Padgett Eve

The first thing I felt when I woke up was a killer headache and somebody's face in my neck. I was faced with the familiar black ceiling and the dark room. It took me no longer to acknowledge that I was back in the bedroom. A few more seconds and then I remembered it all. Sebestian shooting all those people, stabbing him in the neck, the man provoking Sebestian, reminding him about his mother, saying something about me meeting the same fate as her, and lastly me falling unconscious. I tried to wiggle out of his grip as soon as I remembered how he killed all of those people and enjoyed it. He played with their death, he liked holding their life in his hands.

Feeling me wiggle Sebestian just tightened his grip around my waist pulling me more close to him. I wonder how can he sleep so peacefully after killling them. I was still shocked from what happened and I had a lot of questions.

"You're up." He said in his raspy voice. Even after all the things I noticed him doing I couldn't control the way my body reacted to him. My heart still races whenever he is around me and my body still gets electrified on meeting his touch.

"You killed him." Was the first thing I said to him and I knew that he wasn't pleased by my words.

"How are you feeling?" He said as he sat up resting his back on the bed rest.

"Y-you sta-stabbed his n-neck and... and s-shot the rest of t-them." I said as I couldn't help but feel the familiar burning in my throat and feel tears on my cheeks on remembering how he killed them ruthlessly and coldly.

He sighed as he pulled me up and settled me down on his lap. His thumb gently wiped the tears and my hands were on his shoulder, fisting his shirt. Never can I understand how this man can make people beg him to take their life, kill them brutally and yet be so gentle with me. I wanted myself to back away from his touch, I wanted to wash my body wherever he touched me yet I couldn't do anything because his touch was one thing my body desired and I felt calm when he touched my body.

"If I hadn't done that, they would've killed you and I can't let anyone do that." He said softly as he caressed my face. My head was still pounding, as I tried to remember how I cane here. That's when I remembered him kissing me and the exact same time I felt a sharp thing pierce through my neck which made me lose consciousness.

"You drugged me!?" I asked as I was shocked, I didn't want to believe it that he could do something that bad to me. I wanted nothing more than him to deny that.

"You weren't calming down." He said making me my eyes wide and I looked at him in disbelief. Does he think it is enough for a reason to drug me?

"That doesn't mean you can d-drug m-me." I said clearly disappointed.

"Let's go have dinner, you need to a lot of rest." He said as he picked me up. My arms came around his neck in a firm grip and my legs wrapped around his waist in tight grip.

"Put me down." I said not wanting to be held up like a child.

"I don't want to." Was all he said as he exited his room and made our way towards the dining hall. All this while my head was in his neck and I wondered how can I sirvive with him. All these thoughts just encouraged my urge to run away from him but after seeing what he did to them, I couldn't help but worry about my escape.

"Anybody who tried to seperate us will face hell."

These words which he said to me are still imprinted on my mind. What will he do to anybody who tries to help me or will he even spare me? I just sighed and again tried getting down from his hold when we reached the dark double door which led to the dining hall. I didn't want people to see us like this.

On entering I could see pure relief going through the faces of the people I saw first. Albert and Olga.

I gasped as Sebestian seated me on his lap instead of any chair. I wanted to get off and tried to say something but Sebestian just kissed me making me stop. His actions still managed to make me blush and the weird stares I recieved weren't helping me either. I just ducked my head down as I couldn't help but feel embarresed. Sebestian smiled knowingly.

He was feeding me though I tried to resist at first but Sebestian can make anyone do anything by just glaring at one person.

"Mr. Knight." Albert said and Sebestian just nodded while putting another mouthful of speghetti in my mouth.

"All the required arrangements are done for tomorrow." He said while Sebestian just nodded in response and I was confused as hell. Now what did he plan?

"What about the invitations to the speacial guests?" He said while putting some speghetti in his mouth.

"Those have been sent." Albert said and Sebestian just smirked again and nodded stuffing my mouth again. Can he please stop that before I throw up?

I could feel the food he fed me coming up and I knew it wasn't long before I threw up. The travelling and the drug Sebestian gave me, clearly messed up with my system, badly.

"Excuse me." I said and tried to get up but this man had me glued on his lap. I wonder how he got all that strength.

"Where do you think you are going?" He said while he pulled me close enough so that our noses collided.

