♡︎𝑌𝑢𝑎𝑛 𝑆𝑜leil Fortune♡︎

"𝚈𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚙𝚕a𝚢 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚎 𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚘𝚗 𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚍𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚎𝚟𝚒𝚕 𝚊𝚜 𝚒𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚖𝚊𝚍𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚊 𝚋𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐"

-𝕄𝔸𝕐 𝟘𝟝-

"Girl how am I supposed to know why he did it." I whisper yelled into the FaceTime call with Jordyn.

"Bitch obviously he like yu."

"Oh..."

"Yuan yu really never thought of that." She straight faced me.

"Well..no, I just thought he was high shit I don't knoww." I shrugged.

"Bitch, that niggah act more sober when he high then he do when he actually sober..... that mans sober IS HIGH."

"Yea well I-"

"Yuan where the fuck are yu?" She started looking around probably noticing I was no where in the house.

"Imintheapartmentthatiboughtsoi

didinthavetoseehimnomore."

"Bitc-Yuan what the fuck did yu do bro." Her eyes popped out at me.

"I brought an apartmenttttt."

"Yua-BITCH WHY."

"Because I didn't like being there after he kissed me. It wasn't awkward on his part but on my part it was and I'm scared of catching feelings for somebody that's-ew. So yea and yea."

As soon as I said it I noticed how childish I sounded. But in reality I ain't never been in no fucking relationship. I ain't never been kisse- well damn. I've been kissed nowwww. AHHHHH IMMA BAD BITCH YOU CANT KILL MEE- I just I can't do the whole act normal thing.

"Yuan."

She straight faced me again but after a couple seconds of silence her face became twisted.

"So your telling me. Yu was being immature and a scary ass bitch...I-I can't right now. ."

Immediately she hung up on me and called me right back. Before I could even talk she started yelling.

"I can't even explain how dumb yu are bitch. YU POSED TO BE A REAL ASS NIGGAH WE AINT SCED OF NO GAHDAMN KISS BITCH."

I didn't want to tell her what he said but the way she was yelling I guess I ain't really have no choice. Even though I don't have to explain myself to nofuckingbody.

"Okay but I asked him what were we the moment we woke up and this bitch ass niggah gone say some 'jusS ViBE'......bitch I got anger issues and I'm possessive. Ain't no fucking talking stage. Better go talk to God or something fuck."

She looked at me like I was stupid.

" talking bout some vibe. Bitch I'm impatient yu mine or not fuck we finna play any mini mining Mo in this bitch."

"BITCH YOUR NOT SERIOUS RIGHT NOW." Laughing at me she fell out her chair,then the chair fell on top of her. What her bitch ass get.

"Yes I am, so then I told him "be my boyfriend if you like God or don't if you like Satan, you know what he going to say Jay?"

Serious as fuck I sat there and waiting until she was going to ask me what.

Butttt she was taking to lonngg.

"Wh-"

"BITCH he said some 'go bACK To SLeeP YU' like OHHHH this niggah a devil worshiper. HE WANNA BE FETTY WAP SOOOO BADDDD."

"Bitch." She mumbled you can tell she was trying to hold her laugh.

"Yuan you need help."

"I don't need a damn....." mugging her I waited for a while "Anyway so after he said that?"

"Wh-"

"I WAITED TILL HE LEFT AND LEFT FUCK HE THOUGHT I WASSSS." Sticking my tongue out I smiled. "Real city girl shit."

Jordyn paused then looked up at me like I was the dumbest person in the world.

"DUMB GIRL SHIT THE FUCK."

"Huh, why?" I was genuinely confused on what I did wrong.

"Yuan as a person who has been in a lot of relationships do you want to know what I think he was doing or TRYING TO FUCKEN DO."

"Sure why not." I shrugged knowing her reasoning wasn't going to beat mine.

Before she could start I changed my mind. "Noooooo DONT talk to me I'm dealing with rejection." Putting my hand up I turned around in my seat.

"First of all when he kissed yu he probably been knew he liked yu, but didn't know if he had feelings until right before he did, and I know that because Mari told me he don't put his lips on just any fucking body, he only kissed 3 girls before INCLUDING YOU."

