Mhmm, I laying in something soft and cozy. I nuzzled further in the softness. Lazily open my eyes, I was in a room and laying in a bed. The sheets are velvety colour, the room walls are a off-white colour. The curtains were black and the mat in the room was grey. Warmth emitted in the room.

Realising I'm not in my room, my breath pick up in panic. What the hell happen? I close my eyes tightly trying to remember what happen. Finally the pieces came together. Me and my English teacher having sex. I lift up the sheets to see, she put my underwear back on.

OMG!!!

My face flush as everything single detail came back to me. Holy shit it was hot. A shiver went down my body as my nipple peak up. Lifting myself from the bed, I felt a pair of arms around me. Looking to my left I saw Nicole holding me tightly while sleeping.

A small smile grace my face. My hand slowly trace the beauty in her face.

She really was ethereal even in her sleep. Her long lashes laid against her rosy cheeks. Her lips pucker due to the swelling of sleeping. Her hair laid on the pillow and around her face. My god she is everything that I want to be.

I moved her hair out of her face and behind her ears. She sigh before nuzzling in my hand. Slowly her eyes flutter open.

"Hi" she said groggily with a little smile.

"Hey"smiling I caressed her cheeks.

She lazily drew herself up on the bed before wrapping her arms around me. I embrace her hug willingly.

This is all I ever wanted. I could feel tears pool up in my eyes. I'm such a sappy mess. I quickly wiped it away. I guess she caught onto my movements.

She turned my head towards her "hey no tears sweetheart, speak to me" speaking to me in such a gentle voice my tears fell more. At this point I was a sobbing mess.

"Calm down sweetheart, it's okay" she rocked us back and forth, rubbing my back smoothly.

"I'm sorry, it's just..." I said trying to get my breathing under control.

"Nicole, you make me feel so many things. I feel overwhelmed with emotions that I can't even describe it. I feel so much happiness that I could explode into a rainbow. You liking me back feels... no is a dream come true. You my first kiss and the first person to touch me. " I laughed at my happinesses a blush coat my cheeks.

I stared at her but could not comprehend any emotion and it kind of made me worry. I furrow my eyebrows trying to think of what I said wrong.

"I... I'm glad I can make you feel this as honestly I would not trade it for the world" she smile, sadly.

I hesitantly smile, trying not to think any of it.

"I think it's time that you should probably go home now, but if ..."

"Ohh... umm okay, you right it's getting late" I interrupted her and quickly stood up before I embarrassed myself more. Sadness filled my heart.

"Yeahhh..." she trailed off looking away from me at the clock besides her bed.

I felt like I could cry. Is she trying to get rid of me after everything.

"Okay bye, I'll see you around" I looked down as my heart break, quickly I made my way downstairs in my underwear.

At this point tears were rolling down my face.

I grabbed my folded my jeans and belt and hastily pulled it up, while, while trying to put on my shoes.

I ran to the door, flung it open and speed walk to my car. I roughly wipe the angry and sad tears that continuously roll down my face. I open my car and roughly shut the door.

"Eva!!!"I looked and saw Nicole hastily make her way towards my car.

I looked away and stared my ignition and drove away. I looked in the rear mirror and saw Nicole still calling out my name on the sidewalk.

Stupid, stupid, stupid Eva. Always so stupid.

A stupid girl you will always be.

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Nicole stood on the sidewalk and watched as Eva drove away. She felt confused on what just happened.

She was going to make the girl supper and ask if she could spend the night. Her mood deteriorated slowly as she made her way back inside her house. Guess she took to long to ask.

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