*somewhere around the void*

'who am i?'

' what am i?'

' where am i?'

this are the first thoughts came to my mind when i gained conciousness.

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i dont know how long i've been staying in this endless darkness.

i only feel cold, its so cold out here, it makes me feel anxious and fearful, why do i felt like this?

whenever i think about it, it only leads me to question the reason of my existence. but i guess, im just lonely.

while i was contemplating about myself, i remembered a short quote,

'i think, therefore am i'

im confused, i dont really understand where that knowledge came from, but my intuition told me the meaning of that words.

its strange, and sometimes, i feel odd. i feel like something is missing about me. i dont know what exactly is it, i just knew ive forgotten something important.

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hmmm, its been so long since i became concious. although i said 'long', i cant really feel time in this place, no rather, there might actually no time in this place.

and i realized it just recently, but it looks like my senses are becoming stronger, i can now perceive the void, i can see all around me but at the same time, i cannot. that kind of feeling. even my mind has became sharper. i can think more clearly, unlike before when my thoughts are a bit muddy.

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somehow, i discovered a weird mist. i havent realized it until now, but it seems to be every where.

i decided experement on it for a bit and discovered that it actually follows my will. i can command it just like a part of myself,

'interesting' i thought.

i then tried to absorb it to what happens, i actually think its reckless, but i did it anyway.

much to my surprise, it actually feel good like a cool sensation of cool water. it even slightly boosted my strength, now i can sense slightly farther in the darkness.

whenever i absorb the mist, it feels amazing, like i can do anything, i feel so much confidence on me.

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its strange, even though ive been absorbing the mist all this time,. i can now feel my senses spanning widely in this endless void, but the mist is simply endless. i wonder what exactly is this mist? im really curious.

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for some reason, the mist absorbtion rate has slowed down.

although i can still absorb some of it, it's so slow to the point that i cant no longer feel it like before.

how disappointing, even though ive got used to that feeling while absorbing the mist.

now that i think about it i remembered few memories i dont know if its mine or not, it just suddenly came me while i'm absorbing the mist.

its a vivid images of a something called human living in a strange world. on that world, there is so called internet where people can quickly gather information and even use it to entertain themselves, interesting .

i also gained awareness of myself.

according to the memories, there is the concept called soul. its a vessel of spiritual awareness and identity also called information body.

when i tried to looked at myself using spiritual sense or what i call it, i saw myself in the form of pitch black colored orb. floating and drifting in this endless void.

'i see, so this is me huh' i thought to myself

//AN: i plan on putting a status window, but i dunno how ._.