《Making of a Gentleman》Chapter-11: Special?
Advertisement
First time in her life someone was returning her gaze that to after doing a mistake.
John didn’t know what Erika was thinking and even if even he knew he wouldn’t care . He suddenly bowed “Sorry young miss ,I was rude . I overstepped my boundary .”
John didn’t wait for her reply and continued “ I was actually deeply moved by your otherworldly beauty but realizing my own limitation, I placed you in my ‘out of my league’ club. But then I thought I am insecure not because I am poor but because of my low level of thinking .
I know I am not ‘special’ according to societal definition that includes beauty, status and fame but I’ve suddenly realized that there is no such thing as ‘special individual’ as it is just a tag given by society to call people who are not ‘average’ by its definition.
I no longer wish to be pushed around by societal expectations and my distorted insecurities. I have every right to pursue who ever and whatever I like . Instead of taking distorted societal norms as reference ,from now on I will depend on my own Values for my behavior.
Earlier I was not sincere .I became insecure when you ignored me. I know you have no obligation to entertain a stranger but my ego was hurt . Instead of following difficult road to attract your attention I went for immediate gratification. I deeply regret my earlier action.
I know that just because I change my way of thinking doesn’t mean that you have any obligation to like me. You have your own preferences , interests and an ideal image .I am aware that I am in no position to influence your decision.
I just want you to give me an opportunity to get to know you better and I am willing to make up for my mistake through any sort of punishment . Once again , please forgive me miss Erika.”
[Congratulations user ,you have gained 20 points on truth ,courage and honesty . Eva hopes that user will continue to work hard]
John was satisfied by Eva’s announcement but he didn’t show it on his face . He remained calm on the surface but secretly praying for a miracle in his mind.
Erika’s didn’t know what to say for a long time . Both were silent and continued to stare at each others . Erika suddenly became confused ‘Was I wrong in judging this person?’
Advertisement
‘He is not faking it right? No …throughout the conversation he was staring at my eyes .Whatever he has said must have came from his heart .He seem to be genuinely regretting . His eyes looks clear not like those perverted fellows .’
Erika was digesting every word of John and John didn’t loose his patience .He stood there calmly waiting for an answer .Depending on her answer he would live or die . ‘I could simply ask that Old man to get her number for ‘research purpose’ but eventually I have to do the main mission. What is the point of postponing my death?’
Outside the room an Old man was placing his ear on the wall and listening intently . His expressions would sometimes be shock , happy, crafty….people who were walking on the corridor already considered him as mental patient . Someone even informed a doctor . Fortunately the doctor who came new him otherwise he would have already been transported to mental care. He was none other than Erika’s grandfather who already told his bodyguards to take a break and doing their job.
Old man was currently sweating profusely ‘Nice proposal young man .Even I am moved .If only I was your age….what I am thinking? ..gross! Hopefully my little pumpkin makes a right decision .She can find tens of rich boys but not a single person who has good heart.’
Erika and John didn’t know that their entire conversation had already been heard word by word by a shameless fellow. They were already beginning to suspect, why no one had came to the warden for a long time. What they didn’t know was Old man who is outside not allowing anyone to walk into the room.
Erika seemed like she made a decision “I was disgusted by your earlier behavior and was about to kick you out but it seems like you have some manners after all to admit it. If you continued to lie I would have disregarded the fact that you are my savior and made you pay heavy price, for taking advantage of me.”
John felt a chill run down his spine ‘It seems like I saved myself by being honest.’
Erika continued “I also don’t believe in societal tags but I am unaware of the fact that my status and beauty are already part of ‘special tag’ . Your different perspective broadened my thinking . So , I will accept your apology for now and let you know a little secret .I don’t have any specific ‘type’ except honesty all the time even if it hurts a little .As for as you are concerned ,you are not my type.”
Advertisement
John didn’t have any hopes but still disappointed .’Well then see you in next life, hopefully . I don’t blame you or myself .I tried my best regardless.’ He nodded in understanding and was about to turn around and walk out .
Old man outside was screaming in head ‘No ..no.. no.. little pumpkin …you are making a big mistake .’
Erika sensed the disappointment on John’s face and became happy ‘Humph .You took advantage me .If I simply accept you where will be the justice?’ Her legs started swinging under the bed and she unconsciously curling her hair.
If Old man could see this ,he would have said “Stop teasing the poor chap”. Old man was aware of Erika’s every pranks like a back of his hand . But poor John didn’t know that she was simply teasing. He started having doubts about himself .His brain started pouring all the insecurities and failures he had suppressed. No matter how awesome the system was , he was still a human .His instincts knocked him back from his confident self and embraced his insecurities like a lost child .
Erika didn’t know anything about John’s insecurities ,her only aim was teaching him a lesson . She continued after a long pause “But …………….
John’s eyes which had lost all hope suddenly ignited with blaze .His confidence started seeping in and he kicked out previously embraced insecurities like a plague and showed his middle finger in his mind. May be this was what it meant to kick someone when you don’t need them anymore.
Erika was snickering in her mind ’Tsk ..Tsk , finally you are showing your true color.’
John didn’t know that he was being played . He was travelling from hell to heaven and heaven to hell by her every word. His mind was already clouded with hopes .So he was purely acting like a puppet under Erika.
Old man outside had a nasty expression .He already guessed what was going on ‘Poor chap ….you have my condolence. I am the one who pushed you to the fire pit.’ With some hesitation he decided to let things take its course . Many years later John would become furious after knowing that he was played by both Old man and his granddaughter.
