Padgett Knight

I woke up because of the emptiness in my stomach. I checked the time and sighed. It was 2:45 a.m. Even after having a good amount of dinner I was hungry again. I turned to Sebestian to see him fast asleep. Should I wake him up or not?

I should.

"Sebestian." I called out as I gently shook his arm.

"Hmm." He said and turned around. I repeated this for like five times when an idea popped in my mind.

I got up and sat on Sebestian's waist stradling him. I gathered all my courage and leaned down and kissed him. I caressed his cheeks as I kissed him. And the reaction was something I just reckoned.

His hands started crawling from my thighs to his shirt which I was wearing. His hands got inside the shirt and started to caress my skin as his lips returned my gesture with so much more passion. That's when I knew he was wide awake.

"Get up. I'm hungry." I said pulling back and sitting up, still stradling him while my hands were now on his chest.

"5 more months. All the things I want to do to you after these 5 months." He said as he got up and kissed me.

I just giggled and took his hand as we made our way to the kitchen.

Once we were in the kitchen Sebestian told me to sit on one of the barstools placed infront of the kitchen island. I rarely came to the kitchen, thanks to someone, it was huge, very huge and beautiful. It was modern and classy but had a dark interior like the rest of the mansion.

Sebestian came to sit besides me with a tub of ice-cream, he handed me a spoon and I started to eat. Ice-cream was good but it was not going to fill my stomach.

"What do you want to have?" He asked as I rested my head on his shoulder, eating my ice-cream.

"Make me something." I said as I put a spoonful of ice-cream in my mouth.

"Like what?" He asked.

"Anything." I answered giving taking another spoonful of ice-cream and extending it towards his mouth. He nodded as he had the ice-cream and got up.

After a while of searching in the fridge he made me some chicken sandwich, and Greek yogurt with fruits.

I thought I wouldn't be able to have this much amount of food, but it wasn't just me. It was me, my two babies and two, three spoons were also shared with Sebestian. I had a heavenly midnight meal and was now sleepy. Though I felt bad because I know Sebestian might not sleep well.

"Let's go." Sebestian said and picked me up bridal style. He was just so good to me.

He laid me down once we reached our room and joined me, pulling my back to his chest and caressing my stomach. I smiled at this feeling.

"I love you." I said as I turned my head and kissed him. He smiled through the kiss while I did the same.

"I love you, too, Padgett." He said kissed my forehead as he pulled me closer.

"Good night." He said and I fell asleep in no time.

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I was currently in my bedroom reading a book out loud to my 27 week old baby bump, while waiting for Sebestian to come home. I sighed glancing at the clock. It was past midnight and he still wasn't home. I was aware that things were not as good as Sebestian displayed them to me. Problem awaited for us as Scarlett and Colton found out about the babies. Sebestian didn't tell me but Bradley did.

I was out of my thoughts the moment I heard the door being opened. I gasped in horror at the sight infront of me as Sebestian made his way to the bathroom.

"It's not mine." He said before entering the bathroom. While I registered what I just saw.

Sebestian came home, past midnight. Covered in blood. And when I say covered in blood, I don't refer to splashes. His white shirt was red and looked damp due to the amount of blood it had to soak.

Moments later he came to the bed and ever so casually placed his head on my lap. He was washed uo, there was no trace of blood on his body, however, I will not let that topic slip easily.

"What happened?" I asked as he sighed while his eyes were closed.

"I'm not sure if I should tell you or not." He said making me angry.

"You need to." I said and he opened his eyes to stare into mine.

"Please." I added while my fingers were moving in his hair.

Sebestian turned his faced towards my belly kissing it before saying,

"I got rid of it."

I was confused. What exactly did he get rid off ?

"Them. To be more precise." He said and things started sinking in and I was still shocked.

"You killed them." I confirmed while he nodded.

"Not all of them." He said and I sighed in a bit of relief.

I took and let this new information sink in. Sebestian killed Scarlett and Colton, however I wasn't too sure about his stepmother and my father.

"You're father is in Australia. And Kylie is in Denmark." He said confirming that he didn't kill the two of them.

