"Really? Are you seriously having an affair with this guy? You're going to pack your's and the kids' stuff to move in with him? You should be ashamed to wear those hickeys on your fucking neck. I wonder how many females are wearing the same hickeys by him as we speak. Open your fucking eyes Laila Clyne! Stop being so fucking naive!"

Henry angrily shouts at me, and without warning he walks away.

I am in such shock because I have never seen him so irate before. It hurts to know that I have done this to my friend. Now I have hurt my older brother- my best friend. He does not want us to leave because we're his family.

I leave the bathroom and decide to go chase after Henry. I end up meeting him outside my apartment building. He has his car keys in his hand, and luckily I stop him just before he can get into his car.

"Henry!"

I shout while running up to him.

He ignores me and unlocks his door, so I forcefully grab on to his arm.

"Henry please talk to me!"

I beg him and thankfully he turns to face me.

"I have said everything I needed to say already!"

He shouts at me hurting my feelings.

"Henry I'm not seeing Kye, if that's what you think."

"You're not ignoring him either!"

He shouts sarcastically.

"I can't ignore him. He's the father of Kyle!"

"Whatever Laila. Have a great life being another one of his side chicks. I wonder how Selena would feel about you having her sloppy seconds."

His words sting me so bad, I raise my hand to slap him, but he grabs my hand stoping me.

"Why are you being so disrespectful to me?"

I ask angrily, and forcefully rip my wrist from his grip.

"Because I fucking am in love with you Lai! I have always been in fucking love with you! The reason why I go through so many women is to try to get your attention but you don't feel the same way about me. So I use them to get you out of my system!"

My jaw drops at his words.

"Stop joking like that. How do you think Natasha would feel about-"

Henry cuts me off.

"-Natasha and I were never real. She was just a ploy to make you jealous but who can muster up to you. You're beauty has no competition. You were not threatened by her one bit, nor even found me attractive."

My jaw drops.

"You're fucking serious right now."

I state and am in shock as Henry grabs my jaw tenderly.

"I know deep down you are in love with me too Lai. Just accept it. Love me back."

He mumbles as he leans his head towards me.

I get so angry.

"That's fucked up! Was the maid thing a ploy too? Are you really a fucking dad Henry! DOES YOUR FUCKING MOM AND SISTER KNOW THIS IS A FUCKING PLOY?"

I gradually become louder to the point where it is border line screaming.

I push Henry away from me and take a step back waiting for his answer.

He shamefully looks away from my hurt expression.

"I did sleep with her knowing that you would see, but she did not know that, and I did not expect for her to get pregnant."

My jaw drops at his words and tears fall from my eyes.

"Don't cry Lai."

He says walking up to hug me, but I quickly back away from him.

"If you really were in love with me like you say you have been, you would not be fucking these other girls like that. You're with a different girl every other day. Why would I find that attractive. You're the definition of a whore! You probably have AIDS right now. I could never want you. What you just told me is so repulsive-"

"So you are going to just give away your virginity to Kye? That piece of shit is no better than me-"

"Who I save myself for concerns me and whom I give it up to alone. With that being said it will never concern you! How dare you say you love me and sleep with all these women while being in love with me. You know I don't deserve that!"

I swear I have never felt so betrayed.

••••••••

'Dear Diary,

So today marks the end of my first week being in the shitful ass school. Selena and I have already been in 3 fight this week alone. Everyone makes fun of us because we don't have name brand clothes, live in foster homes, and are in the same grade even though Selena is two years older than me. However, it's not that she is dumb. In fact she's one of the smartest people I know, she just wanted to start school when I started. After all, we are all that we got.

Sometimes I question the meaning of life and what is my purpose being here. The other day I thought about selling drugs since our foster mom never gives us any money that she is for awarded by the state, but I don't want to risk having a criminal record. I noticed lately that I can start making money from this hair business. I have been interning at this hair salon for free, and noticed I really enjoy it.

"Hey is anyone sitting next to you?"

I ignore the voice I hear because I don't expect for anyone to be talking to me in this cafeteria.'

I decide to put my diary in my bag.

Selena and I are usually bullied or ignored.

She is in class right now, and I am in the cafeteria filled with all these sharks by myself.

"Are you an international student? Oh I'm sorry I didn't know you don't speak English. Umm my name is Henry, and you must be Selena."

I look up confused when this man calls me by my sister's name, and momentarily pause when I notice how handsome he is.

I am actually a little bit frozen. He then sits next to me smiling.

"Hi I was wondering if you wanted any company. You look like you need someone to bother you."

I chuckle at his words.

"I get enough of people bothering me in this school."

I mumble.

"Yay so you do speak English."

He says and I get caught staring at his beautiful teeth.

"Henry don't get too close to it, the disease might rub off on you!"

Some football player yells from across the cafeteria and everyone ends up laughing.

I look at Henry expecting him to laugh too, but he has an angry look on his face.

Suddenly he shouts back,

"Don't mistake this beautiful lady for your mom, we know she's been riding Principal Andrew's diçk since your father went back to the army."

There are "oohhhs" and laughter everywhere throughout the cafeteria. I expect The football player to respond, but he does not. Instead, he quickly walks out the cafeteria.

"Thank you."

I tell Henry and am surprise when he rests his arm around me.

"No problem Lai."

"I thought you mistook me for Selena before."

I say confused.

"I just wanted to get your attention."

He says making me blush.

•••••••

"So we have to at least party one time together before you move to Texas with that fine football player."

Christina says to me on the phone.

I shake my head while listening.

"So you, Melissa, Anthony and I are going out tonight! It's the last weekend before you go so might as well get you drunk!"

I let out a deep sigh.

"Sorry I got kids."

I mumble.

"So let them spend the night with Rocsi. It can be a kiddie sleep over."

I know Christina is my friend and everything, but I don't trust anyone enough to have my kids sleep by any and everyone's place.

I am very protective over them.

"No I cannot just impose on your mom like that."

Suddenly there is a knock on my door.

"Christina I'll call you back. Someone is at the door."

I hang up not paying attention to her response and slowly walk to the door to check who it is.

Lately I have been avoiding Henry and Kye.

Oh gosh I swear my life has never been boring.

I have not told Haley what her brother told me either. I don't plan on too. I like to avoid awkward situations.

I look in the peep hole and almost fall when I see it is Kye.

What the fuck is he doing here?

"Lai I can hear you breathing heavy in anticipation for what I'll do next to your body."

He says sarcastically, and already irritates my soul!

I just walk back to my room and close my door. I have nothing to say to that molestèr. I don't care if I move in this week with him, I have nothing to say.

I lay down on my bed and start thinking about everything that happened between he and I.

I can't believe I let it get that far.

Never ag-

"Now why couldn't you just open the door for me?"