"Can we talk?" He said.

"W-we don't have anything to talk about?" I stuttered.

"Please, Clare just give me a moment to talk." He said moving too close. When my name came out of his mouth it sent chills all over my body. It has been long since he said my name, and it honestly felt good.

"Urgh I don't have any time for this.. you're five years too late" I said getting pretty annoyed and pushed passed him.

I walked up to my car and when I was about to get in, when the door closed before I could even enter and I was pinned to the car.

I look up to see a very angry Sebastian. He was short tempered. By by the looks of it, he was trying to remain calm. I hope he fails to succeed.

"Clare, please." his eyes soften and it really broke my heart to see him beg like this, the Mighty Sebastian Caesar begging. Well, He broke me too. Sleeping with multiple women and has the audacity to show up after Five years and tells me he wants to talk.

"We have nothing to talk about Mr. Caesar." I made clear that we weren't that close anymore. Being formal is a way to set out some boundaries.

I pushed him as hard as I can off me but to no avail. I was trapped and I was too small for him. My body was small compared to his. "Where are you going?"He said looking into my eyes.

"None of your business" I will never back down from anyone. His expression changed to frustration.

I was having fun pissing him off.

"So I see you're still an escort?" He gritted his teeth. He assumed that I was an escort. HA!

"You have some nerves. What if I was? I don't see that it's any of your damn business, is it?"

"Look I'm sorry. Just let me take you out and let's talk."

"I really have to go."

"Wait. Please. I want to see my son."

I glared at him. Now he wants to see his son, after all these years, after what he had told me, he wants nothing to do with him.

"No. You lost the chance." I said it with such confidence, knowing damn well he will eventually get custody for Devon. I just wanted him to leave me alone, which I know that wasn't gonna happen. He will not give up.

"Please Clare. I'm begging you to let me see my son."

"You are Five years too late Mr. Caesar, you think I will-..."

"Call me Mr. Caesar again Clare." I think I just pressed a button there.

"Mr. Caesar I honestly think tha-..." He tightens his grip on me to where I could not move anymore, and all I can feel was his hard body against mine and his heavy breathe. I couldn't tell who was breathing hard him or me.

He was very very close, and I tried my best to stand straight, other I would fall, I hate admit it but he still had an effect on me . He leaned in too close to my ear, and I swear I wanted to just hide. I just couldn't take this. He knew what he was doing to me. It's been so long since I've ever came this close to a man, moreover Sebastian.

"So, I see I still have that effect on you, do I?" My body shivered under his and I hate him so much for making me feel this way. I HATE Him so much.

"This is inappropriate." I shook my head not wanting to think dirty thoughts of this Man on top of me. I hate the thoughts, I knew what he was capable of and I hated that I knew.

I could hear my hard, heavy breathe, panting, I know for sure that he heard my heart beat. His breathe moved a strand of hair away to my face, and I took a whiff of his scent and God help me, he still smelled the same. The small Irish spring scent, and Black oak. I didn't realize I missed him, and miss this closeness. He still had an anchor on me, and I hate him so much for it.

"What is?" His hands motioned upwards and I can feel his fingers caress my breast.

"Nmm..." I let out an unwanted moan.

"Now get in the Damn car Clare." Sebastian let me go and I swear to you, that was the most embarrassing moment in my life. He must think I am pathetic.

He led me to his Tesla and I just gave in, he would use this against me. I don't know how many times I said I hate, but I loath him, so very much.

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I regret getting inside his car

What will I say to Devon?

Many thoughts where clouding my mind.

Will he take him away from me?

Here I am standing waiting for my son and Sebastian was leaning on the car while looking at my rear?

Wait what ! I look up to see him smirking. I glared at him. Urgh.. he's so annoying.

Parents started coming and picking up there kids and I can see Devon from the glass window.

"Mommy mommy !" Devon screamed while running to me.

I smiled at my little baby and remembered that we are in deep trouble. He would ask me or his father a lot of questions.

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