"T-to the b-bedroom." I said as I kept my hands on his shoulder to maintain the distance and not really embarrass myself again. He stared at me for a few seconds and then nodded while tucking my hair strands which were fallen out, behind my ear. He pulled me closer and pecked my lips.

"I'll be there in a while." He said and removed his hold from my waist. I stood up and walked out of the dining hall. As soon as the doors to the dining hall were closed behind me I covered my mouth with my palm and ran as fast as I could to the bedroom. When I reached the bedroom I headed straight towards the bathroom and threw all the contents of my stomach. I have been having this sick feeling since testerday and it isn't getting better. After throwing up all that I had in my stomach I stood up and brushed my teeth.

I walked to the bed and I was worn out I haven't done anything but still I was tired as hell. My head still pounding and one of my hands on my stomach which was going up and down due to my heavy breathing and other on my head, clutching it because of the immense pain I felt. It took a while for me to calm down as I still was having an ill feeling in my stomach. Was it because of the tempting French breakfast I had? Why did all the beautiful things have to bad for me? I groaned thinking it was all because of the breakfast I had. No matter what the side-effects were I couldn't deny the delicious taste.

It was not long before I slept and I felt something or someone to be more precise, laying down besides me and pulling me closer. I was too sleepy to notice but I definitely was aware of the oeck on the forehead I recieved and hearing his faint words which said, 'I love you.'

The feeling of being loved by someone was good. It was a beautiful dream no one wanted to wake up from. But being someone's obsession and having a love which was lethal was a nightmare everybody wanted to wake up from. But I was now a bit different. I had come to accept my nighmare. I could figure out traces of light and softness in the nightmare which everyone thought of being all dark, ruthless and creepy. The nightmare made me love it, yet the nightmare managed to get me to hate it sometimes. The nightmare didn't let me go and somewhere deep inside I wished that the nightmare remained with me. Forever.

I woke up, rubbing my eyes I turned my eues to see the time and the clock read half past one in the morning. I was thirsty and seeing the fact that I threw up all of my dinner made me hungry as well. I sat up and groaned lightly, clutching my head between my palms to see that the jar was empty. Seriously? I got up and noticed that Sebestian wasn't there. He surely was there when I slept. Not wasting time in guessing where Sebestian must me I walked out of the bedroom and made my way towards the kitchen. It was my first time walking in hallways in the middle of the night and it was creepy as hell. The dark hallways were just making it more difficult and the dim light was just helping it. I was glad when I reached the kitchen. I drank water and searched for something to eat in the refrigerator. On opening the refrigerator, I was overjoyed when I found a chocolate bar. I don't really care about why there was a chocolate bar in this refrigerator, but it didn't shock me to see that there were possibly all other edible items in the refrigerator.

I was walking towards the bedroom while eating my chocolate, when I heard footsteps. I was panicked before noticing that it was Sebestian. He was coming down the stairs. The fourth floor to be more precise. I was dying to know what was in that room that Sebestian had to keep it hidden from everybody. Sebestian stopped on his tracks when he saw me.

"What are you doing here?" He asked confused because I was in the hallways in the middle of the night and with a chocolate in hand. He was frowning and it gave me a feeling that he was angry. Was he angry because I was eating his chocolate?

"I-i'm so-sorry." I said in a very low voice. I was genuinely scared because of his reaction when he knew that I ate his chocolate, but the fact that Sebestian was walking over to me made it more worse than it already was. He came towards me and raised his hands. Oh my God! Is he going to hit me like father did whenever I touched any of his things. I closed my eyes and kept them shut tightly preparing to be hurt. The blow I expected never came but it was just soft touch of his rough hands cupping my hands as gentle as possible. It was still a mystery to me of how this man could ruthlessly kill people.

I opened my eyes questionably looking at him he just leaned in and kissed my lips, licking the side of my mouth at the end and it took no long for me to understand that I had chocolate smeared near my mouth. I blushed crimson unable to control the fluttering in my heart and stomach. He just chuckeled at my reaction making me more embarrased than I already was.

"Let's go." He said and kissed my forehead taking my hand and walking towards our bedroom.

As I set the chocolate down on the bed-side table I was pulled down to the bed. My back was on the mattress while my hands were pinned with much more stronger ones, above my head. My breathing was heavy as my chest collided with a much chiseled one and my eyes met ones which held a strong desire in them.