She blinked at me.

"When y'all woke up and yu asked that dumb ass question like bitch the fuck we in middle school 'what are we?!' Headass, he probably didn't know what he wanted to be either SINCE y'all have a good friendship he most likely didn't want to ruin that, BUT WAIT." She chuckled "there's more, since he knew that, he was your first kiss and that you've never been inside a relationship he probably WANTED to take things slow. Not even for him but for you. Because he cares,"

Mmcht bitch you lied. Her reasoning was way better then mine.

"IMA DUMB ASSSSS." I started to hysterically cry and laugh at the same time.

"Soso calm down." Jordyn shook her head.

"Basically he didn't want to ruin things with yu. Because he actually likey yu, but likes your friendship more. Then for your sake he didn't want to be on no possessive ass you're mine shit because yu didn't even tell the man yu like him forreal. And wait we can't forget that he has a past too. "

Sitting there on FaceTime with her. All that shit she just told me candy crashing down on me like a ton of bricks.

I never thought of it like that fuck Ima dumb ass.

"I-I-I- HE SHOULD'VE KNEW I LIKE HIM BY NOW." I was still trying to argue that I was in the right and he was in the wrong.

"See that's yo problem." Blinking at me she scratched her head.

"Nobody can read your mine Soleil." She talked really slow like I was a kid or something.

"Don't talk to me like I'm slow bitch."

"STOP ACTING LIKE YU SLOW.....yu fucken DUMMY."

"Oh."

"Yea oh."

......

"I don't know what the fuck I did ta the gurl." Speaking to Mari might not have been the best choice but Yu and Jordyn act the same so maybe he had some typa advice.

"Wait so break it down for me."

"Mmcht ain't shit to break down. So boom. I thought she was feeling me like I was feeling her I felt bold I kissed ha. That morning has asked 'what are we' childish ass shit the fuck we humans don't ask me no stupid ass shit like that. Then she said sum crazy bitch type shit. Sum like 'be in love with me if yu like God or don't if yu like Satan.' I dunno but I didn't laugh because I knew she was serious. I walked away from ha thinking we was done with the conversation BUT dunt dunt dun dunnn. I come home she gone. I can't find ha no whea."

I rambled on feeling my anxiety become more worse than it already has been.

"What the fuck is wrong with y'all."

"FUCK DID I DO." Looking around the room for somebody to agree wimmie but they were all looking at me the same awwww yu done fucked up face.

"First of all yu know that she's a big emotional cry baby yu say it all the time. And then yu didn't even explain why yu kissed her for all she know yu was high as fuck and was like fuck it." Dre explained.

He was a man of VERY few words, but when he felt like he needed to speak he did. It would never be long as fuck or lingering on saying the same thing. He always got straight to the point.

"So now I gotta go find her and talk to her?" I asked no one in general

Simultaneously they yelled "NIGGAH YES." "GET THE FUCK OUT." "IF YU DONT-." "BYE KY."

Walking out I flicked all of them off and got in the car.

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Sitting in Yu's bed I started calling all of the apartment buildings and hotels to see if she lived there. All of the hotels and motels said no. Two of and the apartment buildings said that they couldn't give out residents info and one of them said somebody had just moved in with her last name, the rest said no.

So I guess I had three buildings to check.

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Walking into the first building I already knew she wouldn't live here Yuan wasn't bougie but she damn sure was scared of bugs.

"Hello, I'm looking for Yuan Soleil Fortune, she would've moved in here probably by last Friday to this Monday?"

WHITE VOICE ACTIVATE

"Who are you to her, I can't just give out information." Smacking her gum she didn't look up from her computer.

I cleared my throat "Her brother."

Ewwwwww incest.

"I need pr-." She looked up me. Looking like she just saw a ghost.

Scary ass.

"Bitch is she hea or not. Doing to fucking much."

"N-n-no, there isn't anybody with that name here."

"Mmcht fucking dumb lopsided bitch." I mumbled walking out.

