The winter morning sunshine wakes me up from my slumber. I can't remember my bed being this comfy. I reluctantly open my eyes to see that is not the sunshine from outside that woke me up, but in fact it is the bright white light illuminating from this unfamiliar room I am in. I quickly jolt up from my laying down position and sit up confusedly observing my surroundings.

"How did I get here?"

I am in a hospital!

I go over the events that happened in my head from earlier today.

I was visited by Alicia. Kye took my kids to- wait!

"My kids!"

My voice is husky.

I quickly pull out the IV from my hand and jump out of the bed I am laying in. I feel weak and my legs end up giving up on me. My body lands on the cold floor with a loud thud.

"Owe!"

I hiss out while I grasp my elbow that I managed to hurt from the fall.

"Lai? You're up? Oh shit! Why are you on the floor?"

My skin crawls as I hear Kye's voice. I feel his arms engulf me as he caries me bridal style right back on to the bed.

He has a smile on his face and a look of worry as he scrutinizes my body as if expecting any bruises or something.

I am caught of guard as he cups my face with one hand and uses the other to brush a strand of my hair from my face and behind my ear.

"How are you feel-"

I cut off Kye

"Where is Kye and Khloe? Give me my kids, or so help me god I will kill you and you fucking famil-"

"Lai!"

"Lai"

I am cut off when I suddenly see Kye and Khloe run into the room.

I instantly feel a wave of relief wash over me as I see them. I stretch my arms out to them as they run into me. I also observe Alicia and I am guessing Kye's father enter after them.

Quickly, I pick up Khloe and rest her in my laP. In addition, Kyle hops on to the bed next to me. They both engulf me in to a hug, and I don't even realize I am crying till Khloe wipes my eyes.

"I missed you guys so much!"

I say while plastering a smile on my face.

"Why are you crying Lai?"

Kyle asks me, and I think of a lie.

"I'm just so happy to see you."

I say with some truth making him smile.

"We were so scared when we got that phone call from Kye and heard. The worry in his voice."Alicia says while walking towards me.

I start to remember the events that went on after the argument with Kye- where he literally scared me to death when he threatened the custody of both my kids. All I remember is my chest closing up on me.

Was I having a panic attack? I have not had those since I was little.

"What was wrong? Oh and by the way I am Kenneth, Kye's father nice to meet you- although it would have been nicer on different terms."

He stretches his hand to me, and I shake it.

"The doctor said it was a panic attack, a very bad one too. I brought her here just in time. Let me go tell him she woke up."

Kye says in a sad tone.

I feel his eyes on me as he walks out, but I ignore him. I have nothing to say to him. Not after what he did to me with his words.

"How are you feeling?"

Khloe asks giving me a kiss on my cheek.

"Like cool beans."

I joke making her giggle.

"Lai we had so much fun by Kye's parents. I learned how to fly a kite, and Grapa Ken is even a better football player than Kye."

My brows knit together.

"Oh that's his name?"

I ask staring at Kenneth.

He boldly returns my stare not looking away from my stare down.

"That's what he said to call him."

Kyle states.

Before I can respond, Kye walks in with the doctor. The doctor seems to be in his mid thirties and is a handsome tan man with brunette hair.

"How are you feeling Ms. Clyne?"

The doctor asks while reading my file.

He lifts his head from the folder in his hand to look at me, and I swear he is blatany checking me out.

"I feel fine. The only thing is I feel weak."

I state.

"I see that you have had a history of panic attacks as a young girl. You have not had one in over a decade, nor one so intense. I wanted you to stay over night last night for us to monitor you."

"I stayed over night?"

Wait.

"Where were Khloe and Kyle?"

I say angrily facing Kye.

"With their grandparents."

He says sarcastically.

My eyes pop out my head when he says these words in front of my kids.

"Grandparents?"

Kyle says confused, and I don't know how to respond.

"We'll talk about this later."

I say to Kyle, but he does not drop it.

"Are they my grandparent Lai?"

Kye asks seriously and all I can come up with is,

"If you want to call them that, sure."

"Okay I want to call them that."

He says happily and I am so glad he dropped the subject.

I swear if I had a gun I would shoot Kye right now. Right between his damn eyeballs.

"Okay back to what I was saying. I prescribed some pills for you to take when you feel overly stressed or scared. We don't want a repeat of what happened last night. I also recommend you taking yoga classes, or find some time to meditate."

I inwardly roll my eyes.

"Yea because I have time for that."

I mumble.

"It's your health Ms. Clyne. God forbid your family loses you."

"We can't lose you. Take the yoga class Lai! You're all we have!"

Kyle shouts and his random outburst surprises me.

I suddenly feel his arms tighten around my neck and realize he is sobbing.

"Can we have a minute please."

I tell everyone, but of course Kye is the only one who refuses to give us privacy.

I just ignore Kye. I have nothing to say to that man.

"Kyle sweetie what's wrong?"

I ask my sugarplum as he now cries into my arm.

I knew the day would come when he breaks down like this.

"Nothing I'm okay."

Kyle lies to me while wiping his tears.

"Stop lying Ky!"

Khloe scolds her brother.

I pull Kyle unto my lap.

"You're such a strong loving little man. But know that it is okay to cry pumpkin."

"But I don't want to be weak. I have to be strong for us Lai."

His words make the tears fall from my eyes. A newly turned 6 year old reasons this way. He thinks the same way I do. Am I being a bad role model?

Khloe wipes my tears from my face, and I kiss her hand.

"Look at something as big and powerful as the sky, Ky Ky. When it cries it helps the people and plants around it. We need the sky to cry in order to survive. It gives us water and makes all of the plants grow. We won't say it's weak. The sky is so power it has even killed people before when it was angry. Remember when we saw on the news that lady was electrocuted by the lightning in the sky, or when I told you about the people that died from hurricane Katrina. Sometimes it's better to just let it out and cry than keep everything bottled up and angry on the inside."

Kyle nods at my words and looks down at his feet.

"Selena did not love us enough to be a mom to us, but you love us so much Lai. I would prefer to lose my mother over you and day, because you are more of a mother to us than anyone else has ever been. Khloe and I love you so much and if we could not see you anymore because of death or whatever reason..."

He starts crying again, and my heart aches at the vulnerability in his confession.

"I see you and Khloe as my two kids. If you guys want you can even call my mom, because I see you as my beautiful son, and her as my beautiful daughter. I will never leave y'all. I love you both more than anything in the world. Don't worry I promise to stay healthy."

Kyle smiles at my words and hugs me.

"Thanks mom."

He says with a big smile.

"Mom!"

Khloe shouts happily.

I hug them both in a big embrace.

"How would you feel if I was your father."

My head snaps in the direction of Kye's words.