I couldn't believe I was blushing until Tae and Jimin pointed it out.

These past few days, I've realized how precious Tae is to me in my life.

He's really a true friend but over these days, I've come to realize that I long for his attention 24/7.

I want to hear him call me pet names, especially 'baby,' and I want him to touch me like he pleases. I miss them so much, ever since we began talking, he stopped our little sessions we used to have when one of us stressed out.

These days I blush at anything he says and I can't control myself anymore.

At first I thought it was probably how we started talking back to each other but I know it's different.

This feeling I have when he slightly touches me or call me kookie, it wells my heart. I feel so hot and flustered around him and I know I can't get rid of these feeling I have discovered for him and to be honest I don't wanna disregard these emotions.

I kinda......no I mean.....I really wanna kiss him

I kinda also want him to touch my body

I kinda want him to love me.....

I kinda want us to really be husbands.

In other words, yes! I have fallen for the Kim Taehyung and I've fallen hard.

I'm in love with my best friend and I couldn't be more happy about it.

I giggled in joy, jumping and squealing around the room.

Should I confess to him now?

I giggled, thinking about it.

Okay, I'm gonna confess to him now.

I ran happily downstairs, immediately halting my actions as a frown overtook my face.

Taehyung and Jimin were hugging, yes I know friends are allowed to hug but it wasn't a normal hug to me, they were in each other's embrace, tightly holding onto each other.

Jimin's face were in the croak of Taehyung's neck.

Tears subconsciously fell from my eyes.

I wiped away my tears, holding onto my mouth, not to make a sound but it broke my heart when Tae said...

"I love you too and No problem,"

More tears fell from my eyes as I ran to my bedroom, locking the door, sliding onto the ground afterwards.

How can you be so dumb Jungkook, obviously he wouldn't love you. For god's sake you were literally enemies a few weeks ago. Why would he love a pathetic, ugly thing like you.

I cried, hearing my own voice tell me that.

Dark thoughts invaded my mind.

Was it a mistake to fall for Tae?

"Why?" I cried, burying my head in my knees.