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The second place said that the person who's last name that was 'Fortune' was a guy fuck was they wasting my time for.

Walking into the third building yu needed to get buzzed in.

But I'm smarty smart. I pushed all of them. Shit at least one person is expecting somebody duh.

The door open walking into the hall I knocked on a random door,

"Somebody moved in these apartments in the last 4 days?"

Fidgeting with my fingers I looked the lady in the face trying to calm down.

"Yea sweetie a short little thing just moved into the second penthouse, pressed 012 on the elevator it'll take you right to her door."

Nodding I practically ran to the fucking elevator don't know why I'm running soon as I get there ima freeze up like I always do.

PUSSY.

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Getting to the door I froze up like I knew I would. I don't like talking about my damn feelings ain't neva really had to do that forreal before. My daddy was toxic, he always taught me that talking to ANYBODY bout yo feelings made yu a bitch. Crying made yu a bitch, shit being emotional in any way if it was anger made yu a bitch. But how am I supposed to explain that to Yuan and make her know that I actually like her and want this to go some whea. Ima try.

Knocking on her door, I stood there with my hands in my pocket. Trying not to scratch the palms of my hand.

Hearing a faint 'I'm coming' made me smile. Her voice was always so fucken pretty to me.

As soon as she opened the door I frowned looking at what she was wearing. Grabbing the hem of her tube top pulling it down. Then mugging it when her boobs spilt out the top pulling it back up to where it was pulling it back in forth trying to make it cover her belly and cover her chest.

She sighed and smacked my hands down. "What do you need Kai."

OH she's mad mad.

😐

"Why yu got this on?" Repeating my question I walked into her penthouse looking around.

"Because I live by myself and I was in the comfort of my own house, again what do you want?"

"Ight yu right." Nodding my head I rephrased my question "fuck yu answering the door for with that on?"

"I-boy because I'm single as fuck and do what the fuck I want when the fu-"

I kissed her shutting her up. Sucking on her bottom lip she tried to pull away moaning into the kiss, grabbing her neck I tilted her head up more so I could have access to her neck.

Picking her up I walked into the kitchen sitting her down on the island kissing different parts of her neck.

"Mmha Ma-k-Kai."

Bingo

"Hmm?"

Sucking on her neck I swirled my tongue on her sweet spot chuckling when she moaned again.

Licking from the top of the tube top to the middle of her neck. Trailing light kisses all the way up to her ear then gently nipping it.

Stopping I looked at her smiling, when Eva I kissed her she had this dazed look on her face it's like I brought her to her happy place or something.

.......

As soon as I snapped out of my trance I punched him in his chest.

"You can't just come in here kissing on me." I punched. "That's not fair Kai." Hopping down from the counter I walked upstairs to my room.

"Why not, and don't make it seem like yu ain't want me to kiss yu....I ain't force yu to do shit."

I know he was mugging me. He always did when he felt like he doesn't deserve to get yelled at.

Even though I'm not yelling.

"I-okay."

"No Yu talk to me, yu always do this thing where yu shut down and let people win because yu don't want to argue. I'm not trynna argue with yu or prove I'm right. I'm trynna hea yu out." He tilted my head up towards his.

"I-Hmm."

Sitting there I tried to think of something to say. But immediately my mind went blank. I couldn't think of anything to say. I had so much to say. Being so scarred from my past I hated speaking out, feeling as if I was going to be belittled or something. But now I know I'm going to have to speak, or I might lose somebody I care about.

"You go first." I mumbled.

"Come on I wanna take yu sum whea," going into my closet he brought out a pair of UGG slides and a grey hoodie. "And zip that shit alla way up too."

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"Where are you taking me?" I started to worry seeing us go off the road, starting to drive on grass.

"Mama shut up and ride Aint nobody finna fucking kill yuh."

Yea because that's supposed to fucking help me.

After driving for a little while longer I started to see flowers, well sunflowers to be exact. They were so fucking pretty, I had to look up to see the actual flowers.

Getting out the car I walked up to the flowers hanging over me, they were so beautiful, I couldn't take my eyes off of them. I didn't understand why we were here but I loved it.

