.