Fear is something that I think most of the time, what am I really afraid of?

Fear is something that you are afraid that it will become true, in my position here right now I don't know what I am afraid of.

When I was young I used to be afraid of death, death doesn't scare me anymore because eventually everyone is gonna die and no one can stop that.

"Take a bus"Said Summer rolling her eyes after mom told me that Aiden wont be picking me up today.

"Sure barbie" I say sighing and getting up.

"You know the way to school right?" Asked mom making Summer breakfast.

"Yep" I say grabbing my bag and saying bye to them before I get out, I take one long breath before I start walking.

Today was sunny but since its early it was a little windy, I put on an oversized white T-shirt and some black jeans with white nike shoes.

As I walk I see a black car behind me, I turn around and walk faster, the car comes next to me, the windows were black so I couldnt spot the person in it.

The car comes to a stop and the window opens.

"Get in the car Grace" I hear Enzos deep voice call from the car.

"No thank you I can walk" I say turning around from fear and starting to walk, I hear the car door open and I turn to look at him again.

"It wasnt a question, now get in the car I dont have all day" He Said again and I shiver from his voice, I turn my steps and get in the front seat next to him.

The car smelled like an expensive cologne mixed with a cigarette smell, if only I could smell this forever.

Enzos phone starts ringing and he picks it up from the hand stand.

"Did you finish your job" He said sending shivers down my spine, now I get it why aunt was so afraid from him, he can snap your neck with only two fingers.

"She is here" He said again and I pretend im not listening, he removes the phone from his ear and turns towards me.

"Its Aiden, make it quick" He hands me his phone and I put it next to my ear.

"Hey Aiden" I say annoyed at him, he couldn't come to pick me up but he can call, idiot.

"Hey little cousin, how are you" He said like he did not send a 6'2 hot guy to pick me up.

"It would have been better if your ass came to pick me up" I answer him.

"You know I cant" He said like I know all his business.

"Yeah why?" I ask him trying to get something out from him.

"B-Because I was out with a girl" He said and I roll my eyes, asshole doesn't even know how to make out a lie.

"Sure go to hell" I say and hang up,I give Enzos phone to him and just stare at the road.

"Why couldn't Aiden pick me up?" I ask him trying to understand what is going on here because ever since I came in town everything has been weird, Enzo doesn't even bother to reply.

"Can I know what is going on?" I ask again and again he doesn't reply.

"At least tell-"

"Shut up Grace!" He said as his voice raised.

"Why I wanna know what is my cousin doing" I say crossing my arms and turning towards him, I don't know where all bravenes is coming from but I like it.

"Well you are not gonna know" He replyed as he pulls up in a parking space.

"I am gonna find out" I say getting out of the car and slamming the door shut, I start walking and I see Jack and Aiden leaning back on the school front doors.

"Willa" Said Aiden pushing himself off of the wall and coming tuords me.

"Stay the fuck away from me or I will ripp your head out" I say narrowing my eyes at him and walking tuords Jack.

"Where were you two?" I ask him since I can feel that they were together.

"Uh we were shopping?" He said and I see him face palming himself.

"Fuck you all" I say as I turn tuords Aiden and I see Enzo behind him.

They were talking about shipment yesterday at dinner, they cant be postman's can they.

"What kind of shipping were you two getting or doing ?" I ask them as I see Aidens eyes wide open.

"I might look dumb but I see everything Aiden " I say narrowing my eyes at them.

"Aiden deal with her or I will" I hear Enzo speak up.

"What are you gonna do? Peptalk to me? Or ground me huh?"I say at him now my anger not controled, Enzo starts walking tuords me but Aiden gets in front if him mumbling something.

"I swear if I hear another word coming from her mouth im strangling her to death" I hear Enzo whisper at Aiden,I look around confused and see people are staring, I shake my head and go inside to my first class.

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"Where are you?" I hear Aiden say from the other line of the phone, he didn't stop calling me until I opened the phone.

"In hell" I say as I hear him groan.

"Willa its not a good idea to walk away from me" He said and I roll my eyes.

"Piss of Aiden" I say and hang up, I return to the teacher as the bell rings.Now it's lunchtime im probably just gonna grab some food from the cafeteria and go in the library to eat, I found a place in the library where you can hide out.

I get out of my class and make my way to my locker, I put my last classes books in there and I found the leftover from yesterday, I lock my locker and go in the cafeteria, I throw my leftover on the garbage and walk in the line to get food.

It was almost my turn when the cafiteria doors slam open making everyone go silent.

Fuck my life.

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