"Padgett, I had to. They would have been a threat to our children... to us." He said sitting up and cupping my cheeks while I nodded my head.

I didn't approve of him killing, however, I couldn't do much. I couldn't let them be because I cared for my children. About us, they had caused ample of damage.

"Thank you." He said kissing my forehead. I couldn't bring myself to hate him even after this. It was impossible to hate him juat as it was impossible for me to not fall in love with him.

I stared in his icy blue orbs as I thought if what I did was really right. I couldn't see anything but him and the love he had for me.

His obsession indeed started all of this and still is there, however, the love he carries for me is what's keeping this thing to go on. No matter how hard I pray, how hard I try it can never go. His obsession can never go, but now I didn't want it to go. It was a part of him and I loved all of him. Even his deadly obsession seemed healthy to me.

My fingers caressed the back of his neck as he leaned in for a long kiss. I returned the kiss knowing that I was stuck too deep to be out now and I didn't want to be out.

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"Padgett!" Bradley said as he entered the theatre room, interrupting my series.

"Is Sebestian not home?" I asked as I wondered the reason for his sudden visit.

"I'll pretend I never heard that." He said somewhat hurt as he occupied the seat next to me and joined me in binge-watching 'Gossip Girls'. I knew that he didn't understand a thing but he was still there.

I was busy munching my french fries while Bradley stared at me, I ignored it at first but then I just turned to him and said,

"You want some?" I asked offering my fries even though it was a real struggle to do so, I didn't want to share my food, but it was Bradley. He was my friend and a brother like figure, so I decided to sacrifice a few for him.

"How can you even eat this?" He said as he made a disgusting face and probably thought that I was mad.

I just followed his gaze and eyed my fries with strawberry syrup. What is so bad about them?

"You should try it it tastes good." I said offering him a fry.

"Yeah and you know poison is sweet and quite healthy." He said. Sarcasm and sassiness, this was all Bradley. I just rolled my eyes and continued to watch my series.

"Did you go to the doctor's this month?" Bradley asked.

"I did." I replied not understanding where this conversation was going.

"Did she tell you anything about three babies? 'Cause I think you're quite big." He asked as he looked at my huge belly. And laughed, Bradley was all on a teasing mode during this time and he didn't let a single opportunity slip to mock me with my belly. However, Sebestian was there, he told me of how beautiful I looked and he wanted to see this sight every year. He even went as far as choking Bradley when he once mocked me to a point where I started to cry. Hormones weren't really helping.

All this was not bad, we were a family, a one Sebestian and I didn't have. A one Bradley and Alan didn't get. I was still suprised of how well these men can cope up and not let their horrid past effect them.

"Do you want me to call Sebestian?" I asked as I smiled when he instantly stopped laughing and glared at me.

"He told me to call him if anything was wrong. He is in his study." I said as I picked up my phone. I hated it that I could be a bitch sometimes, but Bradley knew it all so well.

"You spent a lot of time with Sebestian, didn't you?" He asked as we both laughed at my attempt to threat. It was all good. Just laughter, no more tears.

Our laughter broke when his phone started ringing.

"Hello?" He answered.

"I'll be there in a minute."

"Yeah, just go through it while I'm coming." He said as he hung up and turned towards me.

"As much as I love going away from you, I'll still say this: I'm leaving I have something urgent at the company." He said, acting all meany.

"Thank God, I'm glad that you are leaving." I said eating my fries and turning my attention back to my series. I held onto my laighter as he just laughed.

"Bye." He said and left.

I was bored after half and hour. I wanted to do something fun. What could I possibly do, which was fun and indoors?

Pool.

I got up and went towards Sebestian's study with a fantastic idea in my mind. I knocked on his study's door and after I heard a very cold 'Come in' I peaked my uead through the door, just to make sure that he wasn't busy and thankfully he wasn't.

"Busy?" I asked and his eyes snapped from his laptop screen to me.

"Why are you here?" He said getting up coming up to me. He held my hand as he guided me away from his study. I noticed that he doesn't like me to come to his study unless he wants me there.

"You could have called me." He said as we walked through the hallways.

