From: Kamal E Y [email protected]>

To: Sabrina [email protected] >

Sent: 18 August, 1999 01:25 PM

Subject: This is not my old Sabrina

Dear Sabrina,

This is not my girl who used to write to me from S city. I don't know what to say. I am flustered.

And one thing I want to tell you is that when I turn down the chance to go to Germany, it doesn't mean that I can't go there again. What I was going to do is to postpone it. In another 6 months, I will get another chance. Here assignments are plenty. So don't worry about that. Career is always important. But not the topmost priority. What are we doing with the career, if the person who loves you is not with you? I think what I do is not only or me, but for my love also. If I am going to lose my love, there is nothing about my career. Please try to understand me. If you think it will make you indebted to me, no, I am doing it for my love, not because of any persuasion. Going to Germany is good, this is not the only chance. In fact. I am planning to leave this company and go to the USA in one year. The demand for communication engineers is great now. It will not be a problem to find a job.

You told me, that I may give up my career for a girl I love deeply, but that will not be you. Don't you believe or understand me? You are the girl I have loved most in life. You are not my first love technically, but you are the one who taught me how to share my heart. I think something has happened between us, I don't know what it is. Now when I see your mail, I am getting tensed. I don't know why. It was yesterday's mail which caused it. Today too....

I can't write any more now. I am totally upset.

Love

Kamal