Looking in the back of the truck I saw blankets and pillows. Well shit wish I would've noticed that before hand.

"Are yu going to get in or just stand there looking stupid." He mugged me.

"Boy fuck you." I walked over to the back of the truck smacking my teeth when I noticed that I would need help getting jn seeing I was too short.

"Bubba you ca help me?" I quietly asked.

"Mmhm." Bending over from the side he picked me up as if I didn't weight nothing and put me in the back with him.

He tried to put me down but I hung on to him.

Nope nope I missed the stupid bitch fuck you mean. WE STUCK..LIKE GLUE BABY.

"Ima uh go first okay." He said shakily.

"Okay Bubba."I mumbled into his neck.

........

I tried to wipe the permanent smirk that was on my first ever since she voiced her didn't want to get down off my face. She really doesn't know how much of a part of my peace she play a part in.

"Uh, so I do like yu. Well yea I like yu. I don't honestly know if I have honest feelings for yu. But yu stuck wimmie because your my peace. I haven't went ta sleep in 4 fucken days worried bout yo ass. Scared something happen to yu. Or that yu might not come back....scared that I won't ever get to see your smile again. Or yu cry like a babey cus Ian bring yu home no icecream."

I paused playing with the short curls that were on her head.

"I juss don't wanna lose yu." I mumbled.

Yu ever regret saying something after yu say it. Eww feelings are cringey. Shit is nasty as fuck.

.......

Hearing him talk about me in that way almost made me shed a couple of tears real G shit. BECAUSE I DIDN'T cryyy.

I just awwweee HIM LIKEY MEEE.

"Him likey me." I mumbled. Turning my whole face into his neck now because I didn't want him to see me cheesing like this.

"Your turn. Come on don't be shy share summo," he chuckled.

"I- Hmmph."

"I likey you sometimes-well most of the time. And I don't hate you as much as I hate other humans. I like sleeping with you and I like when you do that little sucky thing on my neck even though it's nasty."

Playing with the strings of his hoodie I got mad when he didn't answer me.

"Ky'lan."

Looking up I looked right back down when I saw he was staring at me.

He tilted my head back up. Putting his mouth by my ear he whispered "say it again." I shivered.

"Huh."

"Say. My. Name. Again." His voice laced with authority, and became raspy.

"K-k-Ky'lan." It wasn't supposed to come out as a moan but as soon as his mouth connected to my neck it did.

Finding that spot again he started swirling his tongue on it before placing open mouth kisses all over my neck.

"Yu gonna come back home?"

When I didn't answer he grabbed me and placed me on his lap grabbing my ass.

"Hmm?" He bit my neck.

I didn't know if it was him calling his house "home." Or all of these grown people activities we were doing but my panties became drenched.

"I-uhhmm." Trying to speak I moaned instead.

"Words Yuan." Ky mumbled against my neck.

"Yessuh." I tried to push him away from my neck.

"Mmhmm."

Pulling down my tube top my boobs spilled out turning us around while I was still holding onto him I squealed.

Bitch I am to fucking big he needs to stop doing too much.

Taming one on my nipples into his mouth he swirled his tongue around it making me arch my back.

"I-mm." I moaned out.

Pinching my other nipple he started kneading my breast. Switching breast he showed my other one just as much or not more attention.

"I mmm k-k-Kyyy!"

"Hmm?" making me feel the vibrations of his mumbled speech.

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On the way back to the house I thought about something.

"I'm not staying in the house."

"Fuck yu just say?"

"I feel like we will need space, we're not even dating for real and I feel like it's not healthy to live like that what if we get into an argument or something?" I mumbled feeling as if I just lost my voice.

"First of all we both don't argue. So how the fuck would we even- yu know what how about we keep the apartment just in case. But we both still stay in the house, that way if one of us gets out of line or something we can leave without doing something stupid?" Ky put his hand on my thigh as I thought about it.

"Fine but only because I know your not going to take no for an answer."

"Shit, deflee wasn't fuck yu thought this was."

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