"Can we go to the pool?" I asked not really bothering to wait.

He just chuckeled and turned me to face him, he gave me a peck and nodded.

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"Okay, Padgett, get down very carefully, understand? Here take a hold of my hand." Sebestian said as he extended his hand towards me. He was already in the pool while he constantly warned me about stepping down in the pool very carefully.

I nodded griping his hand tightly as my other hand went around, holding my belly, as I gently and carefully took one step at a time towards in the pool. The moment I felt no more stairs, I was excited.

I couldn't swim because of my belly, however I wanted to be in the pool. The cold water felt nice when it came in contact with my warm body.

"So what is the reason behind the sudden urge to have a dip?" Sebestian asked as his hands wrapped around my waist and his face was buried in my neck, placing kisses.

"Sebestian." I lightly moaned as my right arm came around his head, tugging on his hair.

"Hmm?" He hummed in my neck making my skin vibrate. He clearly knew with all my hormones I just couldn't resist him and he was just taking an advantage of the situation.

He turned me around in a swift yet careful movement and within no time Sebestian's lips were placed on mine. My fingers tugged on his damp hair as his hand caressed my back. There was some distance between us because of my 28 week pregnant belly, but nothing was a problem for Sebestian when he decided whether he wanted something or not. I knew it better than anyone.

"Sebestian." I said between the kisses. Though kt really didn't stop him and I honestly didn't want him to.

After finally mutering all my courage I pulled out and rested my forehead on his.

"We need to talk." I said.

"About?" He said pulling me as close as possible.

"I was thinking of making a nursery for the twins."

He just nodded in response resting his head on my shoulder.

"Maybe on the fourth floor." I said wrapping my arms around his neck.

"Not on the fourth floor." He said as he took his head out and stared into my eyes with those icy blue orbs.

"Is it because of the room you have?"

"You don't talk about that room, Padgett." Sebestian said all serious and I knew better than to question him.

"And about the nursery, we can make it in the room next to us."

"If they decide to change their room in the future and have seperate ones, we can let them choose.... I'm sure we have like 38 spare rooms." Sebestian added and my ehes widened.

Why did the mansion have so many rooms?

"Fine." I said wanting to get out now. Enough dip for a day.

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"Here" I said extending my pickle towards Sebestian who was busy typing on his laptop.

We were in our room, I was watching Netflix, while Sebestian sat besides me on our bed and continued his work. I was having these amazing pickles covered with nuetella and just to make it more amazing I sprinkled it with some salt. And I decided not to be selfish and share some with my husband.

"What the fuck is this?" Sebestian said as he chewed on the pickle and made a disgusting face. Why couldn't anybody unterstand my wonderful taste?

"Are you sure you're not forcing yourself to have that shit." Sebestian said after swallowing it.

"Here, these taste good." I said extending my bowl of popcorn with cheese sauce.

"No, thank you." Sebestian said trying to sound polite but clearly stating that he did not trust my food preferences anymore. He grabbed the glass of water kept on the nightstand eyeing me as I ignored him and enjoyed my meal.

"Let's go." Sebestian said after his call ended.

"Where?" I said as he put my bowls away and gently helped me stand up.

"Suprise." He said leading me out of the room and covering my eyes.

"Where are you taking me?" I said giggling as I walked with him leading me somewhere.

"Suprise!" Sebestian said as he removed his hands from my eyes and I stared at the sight infront of me in awe. My mouth wide open with suprise and happiness as no words left.

"This..... is so beautiful." I said walking towards the cribs.

Apparently I was in the room next door to ours which we decided should be the nursery for the kids. The room was suitable as it was very big and next to ours.

The walls of the room were now covered in navy blue pain with matt finish. Two cribs which were white in color were placed for the twins, the other side of the room was filled with toys and all the closet was filled with their clothes and essentials for the twins. It was perfect combination of navy blue and white.

"You like it?" Sebestian asked as he came behind.

"I love it. It's so beautiful." I said turning around and pressing my lips to his.

"It's good, my babies can settle here soon, right?" He said bending down to my 32 weeks old belly and kissing it. It makes me happy knowing that this is how it's going to be and soon I will have my babies with me.

