It's been a good thirty minutes and Kai still hasn't even glanced over, which I know he's doing on purpose because a mate's odour is very distinct, you can smell your mate from a mile away, so he definitely knows I'm right here!

I don't understand why he's forcing me to stay here when he isn't even going to pay an ounce of attention to me, does he just want to waste my valuable time? I'm not a freaking fancy ass vase you place in the corner of your house just to never put flowers in.

The sound of my stomach rumbling snapped me out of my thoughts, and Lilliana seemed to notice

"Let's get some food in you" She laughed pulling me off the seat and dragging me to where I'm assuming was the kitchen.

An hour later

One plate of pancakes, eggs and bacon later and I was sickeningly full, one more bite and I think I'll explode.

"Thanks...for th-...food" I mumbled trying to keep everything down, I haven't eaten properly in weeks and all of this was to much for my body to handle.

"You okay-"

I have made a very bad mistake, note to self, don't eat till you feel like dying.

"I'm going to be sick" I groaned holding my stomach and zooming upstairs.

I was running around frantically, pushing open every door trying to find a sink or a toilet, finally after ages I spotted one and rushed to the toilet and practically dunked my head into it, all the food I had just eaten came exploding out of my mouth.

My throat was burning and my stomach ached, suddenly I felt a hand stroking my back, I expected to turn around and see Lilliana but it was him...Kai, the stench of my vomit covered up any scents within a mile radius.

"You shouldn't have eaten so quickly" He spoke softly.

"Thanks for the advice" I belched lowly and stretched my arm out to pull the flush.

"Come on, let's get you to bed" He stood up hooking my arm around his shoulders and dragging me to my room.

"Shouldn't you be busy with your girlfriend" I rolled my eyes, ugh, stupid thing to say, now he definitely knows I'm bothered by it...crap.

"Someones jealous. Thought you didn't want anything to do with me" he chuckled.

"I don't, any feeling I have for you is all because of this stupid mate thing. If we met in different circumstances and weren't mates I wouldnt even give you a second look" Its true, if I ever met someone like him in a different world I'd probably punch him...actually no, I'd punch him even in this world.

"And vice versa, homeless druggy looking girls aren't really my type, especially ones who abandon their packs" he commented looking me up and down. druggy? I only smoke...occasionally...well- I only did a little bit of coke that one time, some guy in a truck offered me some and lets just say it was a low point in life and I really didn't give a lot of fucks about wether I lived or died.

"Well to bad because this 'homeless druggy looking' girl is your soulmate" I joked emphasising on "soulmate" it is true after all, we are made for each other and all that bullshit that's said in the ancient scrolls and story books they read to us as kids.

But as you grow up you realise it's all a sham, we are pretty muched forced into loving someone and if we don't, and reject eachother we will forever be heartbroken.

Complete and utter bullshit.