"Dear Satoru gojo,

This very day, you rejected me. I saw it coming. I was prepared to cry. But,

I felt a different emotion whelm up in my body. Not those "butterflies in your stomach" but something else.

Despite being rejected, all I could do was keep a straight face and smile. Whatever happens, happens, and there's nothing I can do about it.

"I will avenge my parents," that's what I told myself every single day. But I know that even if I did avenge them, I would still feel like there's a single puzzle piece missing.

That's what I thought until I met you. You made me feel special in some unknown way. I felt very attached to you for god knows what. I always get déjà vus with you, which is weird but that is what made me think that "you're the one,"

Believe me or not, I woke up in a house with a letter beside me saying "this is new home, you're 25 years old. Outside will be this guy waiting for you. His name is 'Megumi Fushiguro'. Now, you can live a more peaceful and happier life. Stay safe," (chapter 1)

Was it you who wrote the letter? Because the comfort you surround me with despite having a child's personality is indescribably soothing. Your smile, despite not being able to see your eyes. I could tell, you appreciated our little date.

That's why I gathered my courage to confess to you today, but that didn't turn out well. Sometimes

But today, when you rejected me, you helped me remember why I was here in the first place—it was to avenge my parents.

The Mikami clan. They assassinated my parents. My parents were framed. I had to live in an orphanage!

I get my revenge. I may not be strong enough but the least I could do is die trying. I also want you to know, that I will love you forever, till the very end, 'even if you don't love me,'

But before getting avenge for my parents, I realized just how much you joke about making love with me. So I would like to ask;

The boy stared at y/n's words in disbelieve.

Has y/n misunderstood? Or has he.

He shook his head aggressively. He wondered;

"y/n thinks that she was wanted for pleasure'?"

"Avenge for her parents,"

"The Mikami Clan,"

he tried to remain calm.

as he closed his eyes,

trying to stay at ease.

And soon,

a faded image of y/n appears.

It wasn't a clear one,

but clear enough for him to see her.

"Who's that guy she's with..."

He wondered.

"She could have taken me. why him?"

His jealously grew.

Which eventually lead him to teleport to y/n.

But what stood in front of him,

was her dead body.

Words could not describe how he felt.

"She did it. I guess I didn't have to doubt a crazy girl like her,"

he looked at her, affectless.

he asked.

No answer.

her lips looked pale.

The man dropped down to his knees as he soaked his clothing in blood.

his eyes grew duller.

As he wrapped his arms around her cold dead body.

'why am I so calm about this' he thought. "I must be so numb to these feelings."

the unknown voice called out.

the boy said.

Is he in pain? He wondered.

As if time slowed down, questions flooded into his mind.

'Was that my queue to kill that bastard,

or let him end my suffering?

To move on and get married with another,

Or love her in the afterworld?'

He paused for a moment.

Yay!! We have finally come to an end! This is my first ever completed fanfic!! :P

The only reason why I wrote this fanfic in the first place was to kill both y/n and Satoru gojo. Kinda fun ngl.

Satoru gojo loved y/n from his previous life but got her killed. Met y/n in his current life but got her killed, AGAIN. y/n woke up with a letter beside her, not remembering anything for the past 17 years because y/n developed a 'Borderline personality disorder'. y/n does not remember anything from her past life.

Yes, I have researched about BPD before writing this fanfic. I mean, what's the point of a story when there are no twists?

Before I end this chapter, I would like to answer some questions that you might have.

There's more but I'll focus on this one.

That's y/n protector.

: 9

: gender-fluid

: 18

: to protect y/n

: when 9 first switched with y/n, 9 saw dead bodies lying in front of 9. 9 knew it was the host's parents as 9 have watched y/n for a year.

Even since then, 9 has been controlling the host for a solid 17 years to keep y/n from being traumatized. 9 decided to leave the u.s and stay in Japan so y/n didn't have to experience the dark side of life.

That's the yandere version of y/n.

: lynx

: female

: 24

: to kill Satoru gojo.

: was first introduced to y/n when y/n got rejected by Satoru gojo. She doesn't like Satoru gojo.

: (no name)

: (no gender)

: (no age)

: wants the host to die but not (no name)

: not supposed to be existing but existed anyway. Wants Satoru gojo to themselves.

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Cuz I felt like it.

NO IM NOT A SADIST. maybe.

But all this happened because I wanted a dead y/n x dead kinnie fanfic to exist :P

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First of all, I intended to make a Satoru gojo X READER! Certain information couldn't be y/n's because I think it's weird for y/n to originally not have a BPD then out of the blue have BPD for her WHOLE LIFE.

And, I needed y/n to have a different personality than her past life so it wasn't obvious that Satoru gojo was talking about y/n.

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anyways, if you have any questions, feel free to ask lol. Not active here but,

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