I want to hold your hand

but I know that I can't

Because I know you don't feel the same

and it breaks my heart everyday.

I wish I can stop feeling this way

so that I'm no longer in pain

But I always seem to fall in

love with those closest to me.

Maybe it'll get better with time

but I keep wishing that you're mine.

The urges to hold your hand

and tell you how I feel keep me awake

As I'm still afraid of ruining things.