My already heavy breathing got more heavy when I felt him leaning in. I closed eyes waiting for the feeling of his lips against mine and the very good yet strange electric flow of energy through my body.

"I love you." He said and smashed his lips on mine. I laid there shocked for a moment. He surely did say that he loved me but I did not fully believe it. But right now I did, fully. I smiled a bit after finally registing his words and took my hands out his now loosened grip. I kept them on each of his cheek and kissed him back. He was happy. I could feel it and his kiss became more rough and hungry, it was hard to keep pace with it but I tried my best. He placed his hands on my back and got up with me. We both were on our knees facing each other but Sebestian shifted me so that now I was stradling him. He pulled away for a second and pulled my shirt leaving my chest bare infront of him, he threw my shirt and again captured my lips. His hands travelled to my chest while my travelled to his hair. I curled my fingers in them and slightly pulled them. As he descended towards my neck, placing hickey's, I couldn't help but press his face more into my neck by my fingers which were still lost in his brown locks. He gently pushed me back to the bed, as he hovered above me and adjusted his body between my legs. It wasn't long before he got rid of my shorts. Leaving me bare beneath him as he was just in his boxers. He soon got rid of them and entered in me.

It was a long night of passion. It may be another act of love for him but it was different for me. I liked it.... I liked him. I was slowly coming to terms with his lifestyle. I was slowly coming on terms with him, but still I wasn't convinced that this was right. I was still fighting with myself determining if this is right or not. I still wasn't sure if things were really going in my way, or was it all just trouble in disguise. Whatecer it was I let it go for tonight. I just enjoyed what I had. A little guilt was there but I was too happy to be loved to notice it.

I woke up again but with the morning rays this time. I turned around, which was a big task because I had an insanely firm grip around my waist. I turned facing Sebestian. His face was nothing like a murderer's, maybe it was because I hadn't seen it yet, but still, he had a calm and realxed face.

"I know I am irresistible but staring is really rude." He said in his hisky voice making me shiver. I just rolled my eyes.

"Good morning." He said as he opened his eyes and moved a bit forwards to kiss me.

"Good morning." I replied and suddenly remembered to ask something important from him. It was difficult to muster up my courage but it was required because I really want to ask him and I hope that he allows me.

"Se-sebestian." I called out while he just hummed in respone and played with my hair strands. His eyes were focused on my hair which twirled around his finger and my breathing was heavy because of many reasons.

(1)I was scared of his reaction.

(2)We both were still naked and his other hands was going up and down my bare back.

(3)He was looking devilishly handsome.

(4)I was feeling something wierd down there and squeezed my thighs tightly to stop that feeling and he smirked knowing it all very well.

(5)And lastly, I was trying to bury the feeling of wanting to throw up so bad.

"I w-wanted to g-go o-out with m-my friend." I said watching how his hands stopped and his eyes met mine almost instantly. He was clearly shocked and him being angry wasn't necessary to mention.

"P-please" I requested hoping he'd understand. The fear he had was so much that I wasn't ready to argue but there was an urge to. The humanity and gentleness I saw last night was gone. I was afraid of what will he do. Will he hurt me like he did to those people in Paris?

He kissed me, a bit rough though. But that wasn't my answer.

"We'll talk about this later." He said and walked towards the bathroom. While I was dissapointed and just let out a sigh. This definitely meant a 'no'. I just sighed and sat up putting his shirt on to cover me.

After showering I just decided to wear something casual, which was a plain speghetti strap, thigh lenght, dark blue dress. It was comfortable and perfect for wearing inside the mansion.

We were currently walking down the hallways when we met with Albert. He seemed like he was coming to meet us and he looked a bit worried though.

"Good Morning, Master Knight." He said as soon as he spotted Sebestian.

"What is it?" Sebestian asked directly not even bothering to greet him back. How can someone be this cold.

"We have some guests who insist on meeting you." Albert replied.

"I don't want to so, get them out." Sebestian replied a bit pissed off.

"I apologise, but they are already seated in the lounge, Master Knight." Albert replied with a humble and subtle smile.

Sebestian just hummed in response and looked like he couldn't bother less until what Albert spoke next made his interest peak up and he had this devilish smirk on and I knew that this meeting was going to be hella dramatic.