"I love you." Sebestian said while he kissed me hard and I just smiled loving all of this.

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"Sebestian tells me how moody you are." Bradley said and I was on the verge of driving the knife that I held through his chest. He was irritating me and the most idiotic thing was of Sebestian to leave me with him and Alan.

I was near my due date and now tired of this big belly. It's not that I did not like my kids but bow this belly was troubling me.

"Brad, one more words and she kills you." Alan said as he took a bite of his toast.

I sent a grateful smile to Alan and a death glare to Bradley, confirming that Alan was completely right. Bradley just let out a humorless laugh and glanced at me.

I was done with both of them and got uo to leave, but the moment I got up I felt something wet travel down my thighs and a sharp pain in my belly.

"Ahh!" I sat down with a hand on my belly. Alan satred at me wide eyes and dropped his spoon.

"I'm getting the car ready and calling Sebestian." He said and ran out, but Bradley being the idiot he was shouted,

"You peed!" He shouted and I just grabbed his hair the moment I felt another sharp pain.

"Her water broke." Olga said as she came besides me and took a tissue, wiping the sweat which formed in the short span of time.

"Hospital!" Was the only thing I managed to shout. Nothing was clear except the pain and I wanted Sebestian.

"Yeah, leave my fucking hair, Padgett." Braldley said as I still grabbed his hair becaise of the hair. Another contraction and I felt my hold getting tighter.

"Holy fuck! Padgett my hair." Bradley exclaimed.

I had tears streaming down my face because it hurt more than I could explain or anticipate and this idiot wasn't helping either.

I harshly let go of his hair while he held his head probably becaise of the pain, I couldn't bring myself to feel sorry for him at that moment. Nothing was there except the horrible pain.

"Fucking hell! Get up, Padgett." Bradley said helping me to stand up.

"It hurts." I said not even being able to stand.

"Okay, I'm going to carry you and you don't touch my fucking hair." He said and carried me bridal style.

We reached the car and he set me down and Alan rushed to the hospital.

"I've called Sebestian, he's going to be here any moment." He said as the doctor rushed towards the ward.

"You're 9 cm dilated." The doctor said said as she checked me.

"What the fuck is that?" Braldey asked completely unaware of it, he was still grieving about the three strands of hair he lost.

"Can you stick this back?" He asked the nurse showing her the his three strands of hair, who just gave her a confused look.

"Shut up!" Alan said slapping his arm and Bradley just shrugged.

"Where is Sebestian?" I asked Alan who answered that he was on his way.

After some time the doctor came again and said,

"You're ready for delivery." They started to take me to the delivery room and Sebestian came at that moment.

"Padgett." He said and rushed towards me.

"Are you her husband?" The nurse asked.

"Yes" Sebestian answered still holding my hand.

"We're taking her for delivery." She said and Sebestian came with me to the delivery room.

"Okay, Padgett, now I need you to push as hard you can." The doctor said entering the delivery room.

I nodded and held onto Sebestian's arm pushing with all my strength. I cried because it was hurting like hell. The pain was so bad that I didn't even have the words for that.

"Push, baby." Sebestian said and I wanted nothing more than to slap him, it was all becaise of him.

"It's all because of you." I shouted between my screams while Sebestian just nodded making me more angry.

After a few more painful pushes, the doctor said,

"I can see the head."

"Here take my hand, crush it all you like." Sebestian said adjusting my grip on his hand and I did what he said, I held it with all my strength.

I pushed again on the verge of passing out when a cry filled the room. It was my baby. Sebestian just kissed my forehead and smiled while the nurse wrapped my baby in a towel.

"Push again, the other one is coming." The doctor said making me remember about two of them.

I'm never letting Sebestian touch me again.

"You're doing great." Sebestian said stroking my head as I pushed again, still screaming.

After a few more painful pushed and me crushing Sebestian's hand and him speaking those encouraging words, another scream came.

My second baby.

I was happy now that both ofy babies were with me. At the moment when the nurse bought both of my babies to my chest, it was all gone. The pain, the tears.

It was just happiness.