Earth 15

Alexa's View

"You're still dating Y/n?" Zendaya asks.

Back to you, back to you, back to you

"Yes." I say.

Back to you, back to you, back to you

"There's no fucking way." Sydney says.

I go back to you, back to you, back to you every time

"She's always late or never shows up." Zendaya says.

I get tired of your no-shows

"You try to change her but she never budges." Sydney says.

You get tired of my control (Yuh)

"Break up with her." They say at the same time.

They keep telling me to let go

But I don't really let go when I say so (Yuh, yuh)

I stare at them and they sigh.

I keep giving people blank stares (Yeah)

It's weird how everything feels when Y/n's not around. You'd think I get used to it since she's rarely here.

I'm so different when you're not there (Yuh)

"Are you listening?" Zendaya asks.

"No." I say.

It's like something out of Shakespeare

Because I'm really not here when you're not there

5 hours later...

Y/n has been calling but I've been ignoring her. It's not like she can come over and force me to talk to her. She's in New York trying to find "the best pizza."

I've tried to fight our energy

But every time I think I'm free (Yeah)

There's a knock on the door and I open it.

"Why haven't you been answering my calls?" Y/n asks barging in.

"You smell like weed." I say.

You get high and call on the regular

"Garrett was smoking with the Uber driver." Y/n says putting her duffle bag down.

"You gotta go." I say coughing.

"I can't go, it's dark outside and Garrett and the driver already left." Y/n says.

"If you want to stay, you need to shower and get that smell off of you." I say covering my nose.

I get weak and fall like a teenager

Y/n nods and picks her duffel bag back up. She goes upstairs and I sigh.

Why, oh why does God keep bringing me back to you?

Time Skip

"I'm literally fine." I say.

"We're not worried about Y/n right now. I'm concerned about drunk you are." Zendaya says.

I get drunk, pretend that I'm over it

"I'm gonna go talk to Y/n." I say getting up.

Self-destruct, show up like an idiot

"Alexa—" Zendaya says as I walk over to Y/n.

"Hi Y/n." I say hugging Y/n.

Why, oh why does God keep bringing me back to you?

"You sound drunk." Y/n says.

"I am." I whisper.

"I'm gonna take you home." Y/n says.

"Why? This party is so awesome. I saw two people trying to see who could finish a champagne bottle first." I say.

"I don't want anyone taking advantage of you and Zendaya is tired of your shit." Y/n says.

I go back to you, back to you, back to you

"Can we get ice cream?" I ask as we leave.

Back to you, back to you, back to you

"I guess." Y/n says.

I go back to you, back to you, back to you every time

Time Skip

I think I'm going to tell Y/n that I want to end this. I love her but I need to love myself more than I love her.

Just when I get on a new wave (Yuh)

"Y/n." I say.

Y/n looks up and stares at me.

Boy, you look at me and

"I, uh, I love you." I say.

I slip outta my lace

I can just sense Zendaya shaking her head.

They keep calling me a head-case

"I love you too." Y/n says.

I smile and kiss her.

I've tried to fight our energy (Yee)

But every time I think I'm free (Yeah)

I don't think I'll ever be able to live without Y/n now. Y/n tries. That's all I've ever wanted — someone who tries. She looks like a bad person something's but I've never met someone so amazing as her.

You get high and call on the regular

I get weak and fall like a teenager

I've questioned why I'm so attached to her for months. I never figured it out. That's because I'm supposed to be.

Why, oh why does God keep bringing me (Mmm) back to you?

(Back to you, baby)

Running back every single time, has to be someone of the best choices I've ever made.

I get drunk, pretend that I'm over it

Self-destruct, show up like an idiot

Why, oh why does God keep bringing me back to you?

"What if I told you I wanted to be with you for the rest of my life?" I ask.

I go back to you, back to you, back to you (I go back to you)

"What if I told you I wanted to be with you for the rest of my life?" Y/n asks.

Back to you, back to you, back to you (Back to you)

I smile and hug her.

I go back to you, back to you, back to you every time (I go)

She smiles and I kiss her.

I go back to you, back to you, back to you (You)

"I love you." I say.

Back to you, back to you, back to you

"I love you too." Y/n says.

I go back to you, back to you, back to you every time