Eva's pov

Slowly I regain consciousness. I groan and I tried to clear my eyesight. My body felt weak. I blinked heavily as I tried to remember everything that happen. Suddenly I felt arms tighten around me. I realised am laying on something soft. I tilt my head and looked at Nicole's sleeping face.

What is she doing here? My heartbeat increased. I closed my eyes and rake my brain to remember what happen. Finally everything came back to me.

Her lying. She having a husband. Panic attack. The passing out.

Angry ran through my veins, I shakily push Nicole away from me and stand up from the bed. I could feel my legs wanting to buckle out under me. I breathe heavily.

From being pushed, Nicole jerkily wakes up and looked around. Panic swarm through her eyes as she looked for something. Finally her eyes land on me and slowly the panic replace with relief.

"Oh Eva sweetheart, you finally awake. I was so worried. I came here and found you unconscious" she spoke and stood from the bed up.

Her eyes were red and cheeks puff. She looked as if she cried. I frown my eyebrows in confusing. Was she crying for me ? I shake my head to get that though away. She would never care or love me the way I love her.

"You lied..." I whimpered put softly. Tears slowly cloud my vision.

"Eva, I..."

"NO!! Stop!" I screamed out.

"Sweetheart, please just listen to......" she tries to speak again as she took slow steps towards me.

"You lied to me. You never cared for me" my voice cracked as tear slide down my face. I took steps back away from her.

"You made me believe you cared for me. I saw with my own eyes" my heart broke more than ever before.

"I know, but please let me explain. I do care for you Eva" she looked at me with tears in her eyes too.

"Was I just a joke to you? The broken girl? The stupid girl? Was that all I was to you, a quick fuck!!! I trusted you dammit!!!" I screamed at her.

"How fucking could you do this to me?!! Huh! Answer me dammit!! You don't get to cry"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Eva. Sweetheart just sit down and I'll tell you the complete truth. Please my sweet girl!" She spoke softly to me as tears rolled down her face.

"You can scream and hit me as much as you want but just listen, okay?" She moved back to the bed and sat down and pet a spot for me to sit.

Her sweet words brought me warmth inside my stomach. I still fell for the way to speak to me. Im so stupid! But the anger I felt just increased more.

She looked at me with puppy eyes and brought her hands up to wipe her tears away.

"Fine. I don't think I can't ever forgive you for doing this to me" i sniffled and sat down further away from her.

Hurt in her eyes as I did not take the spot next to her.

"It's okay. What I did was unforgivable. I knew what you were going through, yet for my own selfish needs I messed up the best thing that I realised meant the most to me" she laughed softly and sniffled.

"The first time I saw you, I thought who is this girl in front for me? I couldn't see your face as your head was down and it intrigued. I wondered what you looked like and I thought why your head was always down. I would look at you out the corner off my eye but I did it discretely. I could feel you staring at me throughout the lessons" she laughed while looking deep in thought.

"I knew if would look at you, you would look away. I pretended like I didn't notice. Then I thought maybe my lessons were boring to you and that is why you were staring out in space. I felt a bit hurt but though nothing of it. Until that day I saw the bruise on your face. I thought why does this beautiful girl have a bruise on her face. When I saw your face, I was blown away by your beauty. I was stunned but did not show it. Your big brown doe eyes stood out to me" she looked in my eye with a soft look. My cheeks heating up.

She still had and effect on me. It was my turn to be stunned.

But something I couldn't understand, why did she lie?

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Should Eva forgive her or not?