Erika thought it was enough “.……I can give you an opportunity to pursue me. But to be clear if I ever found out that you are not honest…you will pay a heavy price.”
John was ecstatic . He wanted to dance and howl like a beast . He had successfully taken a positive step. His facial expression alternated between happy and calm. Finally he couldn’t control anymore “Ahahaha…..thank you young miss I won’t let you down .”
Erika was also infected by his laughter .A rare smile couldn’t help but part from her beautiful lips. John was momentarily dazed by the smile . It was so beautiful that he forgot everything and unconsciously muttered “So beautiful !”
Erika was taken back by his comment and coughed a little to adjust her facial expression to a calm self .She was slightly blushing but pretended as if she has not heard anything .
John on the other hand smiled thinking ‘Both of you are very poor in acting. But I like it . ’
Old man outside became more excited than John .He was literally dancing like a mad man .People started avoiding him like a plague but Old man didn’t care . He was happy for his granddaughter . He knew how much she had suffered throughout her childhood.
Everyone around her used flattery to get close to her and eventually she avoided everyone .He was the only one who showed her genuine love and understood what she wanted . A small drop of tear couldn’t help but flow out his eyes .He rubbed his eyes and prepared to walk into the room .
But he suddenly froze when he saw his second son’s only son Luke with a bouquet. Old man didn’t have any positive opinion towards his only grandson. Luke was ruthless in nature and highly ambitious. He considered people as resources for his goal including the Old man and his cousin.
Luke wore a classic white suit .Any girl would have fallen for his looks and style . But he had an icy expression that repelled people who wanted to get near him .Two bodyguards silently followed him with arms.
“Hello grandpa, how is my cousin? By your excitement I can tell she is OK now .” He didn’t wait for Old man to reply and directly entered room.
Advertisement
- In Serial349 Chapters
Arcane Awakening
Verdan Blacke is an Imperial Wizard, a researcher by preference but soldier in the war by necessity. Cursed by a hex witch in her final moments, Verdan escapes the ever-increasing pain the curse inflicts by performing a self-made stasis ritual. When the curse has finally faded and he has awoken, Verdan finds a world completely different from the one he left behind. Dark things work in daylight with impunity, once common knowledge is a mystery and even the nature of magic that humans use has changed. Verdan has the chance to start over, to devote himself to his research and leave the world to carry on as it will. All he has to do is forget his Oath as a Wizard, to let the final piece of the empire die.
8 342 - In Serial70 Chapters
Anya
The sun, with all its radiance, left this world long ago. In this land of savage beasts and unrestrained violence, contested zones rich with resources remain as the last bastions of mankind. Still, life was not well as small towns struggled to produce both the food and fuel necessary to sustain life. It was in one of these towns that Anya was born. Forced out of the only dwelling she had ever called home, the girl now must journey through the desolate wastes in search of purpose and a place where she may belong. Be warned, these lands show no mercy, not even to a sheltered child…
8 511 - In Serial358 Chapters
Tower of Hell
A wicked tale of good, evil, and everything in between. This web novel follows eighteen-year-old Jonas Ariel and his dangerous adventure through the Tower of Hell, searching for his older brother. Jonas is a daring youth who attempts to climb the harsh social climate of Hell, all while training himself to master a strange, evil power called Sin. However, in his crusade to be reunited with his beloved brother, Jonas stumbles upon a world of shadow and blood, where he later learns that his being is much more significant than he once thought. How could an orphan from Kansas have so much impact on the fate of Hell? Tower of Hell is an adult 18+ story, viewer discretion is advised. This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, business, events, and incidents are the products of the author's imagination. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental. © 2022 Chaosverser Web Novels
8 136 - In Serial90 Chapters
Far Behind
The continent of Ranfel is a savage one, where humans are at the bottom of the food chain. Their known history is short and their territories are small, only being able to live on the plains at the coast where beasts are rare. When they are not fighting against each other, they have their hands full with monsters attacking their borders.This is the place where Quin was born, in the capital of the Duchy of Ade Lai, Crows' Road. Having a hatred for exercises, or anything that is tiring and thinking the legions will protect him from the harsh outside world, he does not care about cultivation. However this all changes when a certain incident happens, altering his life forever.----------------------------------------------------------------------Hey everyone, I've been working on this story for more than a year now, but this is my very first novel and english isn't my mother tongue, so I'd be glad to get some (constructive) input/feedback on it!Schedule: check the announcements thread for the current schedule.If you can't decide whether the story is for you or not based on the synopsis, check out the first thread below.I'm also looking for an editor, if you’re interested, pm me. Proofread by Genbor. The cover is made by me.
8 148 - In Serial9 Chapters
Chasing the Comet
Snatched from their tabletop role-playing game by mysterious aliens to play in a real life simulation game based on their game scenarios and campaigns from the 1980s, six friends end up taking on the personas of their made up characters to supposedly rescue the aliens from danger. Instead, the companions end up on a wild ride making up plans as they go, and usually failing on most everything they try.
8 128 - In Serial200 Chapters
Legend of Concubine's Daughter Minglan 知否知否 應是綠肥紅瘦
The pessimistic and negative daughter of a concubine living in the ancient times thought - since life is so difficult, why should one invest serious effort in struggling to live?The life of an ancient noble woman is often determined and controlled by her family. Moreover, one's actions often implicate one's entire family - thus, it is fairly common to see an unexpected calamity result in suffering borne by one's whole family. Managing to live a good and successful life while retaining one's dignity is simply too difficult to achieve.Ah, living in the ancient times is simply too dangerous - we should all just sleep till we die.
8 205