Chapter 4 || Damn my brain, damn it!

Alone, alone, alone.

It was freaking making me go insane guys! I mean I am a very social person, I love people. But then again, I hate them too. I like being on my own, but i like being out in the world too. Gah, my mind was messed.

The cannibalistic dude hadn't shown up since that night. And I wasn't sure if I was happy or upset about that. I mean it would be nice to have someone to talk to. But then again the dude was a psycho. So I wasn't technically complaining that he wasn't showing up. I was more complaining about the fact that I didn't have anyone to talk to period. And no, not the bloody kind.

Man that was a very mixed up though. But if you really think about it, every human mind contradicts itself. One moment we want something. And the next we wont.

Yeesh that was deep. Okay not exactly. Why are you still reading this? It is most obviously shit writing. Meh whatever, guess it's a free country.

Well apparently not in my case.

I was obviously spending too much time on my own. I really had to get out of here. The door was locked. I knew that much. the windows were locked. And overall the thought of people being outside and waiting for me to catch me sort of freaked me out.

What sane girl would not be scared of that?

That was why I hadn't tried to escape. But I was coming to the end of my rope, literally the very end, there were only a few measly fingers still holding on to the tip of that rop preventing me from crashing down to the end of my sanity.

I have to admit though, I wasn't a very brave person, I usually stuck to the safe side. But in this situation I didn't' think that there really was a safe side to this situation. Even though cannibalistic dude said he wasn't going to hurt me, I still couldn't trust him. He was my captor for goodness sakes! And considering that I referred to him as the cannibalistic dude should say something to my nearly insane mind.

I think it was time that I tried to escape, it had been two days since the cannibalistic visit. It was time, it was time to actually time to out of here.

I was going to escape if it was the last thing that I ever do.

I mean who cares if there are dozens of people roaming around the woods, waiting in the deep depths of the forest with creepy little Albert Fish smiles adorned upon their faces just waiting to jump out and kill me? I mean I can run fast, I would be able to get away.

That was just what I was telling myself.

Finally with that little pep talk done and over with in my brain I marched over to the window by my bed, taking the lamp beside the bed and crashing it against the window. I may be a scaredy cat seventy eight percent of the time, but I couldn't afford to be a scaredy cat anymore. I grabbed the comforter off of the bed and threw it over the sharp edges of the window, making it possible for me to climb over it.

Hastily I walked across the room, grabbing a chair, picking it up and dragging it back to the window. Stepping up I threw one leg over onto the other side of the window, I could already hear the wind winding through the fall leaves like little mini witches on their brooms sticks on the eve of halloween. And as those little witches probably felt the adrenaline of their ride I was freaking shitting my pants of the thought of having to jump from my spot two stories up in the mansion that they called a house.

Deep breaths Sarah, deep breaths. Oh gosh, this was scary. This was probably the single most scary thing that I had to do voluntarily.Oh gosh this was scary.

okay, I can do this.

I think i can, I think I can, I think i can, I was becoming the train that thought he could. Pathetic, completely pathetic.

But then again that train reached his objective, so if I think I can I think I will be able to get out of here.

I think I can, I think I can, I think I can.

I sounded like a six year old chanting at herself before she was about to jump off the swing going as high as she possibly could because her brothers dared her to.

This really was pathetic.

And with that I swung my other leg out of the window and pushed myself off of the wall, making the biggest jump of my life.

Hissing out a breath of pain after my ever so graceful jump I got up. As far as I could tell there was nothing broken, a sore tush, sore feet from the impact of the jump, but nothing I couldn't handle.

I had to keep going before someone noticed that I wasn't there anymore. I had to keep on going. I had no choice. A girls gotta do what a girls gotta do.

So for that reason I started running, I ran as fast as my legs would carry me, I was like the female version of Usain Bolt. I ran down the lane way while I heard shouts coming from behind me. But for some odd reason, no one was chasing me.

At the moment I didn't really take time to consider it, but in the back of my head I knew something wasn't right.

It didn't matter. All I had to do was find the closest town, call my family, and I could get back to my average normal life.

Where there were no more random strangers biting me, or kidnapping, or just- dang! I hate it when I can't come up with a third point. damn my brain, damn it!

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Standing in the driveway I watched as she ran, ran away from me. Terrance, my wolf was going crazy. I pushed him down.

She wouldn't get far, she would soon realize that there was no one around for miles, there was no way she would be able to find a way back. I'd let her stay out there for a while, with the watch of my men of course. Let her know that there was nowhere to go.

That way, she would never run away again.

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It was getting dark, and don't laugh, but I am freakishly scared of the dark.

I blame it on my brother, I truly truly do. I mean do you know how many times he has scared me coming down stairs in the middle of the night to get a drink of water, or going poop, or just sleepwalking to this really old brown chair in my living room? It has literally scarred me for life. No person should have to experience that kind of horror. Of course then again no one should have to experience the horror of getting kidnapped. But both happened to me, guess i was just unlucky.

I have been walking down this dirt road, for what seems like forever. I couldn't really tell the time, I didn't have my phone on me, it got taken away from the first dude, well wait, technically the second dude. It got taken away from the second dude. If you are wondering who that dude is, it would be the one that drove me to this dreaded hell.

Anyways, I didn't know what time it is, all I know is that it's getting dark out, and I didn't know the area, and I knew that there must be some freakishly scary stuff out in those woods. There must be.

I covered my eyes with my hands, arg. All I wanted to do was go home! I don't even care about school. All I wanted was my mummy's yummy pork tenderloin and mash potato sunday lunch, was that too much to ask.

Oh wait! I want a pail of Smartie ice cream too. That would be completely perfect. Everyone that has tried Smartie ice cream has completely and totally loved it. Trust me, I know.

A bright light shone from up the road, I covered my eyes, they had their high beams on. I held my thumb out, obviously asking for a lift. For all you people that don't know what that means.

The truck slowed down beside me, rolling down the window I saw the driver sitting there with a smile on her face, "Is there anything I can help you with?" she asked.

She looked like one of those blonds that was completely gorgeous, but you were completely jealous cause she was nice too, well at least that was my first impression.

"Uh yeah, is there anyway you can give me a ride? I just need a lift to the nearest town" I said to her.

"Sure, jump on in, we still have a while to go till we get anywheres' near a town, civilization is pretty scarce up here." she said as I climbed into the front seat.

"That's fine with me, all I need is to get to a town." I said.

I was finally getting out of this hellhole.

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"What do you mean you lost her" I said with a low growl from seat, glaring down the man in front of me.

"You see, someone came and picked her up." We couldn't get to her, the driver was human, we would have had to take both of them." the man explained "I am sorry Alpha."

I clenched my hands underneath my desk, I was so close just to snapping his head off for this, breathing hard I let out of strangled sigh.

"Out." I said.

that was all I had to say and the man ran out of my office like there was fire attatched to his butt.

She was freaking gone, and not only was it that mans fault.

It was mine.

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