I flinch when i can see light coming into the dark dim room. It was the sun. The large windows allowed the sun's light to enter the room Eliminating dark Spots in the room.

I stood up from the bed and went to the bathroom to get ready.

As I entered there was no toiletry no nothing in the bathroom. Shoot ! I forgot them in Sebastian's room. Might as well go get them.

I went out the door and when I entered the room I hadn't expect to see this.

Sebastian was asleep with another woman.

My heart felt like they were stabbed a million times.

I can't believe my own eyes. Pinch me if I'm dreaming. Ouch..nope this wasn't a dream it was real.

I look to see the man I loved half his body on a woman.

Why should I care..Don't try to fight it, you know you still have feelings for him and you still care. A voice said from the back of my head

I heard a groan coming from Sebastian, he was fully awake and he looked at me confused. Then he looked to his side and his eyes went wide.

"Clare, its not what it looks like..." he said but i cut him off.

"Its not like I care I was just going to take something and get out and let you finish ur business" i said trying my best not cry. After getting the toiletries, i went out.

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I was at the kitchen fixing us breakfast.

I was cooking pancakes, bacon and eggs.

Although i was still mad at him. What! He was my sons daddy.

"Look Clare I swear we didn't do anything last night" Sebastian was standing so close to me

I didn't say anything I was completely ignoring him.

"FUCK CLARE ! Talk to me..." he said

I was having fun ignoring him

Then I feel strong hands around my waist. He was too close for my liking.

He then sucked my neck..he knew where my sweet spot was. I didn't stop him because I was blinded by my own craving.

I crave for him. I let out an airy moan.He sucked and sucked then came to a stop then realization dawn on me. I looked up to him and damn he was smirking.

I ran to the bathroom and looked at my neck...it had a hickie. Urgh ! Its ur fault stupid hormones.

I came back in to see him eating on the table smiling at me innocently. I gave him my most best glare but it didn't affect him. And he wink in reply.

"Urgh ! Fuck you" i was in the verge of killing and i might start with him

"Its better if i fuck you on the bed.." he said "plus they won't hear you moan cause this house is to ourselves" he replied

"Please. Who would want to have sex with a small dick?" I said in my all so famous acting look. I have seen his (w)enis it was kinda scary.

"12 inch isn't enough?" He smirked knowing that he had a big wenis.

I looked away blushing red. He is so full of himself.

"Your so conceited asshole" i stated

"Showing off for you babe" he said

"So about that fuck thing... Are you still on for it?" He smirked. Okay why does he smirk all the time??

"I'd rather eat a dead rat then be with you jerk" i retorted

"Come on I'm imagining it right now. You on my bed screaming my name like you used to" he said

"Dream on asshole" and with that I stood up and go take a shower to get my son.