I had an eye-opening experience today.

This morning to be exact.

I discovered that I am nothing.

All my life I've been afraid of life,

of what living means,

cowering in a corner, trembling...frightened.

I have never lived if I think of it.

Am I dead?

Alive?

Is this death?

Is this life?

I'm not sure.

But I want to know.

I am in constant darkness.

Among shadows.

I need to follow that light I can faintly see at the end of the hallway.

I can see time pass by and I'm stuck, observing.

My life a constant caesura state, while the world is spinning in fast-forward.

And I want to run, and I want to fly and I want to go away.

And I can...I will.