I sat inside the small cafe staring at the contacts on my phone. Alasdair was in his office while Orion sat by my chair.

Oliver

His name was so clear in the screen and I hesitated. My hands shook, how was I going to tell him I lost my memory, how was I supposed to tell him that I was awake?

Not going back on it I hit the call button under his picture, which was him eating ramen hurriedly. Pressing the phone to my ear, I heard him pick up but he didn't day anything.

"Oliver?" I quietly said and I heard a heavy inhale.

"Rayn" there was a long pause, it was very stiff, wanting to just get this over I whispered "meet me at the cafe next to Alasdairs office?" I heard a sound of agreement before he hung up.

I got up and ordered the strawberry frappe from last time, not knowing what to order Oliver, I just got him a mocha iced coffee.

I waited for him and the coffee. I quickly sat back down petting Orion between his eyes. So focused on Orion I didn't notice someone sat across from me until shiny black shoes came to view.

I snapped my head up and looked at the man across from me accessing his features. From his strong eyebrows, soft but intimidating eyes, the sculpted bridge of his nose, his red lips down to his very very broad shoulders.

"Brother your shoulders are very um..." i gestured both of my hands to each of my shoulders and did an outward motion. He sat expressionless leaning back. A lady came back with two drinks and set them in the table but switched them. I thanked her before she walked away. I looked at the drinks and switched them back so that Oliver had the mocha and I had the strawberry.

"Big brother-" the label came so naturally, and I didn't want to call him anything else. "I-I didn't know what you liked so I got you mocha" I smiled softly as I looked at the cup.

"Um I-I...I" I was stuttering and hesitating, my throat closed up and eyes burning. I cleared my throat and looked back up. Bug brother was tense and his eyebrows were furrowed. I reached out and smoothed the wrinkle in between his brother the same motion I did with Orion. His eyebrows relaxed and he looked at me softly. I pulled my hand back and tried to talk again.

"I lost my memory- and I-I need you to help me remember. Right now I don't know much about you but I hope you can teach me. I don't even know if you knew I was in the hospital..."

"Of course I did, your my baby sister Rayn, why would I not know?" Oliver said crossing his arms.

I looked down and put my hand on Orions head that was now on my lap. "What if we didn't have a good relationship, how was I supposed to know?"

"So you don't remember anything?"

"No"

"At all?"

"Nope"

" zero?"

"Nada"

"Are you sure?"

I rolled my eyes and murmured a Yes. He's getting me a bit pissed of, If I said no I meant no. He hummed and sat back. Be reached for his drink causing the long sleeve on his shirt to ride up. No analyzing he had tattoos on his hand too. Before his hand reached the cup I grabbed it inspecting his fingers, on the side of middle finger of his left hand had a small angry face the tattoo that I had on my right one except mine was a smiley one. I put our middle fingers together chucking as our emojis faced each other. Oliver chuckled too seeing my reaction.

Suddenly remembering my empty book, I flipped my pages and found Oliver as the second page. "Occupation?"

"Gang leader" he said with such a straight face, my eyes widened as my jaw dropped. A full smile took on his face and he softly said "kidding" as be made fun of my reaction. "I'm more of a hands on man I load things for the company you boyfriend runs."

Truck loader?

"Like a truck loader?" I asked and he nodded "what do you load?" I cocked my head to the side and he simply said "electronics and money" i quickly took not of that and closed my book know as my mind. "How would you describe me?"

He puffed his cheeks and blew out air looking away from me. "Chaotic, you were so cute as a kid though, always following me around but you were annoying as fuck. You were a chaotic kid but you started expressing it as you got older. Speaking of chaos get your stupid bat out of my trunk." I perked up, I knew I got my love of baseball from him, but the mention of a bat, not just any bat my bat made my fingers twitch. My body remembers but I don't.

Olivers eyes switched to my hands then back to me so fast I missed it. He took his coffee and got up sipping it as he walked to the door. Orion followed after him. I held onto his leash as we followed Oliver to his trunk.

He opened it and opened his arms out with a smile. The bat was a pastel pink the handle wrapped in a dark pink grip. Hearts and X's following up in a pattern and write above the grip below the first heart was something written in white, it was in Korean? Even so I could read it easily and what it read was my name. My fingers twitched again. I just picked it up in awe my heart felt like it was going to burst. It was beautiful and that fact that it was mine was perfect.

I thanked Oliver excitedly. All he did was chuckle while sipping his coffee. I paused as I thought about our parents. Oliver sensed this asking me what wrong. "Parents" I said. The only thing I said and Oliver seemed to know what I was thinking.

He asked me to get in the car and I obliged. Pitting Orion in the back seat I climbed up into the front. Before pulling out Oliver dialed Als number.

"Hello?" Als voice filled the car and it filled me me such happiness. "Heyyy I have Rayn with me, we're gonna take a detour is that alright?" After hearing a noise of confirmation Oliver hung up.

"You ready?" All I could do was nod at his question and to be quite honest I was nervous, so so nervous.